// Hey guys just a small update! My laptop has been super slow lately and is probably on the point of just dying so I havent been able to get on. But i’m getting a new computer here soon that should be delivered wednesday at the latest. So i’ll be able to write then! For now I can chat in dms but I prefer to not write on mobile, so rps will have to wait til then.
// Oh I should also add that i am NOT dropping my current threads! I very much want to continue writing all of them, its just impossible w my laptop crashing or freezing every couple minutes :’)
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// Hey guys just a small update! My laptop has been super slow lately and is probably on the point of just dying so I havent been able to get on. But i’m getting a new computer here soon that should be delivered wednesday at the latest. So i’ll be able to write then! For now I can chat in dms but I prefer to not write on mobile, so rps will have to wait til then.
𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 : bonfires, competitiveness, hand veins, loud laughs, messy hair, sneaking out at 2am, abandoned beaches, stray dogs, candle lights, body language, creaking floorboards, ouija boards, having no regrets, karaoke, nights out.
𝐓𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐔𝐒 : house plants, oversized sweaters, soft hands, fuzzy socks, visiting big cities, snoozing your alarm clock, the color yellow, vanilla-scented candles, aloe vera, fruit smoothies, baking cookies, the mom friend, loves the ukulele.
𝐆𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐈 : femme fatale movies, in love with female villains, sharp eyeliner, quick-witted, does things out of spite, do no harm but take no shit, in love with dogs, probably cries during sad movies but won’t admit it, easily excited, ripped jeans.
𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑 : mermaids, easily infatuated by love, smelling flowers, picnics in open fields, gets sad when thinking about the past, impressed easily, daydreaming in class, plucking fresh fruit, loves fashion, would die for their friends.
𝐋𝐄𝐎 : confident in what they do, kill them with kindness, high ponytails, probably wants to visit paris once, not afraid to tell the truth, in love with cute animals, the one to lift others up, good at teamwork, the warm feeling of summer, dragons.
𝐕𝐈𝐑𝐆𝐎 : pastel markers, the smell of lavender, has a welcoming vibe around them, actually organized, scrunchies, neat notes, loves going to museums, probably into photography, neutral colors, handwritten letters, stardust.
𝐋𝐈𝐁𝐑𝐀 : soft blankets, cuddling the ones you love, always standing up for your friends, hopeless romantic, can be very distant, can be a little dramatic, pretty hair, dresses nicely, tries to be popular on social media, optimistic, humorous.
𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐏𝐈𝐎 : cottages in the woods, in love with greek mythology, vintage t-shirts, really emotional but doesn’t want anyone to know, determined, moonlight, pretty handwriting, into the retro aesthetic, rainy days, doesn’t judge people, cats.
𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐔𝐒 : always ready for an adventure, street smart, wants to travel the world someday, doesn’t easily trust people, alcohol, paintbrushes, can’t sit still, untied shoelaces, tangled up earphones, blasting music at midnight, eye-gazing.
𝐂𝐀𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐍 : cold aura, coffee is what keeps them going, probably hasn’t slept in two days, actually a big softie, high-waisted jeans, cute pet videos, small apartments, has too many notebooks, often goes to the library, writing essays.
𝐀𝐐𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐔𝐒 : loves to paint & do any kind of art, wants to live at the seaside, knows a lot of random facts, shares food, messy notes, bullshits an entire essay, graffiti, has their own distinct style, wants to live their life like they want to.
𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐒 : old teddy bears, unsent love letters, dad-jeans, loves to sing, feels at home by the ocean, writes poetry, hard-workers, always up for deep conversations, probably did the stupid thing, open curtains, a soft breeze.
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“I know! It’s fucking awesome!” Jax was a nerd through and through. Losing his mind over technology on the daily and sometimes breaking it trying to solve a tricky problem. He may not look the part – extroverted, fashionable and a party boy but any time not spent hanging out with friends and clubs, he spent in his lab, often long past office hours, sometimes even passing out there. “I’d build something cool too if that was me participating in the game,” he agreed with a nod, moving further into the room.
He dropped his bag on a table and took a glance around what would probably be his second home for the next few weeks. “Yeah! I’ve got a lab with Vinson Dynamics back in Solace City. I research and develop new weapon tech.” And now he was here, exciting to see where the project would take him.
They hadn’t told him much about the project beforehand, hired him based on his expertise and history with Vinson’s. And Jax had accepted the the second they’d mentioned the Apex Games.“Did they tell you anything? What we’ll be doing?” He asked, curious, still unable to believe he’d be working with none other than Natalie Paquette.
It was a nice change of pace to have someone else who also adored technology in her presence. The other legends, while they did use their own tech, were not as interested in it as Natalie was. She watched him as he dropped his bag and would nod, that explained why he was here then- a weapons tech. It was perfect for the project they had been given, and she wasn’t really that skilled when it came to developing weaponry, so he would definitely be a big help.
❝ Well that explains why they hired you then. ❞ She commented with a smile. ❝ They want to develop a new weapon to make the games more exciting. I’m not sure what exactly they’re looking for, but I’m looking forward to developing something with you. ❞
There were some guidelines on paper she had been given, and she would move to shift the papers over towards him. ❝ I think they just want something that can be flashy...? ❞ She seemed a little confused on that, ❝ At least, that’s what I figured when they said they wanted an exciting weapon... I was thinking maybe something with an electrical charge to it? ❞ Was that even possible? She had no idea, and she would shrug slightly at that.
