boo !

i drank a lot of cheap vodka last night and threw it all up. so hungover rn.

i finally was able to eat below the calorie limit again today:) ive been eating like 1600-1700 a day since i got on t and today i went down to 1300. tmr school starts again (thank god) and im going for under 1000 tmr!! if i cant do that im shooting for 1100. i gotta work my down so i dont binge :)

shoutout to when i was a kid and my mom would make me drink water to feel full when id want a snack it was an hour or two before a meal 😳😳 and now shes worried miss girl u did this to urself tbhh

im 1 week 4 days on t and ive had such a big appetite and i get NAUSEOUS if i dont eat. bro what. ive gained a couple pounds but ill drop them soon because i’m getting my appetite together

ive been scared to weigh myself since ive been on t my appetite has already noticably increased and when i get hungry its not like a thing i can push away as easy anymore when i need to eat i like Need To Eat and thats kinda stressful but, im also starting second pueberty so i cant be surprised

im getting on testosterone in like an hour .

the best thing about being vegetarian is that it cuts my calorie intake to a lot lower than itd be otherwise, plus i eat so much more fiber that my body is starting yo do the thing where if i eat i have to shit like 10-15 minutes after. plus j dont crave munchies constantly like i was

i just got my blood drawn and my mom made me eat when i got home. and they were FUCKING TACOS. kms kms kms i had twi but atleast they were bean and not ground beef