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Oh Lord, to know you... to KNOW You. What a blessing. 

“How can an all loving, good, and gracious God allow good things to happen to bad people?” I wish I knew. 

I lost over 15 lbs T_T I was over 160 now I’m at 144. Just 24 more pounds and i’ll be at my goal weight. Just gotta learn how to maintain, I gotta tone too o_O But honestly, it’s not even about the numbers on the scale. It’s about lean muscle to fat ratio. lolz

I don’t know why, but i’m just always sad when I hear about my friends and their boyfriends lol Like, I’m happy for them for sure, but I can’t help but think of mine. kajds;flkjas;dklf And I hate it. I want to be able to talk about my friends without being sad about the topic of guys. I want to be able to love unconditionally and by joyous unconditionally. Idk.

OH MY GOD. I have a Qualitative research paper due (12 pages), a paper on obesity in the US (12-14 pages), AND I have other crap in my other class, ON TOP of doing discussion board posts. oh my gosh. bring on the stress. wow.