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Day 34 of 90 days in chastity

When I was being slapped by @bbccastle I remembered this sissy mantra that was taught to me by my Mistress Princess Aries aka Mandatory-Feminization (blog was deleted by tumblr). It is a good mantra that I think every sissy should memorize and recite multiple times a day. Here’s a video that will help you remember it. 

I was born a stupid cunt. I’m a simple piece of fuckmeat. Unless I’m serving, I am nothing. I’m only filled with purpose when I’m filled with cock. I’m a set of three holes and a set of tits. Only my body is of value, and it does not belong to me. I’m only pretty when I’m covered in spit and cum. I want dick in any of my holes at any time. I will not say, ‘No’. I’m a stupid set of fuck-holes. I exist solely for the amusement and entertainment of men. I’m a nasty, trashy fuck-slut. I will expose myself whenever and wherever I am told to. I am a receptacle for jizz. I am a cumdumpster. I want to be bathed and filled with spunk. I want all men to fill with me with cock. I will follow orders because I’m a dumb slut and I don’t know what’s best for me. I’m a cum-drinking whore. My mouth’s main purpose is not talking; my mouth is for sucking dick, licking balls, tonguing assholes and gargling spit, cum and piss. I’m a nameless set of holes. I’m a cumrag designed to be used and disposed of. Please fuck my holes. Thank you for wasting your time on this dumb slut.

https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph57df308d08277 

Fantastic news for me! I told my wife about my secret desire to become pussyfree and useless to women. As if she had already thought of it, she came up with a plan. Here it is. 

(1) For the next year, I will not be allowed any sexual activity with her or any other woman. I will also only be allowed to see her fully clothed.

(2) I will be required to wear a chastity device so that I can’t touch or stimulate my clitty (what I’m supposed to call it from now on).

(3) Once daily, she will choose a selection of censored porn and give me 30 seconds to cum to it. This is an example of a trainer with the same idea. Importantly, I am never allowed to hold back or stop stroking. As soon as I feel the slightest urge to cum, I have to relax and just cum.

(4) If I cum in time, the timer reduces by one second for all future sessions, down to a minimum of 10 seconds (my goal).

(5) If I don’t cum in time, I am locked up again until the next day.

(6) After 51 weeks, I won’t be allowed a release but will be free (required actually) to watch hardcore porn. I’ll also get to kiss her, play with her pussy and tits etc., but I will NOT be allowed out of my chastity device or given any release. She will also masturbate in front of me. Basically, she will do her best to make me cum without touching myself.

(7) She’ll keep doing this until it’s been at least several days since I have cum and she knows and I close to cumming in my pants.

(8) Finally, I’ll get a chance to have sex with her. If I can last 10 minutes inside her, I’ll have the choice of how to continue.

(9) But if I can’t last that long, I will be condemned to be pussyfree forever. She will have the right to have boyfriends, bring them home to sleep with us and fuck her in front of me (the only time I’ll ever be allowed to see her naked again). She can also make me suck their cocks. I will continue to train to cum faster, with less and less stimulation (e.g., softcore and censored porn only), so that I eventually cum instantly when stimulated even a tiny bit.

The cards may be as follows (easy to tweak): 2-10 spade (ass) - minutes of prostate stimulation 2-10 club (balls) - minutes(if tickling or sensual), hits (if busting) (or minutes if your balls can take it…) 2-10 heart (dick) - edges 2-10 diamond (glans) - minutes of polishing Jack (all suites) - tease only (10 mins) Queen (all suites) - tease only (20 mins) Teasing is thought to mean anything that is not otherwise listed, such as jerking to keep hard, forced service (blowjob to master), or visual/aural teasing (master/porn). King spade - 20 minutes of prostate stimulation King club - 20 minutes/hits King heart - left to go soft midway King diamond - 20 minutes of cockhead polishing Orgasm cards: Ace spade - full orgasm Ace club - ruined orgasm(s) Ace heart - orgasm then post-orgasm-torture Ace diamond - milked dry Joker - half an hour of busting, polishing or both (whatever works best for the slave) (Black and red jokers could also correspond to different things)

