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I bought MYSELF daffodils.

I don’t talk to you forever, and then I do and I’m just completely in love with you all over again. How can I love someone so much and yet go months without them? You’re like a home to me.

When you let someone into all the little ways you are broken, and you show them just the little bit they can do to help you mend, and they forget or pass up an opportunity to make it easier on you, it really hurts your heart. I feel so bad about myself. I feel absolutely like I’m nothing.

I miss the coast so much I started crying when I saw a beach scene in a film I watched last night.

My current pastime is sending my SO emails and then regretting it and going into their inbox to delete them before they're seen.

Are we somewhere? Is there a moment where our love will forever reside? Maybe in a moment where I saw the early morning sun streaking across your back. Maybe in a moment where you felt my lips pressed against your shoulder. Maybe in a moment where we laced our fingers together looking at a big, orange moon. We're in those moments, maybe.

How I wish I could go back to when you marveled at me, adored me.