EERIE CABBAGE

The second canvas has one of Heaven's outfit concepts. I didn't go with this one since it looked too "nurse-y"

Same canvas has the comic idea I teased before. It's a Chell and Seb comic, Chell finds the photo in Sebastian's shop and decides to mess with him by pretending to be Zerum.

I think the reason I never really started it was because I didn't know how Sebastian would react. There was two scenarios I flipped between-- Seb gets very rightfully upset and shoots Chell, or Seb just yells at her to get out and then he has a little breakdown.

i've shown Chell and Seb to be pretty physically violent with each other before, but that would have been pretty early on in their relationship; before they learned that they cannot *really* hurt each other (Chell is too week and doesn't have a normal nervous system). Later on, and after the burning with Maria, Chell would take a more emotional and psychological approach to hurting Seb. And after that, Seb would have also learned that anything he did, did not affect Chell in a way that mattered. Soo.. bascially i was choosing between "A more canon result that other people would understand" or "whatever tf I was doing".

I guess there was also the question of "Would Sebastian shoot someone who looks like the person he used to love". mmm idk. shrugs

theres actually some very nice Sebastians here. I dont know why i didn't post them

lots of cowboy stuff here

fun fact-- the red poncho design has Mapuche patterns on it. I found a pdf that explained what everything meant but it tried to make me pay for downloading it. so i.... stole it. bc why are you gatekeeping MY CULTURE FROM ME

this is the paid work I made for the team.

I do want to say that I saw some people theorize who the people in the background were; so I'll come out and say that they are not Isaias or mama Solace. They're just my OCs Im so sorry for tricking yall,, but its lowkey my fault for making them more detailed than needed 😭😭😭

lots of stuff here.. including Jesse's redesign. I was also creating a new OC but I couldn't really find a design I liked.

I also tried making a western Serenity design;; but i really did not like it,,, she looks so weird with ears

There's some silly stuff with Isaias and an OC too. I draw them a bit more later, I think they're cute

I started working on a Lopee puppet in Flash just to test myself, checking if I still remembered how to do it. But halfway through I noticed that I did everything wrong so I needed to restart; I wanted to do it later so i just left it

aww some human designs on the first canvas top right. so cute

Second canvas definitely has my favorite Serenity drawings I did. I had plans to dress her in more "theatrical" costumes

The bottom left painting was meant to be posted after April fools to follow up the Chell and Seb hugging painting. But I didn't like it so i gave up

Here is a painting I started planning and the last doodles I made before everything came out

This was a painting i did with my finger on my phone. Not really pressure related besides the Seb on the shoulder. But I dont have anywhere else to put it so I'll just throw it in here

I made this painting a while ago, but I never posted it because the camera didn't pick up the colors accurately and i got mad about it..

This was planning for a Binomi animation i wanted to make

A lot of these pages have random stuff on them, but I still wanted to include them

please ignore the lesbian vampires.

I wanted to fill this spread with sketches of Chell and Seb as humans. I've left it blank but I might come back to it and fill it with something else. I hate wasting space in a sketchbook

uu my Seb figure I planned to post but never did.. Im not too sure why I did that.

he took like.. two weeks to make ? and his lure is really big. I used embroidery thread for it. He looks so silly ! I used air dry clay and dropped him like twice while making him. Im most proud of his face. all hand painted. I wanted to make a second one at some point as well

aaand that should be everything !! I'm very happy with how my art has ended up, and again I want to thank everyone who joined me on this journey.

I haven't been drawing much lately, but I do have stuff built up because I forced myself to not to post anything until I finished dumping my Pressure stuff.. so that hopefully soon.

Here we have my very first canvases from July-September. These hopefully should all be in order.. I recommend to view this on mobile. I'll add alt text if the quality gets messed up and ruins anything I've written on them. I'm probably going to do it anyway because my hand writing is pretty bad,, These will also include a bunch of random ocs I'll probably be showcasing in the future.

I'll also put this animation here too since it was done in August yaya

These have the first concepts for Maria, Serenity, Heaven, and Chell. And of course my first attempts of drawing Sebastian.

Heaven and Serenity where originally supposed to be foils to each other-- A animalistic human and a humane animal. However, I quickly scrapped the concept when I established Heaven to be Black. Heaven was also supposed to have a deep hatred for Sebastian, blaming him for forgetting to open her cell during the lock down. Again-- this was changed after i did a complete 180 with Heaven's personality. Now, she willingly chose to stay in her cell during the lockdown because she was scared.

this is just a jail cell i made in blender for the animation above yaya

Funfact. Chell is orange because the people over on tiktok said they liked the orange. Otherwise i probably would have chosen her to be purple or red 💜

I kinda miss Chell's whiskers and how she used her tentacles as a mouth and eyebrow, but i think overtime i stopped drawing them because it cluttered her design. I tend to simplify my ocs the more i draw them, to make them easier to draw. I think i did have the idea of her eventually forgetting to use her tentacles as facial markers to show her own self dehumanization.

Sooo many more concepts.. including a humanoid version of Zerum's character.

There's also my first pass on Jesse's character (the bug guy). I remember posting the canvas he's on before, but i censored him cuz his design was ugly. I did plan to introduce him like a month ago with a new design but i held back bc i wanted him to have a colored ref... im sorry my handsome butch lesbian.. broken heart

Also sorry to my unnamed urbanshade worker that i drew like probably three times

Not too sure why i didn't post this here... i think i did on tiktok but as a private video but the quality was crunched so bad that i got pissed off and abandoned it. Oops

Here is when i actively started posting on Tumblr ! Not much to say here

Next up is the writing I have done in Obsidian. honestly, I don't like any of it and you're probably going to see that phrase repeated a lot in the screenshots.

I have a real bad habit of keeping all my ideas and lore in my head instead of writing it down, so that's why the vault is mostly empty.. I've added commentary sticky notes on the side yaya

This took SOOO long because of the writing IM SO SORY

There's so much missing, like i would wake up in the middle of the night remembering something I missed. But because Im no longer developing this story, I had to hold myself back from rewriting and adding stuff.