The deck is shuffled. Ten cards are pulled (as a mindfuck the master can make the slave choose the cards, “choosing” their own fate). The slave does not see the cards (optional). The master arranges them in the desired order for play (with orgasm, excluding ruined orgasm, cards at the end). If multiple orgasm cards are pulled the first one pulled is used to finish the session and the other put back into the deck and the deck shuffled. If no orgasm cards are pulled then the slave does not orgasm. Once cards have been used for a session they are placed into a discard pile. Eventually, 4 cards will remain. When this happens they are added to the discard pile, replenishing the deck to 52 cards for further play. To make the game more tortorous for the slave cards could simply be added back into the deck after each session, never changing the odds. Can play with four Jokers, slightly decreasing the odds of a suit card and increasing the odds of a joker to 7.1%. This pretty much guarantees a joker card for four out of five sessions, which will equate to sore balls and/or an aching dickhead after playtime. Can also make it so that jokers are returned if two or more are drawn. Or not: how does two hours of relentless cockhead polishing sound? This game guarantees that the slave releases cum on average three out of five sessions (though not necessarily pleasurably/without polishing). However, the fact that 4 or 6 cards are discarded without play means it truly is a game of chance as to whether you cum or not… a game where the master may be able to throw an orgasm card back into the deck if two are drawn (and thus risking it not being played at all…). Game works with/without chastity. If playing without chastity and the slave can masturbate at least ensure they are denied for the rest of the day (if they don’t cum) to keep the frustration (and to let their cock heal…).

Welcome to my class for prematurejacker’s Premature Ejaculation University. It’s called physical education because in this class we’re going to be training your muscle memory and nervous impulses. The idea is to train your body to make an extreme response to arousal, without any conscious or voluntary thoughts getting in the way. Be warned that this training program is not to be taken lightly, it’s the result of some months of research and experimentation. So please don’t undertake this unless you’re sure you want it. We take no responsibility for the results. With that in mind let’s begin….

So after many many years, and literally $1000s spent on hypnosis/sex therapy/experimentation/research in trying to become a premature ejaculator here is my best technique.

Sadly there is no magic pill to become a Premature Ejaculator (at least not reliably!), here’s my best researched two-step technique of becoming a Premature Ejaculator:

Phase 1. Medium-term Gooning - ‘simulated PE’

The first stage takes lots of will power. If you have a chronic masturbation/gooning habit you may have noticed that the longer you goon, the sooner it is before you reach edge.

So initially you will be focusing on re-wiring your triggers and habbits. If you manage not to cum for several days you will find yourself starting to edge sooner and sooner, maybe you start feeling the ability to cum after a couple of minutes. If you keep going it’ll get shorter and shorter. Judge your progress, after 5 or so days you should be down to a consistent 20-30 seconds of jerking before you HAVE TO STOP.

Unfortunately this feeling is only temporary, if you ejaculate now then you will go back to being able to last.

This first phase will feel extremely frustrating! You MUST NOT cum! Despite how much your body cries out. You must focus all your willpower, your desire to become a permanent premature ejaculator must outweigh the pleasure you feel when cumming.

Keep jerking off, edging, stopping, jerking off, edging, stopping! Get up to one whole week of this!

Your mind will be a mix of emotions, I’m sorry to say you may find yourself not enjoying masturbation because of how little of it you can do without having to stop (BTW, this is what a permanent premature ejaculator feels like), yet you will be horny all the time.

When you start to feel these feelings (but no sooner than one week) stop, and continue to phase 2.

Phase 2. Conventional Ejaculation

Your first day of phase 2 will be spent without touching your dick at all. However, at this stage you’ll be well acquainted (or reacquainted) with what turns you on the most, spend the first day of phase 2 with this porn. Let it become a part of you, let it turn you on so much. But do not stroke your dick. Jerking off today is as unobtainable as the tits or pussies you see on your screen.

The next day you will start phase 2 proper. Your task will be to bring up your favorite porn, start jerking, and cum as soon as you feel the need:

Because you have at least seven whole edging days of cum built up you will be so ready to explode, you will cum so easily, HOWEVER, you MUST CUM AS SOON AS YOU FEEL READY! DO NOT HOLD OFF You must experiment relaxing the muscles above and around your penis, it’s the same muscle set you relax when taking a pee, so try that. Feel what that feels like, remember which muscles you relaxed. If you want to extend your jerk-off session you may look at porn without touching your dick, but from the moment you touch your dick you must not stop jerking till you cum.

Let your cum explode, and enjoy your release.

Then put your penis away. You’ve had your fun. No matter how horny you are you must not jerk off again this day.

The next day, browse your favorite porn without touching your dick. When you’re ready to cum, grab your dick, and while stroking try to relax the same muscles as yesterday…. You will find that when you’re ready to cum it will just happen, it may even take you by surprise! Remember how easy it was yesterday? Well today it was almost as easy!

This will be your life for the next two weeks. You must not jerk off unless you’re ready and willing to cum in the next few minutes, and when you’ve cum that must be the end for the day. While you’re jerking you must relax your muscles.

Over the 14 days you will notice the time taken to cum and your ability to resist cumming will reduce. Perhaps you can record your timings, make a graph of it, chart your descent.

What we are doing is causing your ejaculatory muscles to dystrophy. We are physically reducing your ability to hold back. It will take at least two weeks of this behavior for long-term effects to materialize, but it will be worth it in the end.

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