god save mcqueen

i got the research fellowship i applied for but im at a point where i just genuinely don’t care about most things in my life rn and it’s a v dangerous headspace to be in 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

finished my first year of college and i experienced grief, a casual relationship partly to escape that grief (terrible idea for someone like me), my first love, and now my first breakup. despite all of that i’m quite… i don’t think happy is the word but i’m here and i’m breathing and somehow that is, or will have to be, enough

my dad just told me that the birthday i’ve been celebrating for nineteen years isn’t the day i was actually born and i can’t tell people irl so. hello

haven’t tuned into f1 in so long i completely forgot about it until i was notified w an old post

made a series of bad decisions pver the past week and i regret nothing!!!

praying to god i drop dead during this exam 🙏🏻

cant believe im sacrificing my kidneys for this shit

i’ve been sober for a month and three days this is genuinely horrible