Man Idek

“Out of all the galaxies, constellation of stars, billions of people, and our paths collide. Don’t you ever realize how magical it is?”

“she takes mental vacations. she disappears once in a while to reclaim herself. you need to understand how her energy works.”

“Is there something I could have done? Is there something, maybe, That I could have changed? This built up tension inside me feels strange And I’m beggining to feel like I can’t breathe. My head is pounding, pounding, pounding And these bad thoughts in my head Won’t give way to the dreams under my bed. I can’t sleep, I can’t wake. I’m caught somewhere in between this and that And this and that And this and that And this and that And there’s a fine line between the two. I feel inconsistent- Am I inconsistent? There’s something missing here; A vital piece is gone. It’s almost three am and I’m so tired But my body has been sick since twelve And I locked myself in the bathroom Where I’m lying on the cold floor, Hoping to whoever that I don’t die again. I feel this from the comfort of my own bed.”