Somewhere In Northern Italy Summer 1983

He wanted to see Rozanov this weekend. He wanted to be with him, alone, behind closed doors; he was tired of lying to himself about it. HEATED RIVALRY — CH. 16

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sources: l.e.s. by donald glover // this year by the mountain goats // maya hornbacher, madness // watchisjawdrop on tumblr // wuntrum on tumblr // kim kardashian // unknown // godblessryankent on tiktok // nayyirah waheed // unknown // lev st. valentine

Transcription 2: I am gonna make it through this year if it kills me

Transcription 3: The first clear thought in years: I refuse to die.

Transcription 4: Are you dead? No. Then there is still time

Transcription 5: pioneering something called "gritted teeth optimism" where everything is gonna turn out okay even if i have to bite and claw and gnash my way through it

Transcription 6: i didn't come this far to only come this far.

Transcription 7: Okay. We had terrible lives. What now? What comes after the tragedy?

What choice is there but to keep going, despite?

Transcription 8: Tiktok user taiga1773's comment, "i had so much potential" and user Godblessryankent's reply, "*Have"

Transcription 9: do not choose the lesser life.

do you hear me.

do you hear me.

choose the life that is. yours. the life that is seducing your lungs. that is dripping down your chin.

Transcription 10: A ticket that reads, "I am going to make a very beautiful life for myself."

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