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The redhead rolled her eyes as he teased her about Alastor. âAlastor looks out for everybody. Iâm sure Iâm no more important than you, Kingsley, Dorcas, and everyone else he looks out for.â She said with a wave of her hand. Nimona never really tried to let herself believe she was uniquely special to Alastor. It was one of the few ways she tried to mask whatever little feelings of something more she had for him.
Nimona didnât try to mask the entirety of her fear in front of Edgar, however. He knew her well enough to be able to put together that something was a little off in her demeanor. She smiled though when he started to talk about the good in their world. Nimona nodded, smiling a bit wider as he said that they werenât all lost yet. She reached over, putting her hand on his own for a moment and squeezed. âYouâre right. For all the bad, thereâs also a lot of good. Thereâs people like you.â She murmured genuinely and took her hand back. With people like him, Hestia, and Alastor around, Nimona promised herself that sheâd start trying to not go instinctively to the bad but to focus on the good first.
âEnough about the not so great things though. I want to hear about how youâve been. Giving Alastor a run for his money with Auror things? Winning the hearts of all the girls? Spending time with that doll of a sister of yourâs? What has the great Edgar Bones been up to the last few weeks since Iâve seen you?â She asked, hoping one of the prompts sheâd offered would get him talking about an easier subject than the upcoming war. Nimona was sure they all dwelt on it for too long when they were alone. The least she could do was try to coax out a softer subject for the time theyâd be together.
Edgar wasnât an ace auror for nothing-- he could see there was something there between his two friends, even if neither of them wanted to admit it. Hell, the way Alastor brought her name up twenty times a day was enough to make anyone suspicious. Still, he knew what it was like to have feelings you werenât ready to talk about it, so he wouldnât push if she didnât want to go there.
He squeezed her hand back tight, grateful for her friendship and for the goodness she seemed to radiate like a force against the darkness. He wondered if she realized how truly remarkable she was; so many people were losing their hope these days. But her smile and the warmth of her hand against his were some of the things that made him so certain they would win this. The other side didnât have that. It didnât have love and friendship and belief in the ultimate goodness of people, and that would be the tipping point. It would have to be. But that didnât mean he wouldnât deflect with a bit of humor, though. âAnd without people like you, Iâd be stuck drinking alone, which nobody wants to see,â he replied with a laugh. He gave her hand one more squeeze, though, for all the words he couldnât find.
At her questions, he let out a long breath. For a moment, he considered going the route of humor again; it was certainly safest. But it wasnât honest. And after the recent scare they had all had, he felt a little more like being honest; after all, what was the point of it all if you just hid away from everything? âMore like losing their hearts and breaking my own in the process,â he admitted. âOne Iâve offered myself to so many times that itâs pathetic, really. And the other, I havenât figured out how to casually ask out on a date without ruining everything. Which is equally pathetic.â He laughed, a little darkly. âBut donât tell anybody, or itâll take years-- and way too many kisses-- to build my reputation back up.â











