The sex should be as disrespectful as possible and the aftercare as soft and gentle as possible. Fuck her like a whore and hold her like a princess after

ten years ago you were so scared of such different things, but you survived them anyway. the same goes for five years ago and two years ago. everything that has ever felt like a hurdle, you’ve passed through. so be afraid, identify your fears, and then allow yourself to remember that in just a little while, this will be another thing that you have overcome.

that feeling of emptiness when you just lay down, looking at the ceiling, thinking about what went wrong and how you deserved that, and you feel tears running down your cheeks and then ears. it's the worst one i've ever had and i don't even wish my enemies to feel like i do. fucking terrifying.

I want that "have you seen the way he looks at her" kind of love.

manifesting this

Heavy on the "be safe" and "i love you" because life is so unpredictable.

if she's important to you, show her. what the fuck is so hard about that?