Effervescent Blonde

I still find it wild that I never thought I'd live to 25. I full on thought I was going to end my life shortly after turning 16. Along with tbh after 2015 I was raped( and unfortunately a lot more) and thought after that it was the universes way of telling me I no longer needed to be here but my whole point of this is yo don't give up. Never thought if live to my age now but fuck I've met the most amazing person who shows me I'm not trash, I'm not what was cursed upon me. And well I'm drunk and this is Tumblr. But also it is not the Tumblr I remember so to anyone who comes across this now just know back when I actively used to use Tumblr it was a red light district kind of vibe and if this offends you sry not sry ur kinda apart of the problem of this world. That's all. Needed to vent some and will vent more.

I used to post all the time on here as a vlog basically and I may start that up again. Only difference is that It won't be a well severely depressed blog. Yes I'm still depressed af with severe anxiety and more. BUT my ass is in a weird place rn. My job is the epitome of hell, but im not in a toxic relationship and more and welp I feel like I may use Tumblr again as a venting platform lowkey. But also may never post again who knows. More than half my followers that were on that loyal platform are gone so idk 😓

Yooooo