Rykah

dear fe,

i wish i were perfect. i wish i wasn't so emotional, i wish i wasn't so pushy, i wish i wasn't so needy, i wish i wasn't so annoying, i wish i didn't have to be so touchy with you, i wish i knew how to be more gentle with you.

i want to be everything you ever wanted and needed. i want to be the girl you wished and dreamed for. i want to be the one who stays by your side no matter obstacles come our way.

youre on my mind, all the time, rain or shine.

i don't know what i did to deserve you, but now i'm right here next to you.

you make me feel whole, like ive been revamped again and ready to love.

you were the missing piece to my puzzle, i wore my heart on my sleeve, ready to pull the trigger.

im worried all the time i won't be good enough or that i'll be too much, i use to think my heart was all fucked up.

you make me feel like all those past things were lies, like you've opened my heart from deep inside.

i felt unlovable, untouchable until i met you.

dear fe,

i admire you in so many ways. what i admire the most about you is your bravery. it's like a mix of no fear and having the biggest heart ever. you can get knocked down a million times but still stand up. you're like my cool collected cucumber. my little ball of fire who just so happens to keep her cool better than i. i never imagined finding someone i'd admire this much, someone who makes me want to be a better version of me. i never imagined finding someone who also in courages me to be brave, some who compliments my bravery with her own. you always crush your goals and follow your dreams. you don't let people or things to get in your way, which takes a lot of and bravery. you're stronger and braver than you think. your bravery is what allowed me in and what allowed me to love you, for this.. i love you even more. ❤️

dear fe,

it's 7:30 am on a tuesday and i can't sleep but there you are sleeping so easily.

i rub your back and play with your hair as you're asleep, but i wonder why you chose me.

you love me so softly, so gently. if you've taught me anything the last 2 months, it would be to love softer, touch softer, speak softer.. not everything has to be so rough all the time...

i love you to infinity and beyond