Not Destined Twin Flame
Unexpected place, unexpected stare. Since that first meeting, I've known your soul will connect to mine. Day by day, we were getting closer. Small efforts eventually turned into warm and comfortable presence. We love to help each other. We did not realise it yet.
Each month, I found same things that we share. We both like the same subject. I won't forget how we randomly sang the melody of an anime background music. I almost propose to you when you said your first anime is Kimi No Nawa. I decided to get closer when we played so well as a team in Badminton match. We're both extrovert yet we love listening to mellow songs when we're alone. You and I are friendly to everyone and can be mean sometimes too. Our similar personality is recognised by some people. They said I'm the copy of you when I played the battle royale. Our mbti test results kind of proved it I guess? Sometimes we accidentally wear the same shirt colour. I know it can happen to anyone, but I just can't deny my excitement.
That's just how I one-sidedly loved you. Unforced, natural, pure. Until I knew that you already have somebody waiting on you. On that day, I was outraged. My world was falling down. Embarrassed by all the memories. You lied. You cheated. You've never been into me, you've just been kind. It was all only in my head. You and I are only a twin flame, but not soulmate. We're not mean to be. The saddest part of all, i might have been bothering someone's partner. That someone probably pined for you for years and years. I'm always sure of my feelings, but she gotta be the one. I'm not shy with my feelings, but she chose you first. So, I'll leave. I'll be here with my own company for a while. Till God send me someone who will find me in this hidden huts full of tangerines.