From what she remembered, it started as an unexpected encounter with Overwatch agents while out for a mission in the Rialto area. She and Reaper were in charge of a squadron of Talon agents to finish the job quickly, and it would have been had it not been for that speedster and soldier’s meddling. Likely the opposing group had a recon agent on them to keep tabs on what they were doing in Rialto, and called in for backup. Thus, they brought in the polar opposites to the two high ranking Talon officials, Tracer and Soldier 76.
Cont.
Another game, routine at this point for Natalie- the games had become a home for her. She had become used to the violence that came with the bloodbath of the arena. It was always the same, fighting to be the best team... fighting to be the champion. For whatever reasons the legends fought, they hoped to win and find glory.
Things hadn't changed much since Hammond Robotics stepped in and put the Harvester up in the world, even then...it didn't make much a difference.
That was until there was an ear splitting sound, like something breaking the sound barrier. Her hands would move up and cover her ears, teeth gritting as she looked around- that wasn't good. It was reminiscent of the blast that went off in Kings Canyon... the one that brought the flyers.
Things felt wrong. Electricity charged in the air. And she could hear one of her teammates asking what that was over their headsets. She shot a glance over to them, and she had hoped that maybe it was one of them that had caused it. Maybe a stray Arc Star...or something. No.. it was too loud for an explosion of that sort. It was almost like Wraith's portal- the way the energy of the arena felt, but it felt off.
❝ We have to move... ❞ She stated quickly over her headset, ❝ regroup at drill site. ❞
And with those orders and her R-301 clutched close to her body, she would begin to move. They were all a bit spread out anyways, and after whatever the hell that was happening, she figured it would be best if they all just regrouped and tried to figure out what the best course of action was.
It wasn’t long, and she had managed to avoid most other squads as she made her way to the designated meeting point. That was when she stopped dead in her tracks, gaze widening at the sight of someone knocked out. Not her teammate but...not another legend...? It was confusing, she didn’t really know how to go about this but..whoever it was... she looked like she was out cold. Maybe she was hurt..? Natalie wasn’t sure...
She approached, and would kneel down, pressing a hand to Sombra’s face. Unresponsive. Well..Natalie would do what she knew best when someone was downed. She moved wiring from her Interceptor Pylon, connecting them to slots in her gloves. She would rub her hands together, an electric charge coming to life, the electricity flowing through them. And then she would connect them to Sombra’s chest, letting the pulsed energy go in hopes of jolting her awake.
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// apologies for being super slow for replies / things on here ive been super sleepy this week but i should hopefully get my energy back by mondayish!! then ill be back to writing more frequently!
The opportunity to get to work in the vicinity of the apex games was a recent dream come true and Jax had taken it on a whim, excited to get to be a part of the games he’d been following for so long; maybe meet some of the legends and play fanboy getting autographs while making a big circle around Mirage after their awkward break-up long before Elliott had joined the games.
He hadn’t been told much about the project beforehand nor who he’d be working with – just that it’d start in-between seasons with the chance of him continuing on it afterwards; even perhaps a long term position (though he wasn’t sure if he would or could take it, it would lose the growing splinter cell of militia a valuable source of cheap and cutting edge tech straight from the source).
Entering the lab, the friendly face greeting him was not who he had expected to see, not in his wildest dreams. “Wattson??” Jax asked the superfluous question, eyes full of excitement and a huge amount of respect. They’d briefly met a long time ago, he remembered, had been proudly bragging to his friends about meeting two of the legends before. “Damn, hi. I’m Jax. Jax Nygaard. Big fan. The way you use engineering for battle? Fucking badass.”
Natalie would blink in response, sure she expected to be recognized- but it was always still a shock to her when she was. For someone like her, it was all kind of crazy, being a legend in the games. She would have much preferred to live a quiet life, if she could have. One at home with her father...one where her mother was still alive.
But dreams were just dreams, and she knew she had to accept what hand she was dealt.
A small smile would fall on her face though. It was always nice to meet a fan! And someone who appreciated her work was even better. She knew that other legends- like Mirage..the face of the games, were recognized for just that. Recognized because they looked good or because they were funny. Being recognized for her brilliance made her happy.
❝ Thank you- I made my pylons myself, you know. ❞ A small brag, but she was genuinely proud of her work! ❝ Besides. I understand technology much more than I would other things. It makes sense to use it, no? ❞ Every legend had their unique quirks, their ways around things. And engineering just so happened to be hers.
❝ You must be a skilled engineer yourself if they hired you to work here. ❞ Her smile would widen a bit. She was excited to be working with him.
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‘ did it really happen if i can’t remember it ? ’
‘ but you kept trying , didn’t you ? ’
‘ how can someone be too young to be in love ? ’
‘ i will never forgive you ’
‘ you have been the star of each and every one of my nightmares ’
‘ i’m sorry if i wasn’t the child you had in mind ’
‘ i only ever wanted to make you proud ’
‘ silence has always been my loudest scream ’
‘ i used to think i was broken ’
‘ i’ve always felt like a stranger in my skin ’
‘ i still wonder who i would have been ’
‘ i didn’t realize i could be my own knight ’
‘ i’m not scared of the monsters hidden underneath my bed ’
‘ some names will always be cursed ’
‘ i have so much love to give , but no one ever wants it ’
‘ in all my dreams i could find myself picking my teeth out of the carpet ’
‘ i’m sick to death of everyone telling me how strong i am ’
‘ death is one of the senses ’
‘ children are not meant to die before their parents ’
‘ fate is a fucking lie ’
‘ everyone i love leaves ’
‘ i’m terrified down to my very roots that there are parts of myself that can never be filled ’
‘ fuck the idea that there is such a thing as destiny ’
‘ the pain did not make me a better person ’
‘ i burned the bridges to all the things i could not repair ’
‘ i would thank you , but we both know you don’t deserve it ’
‘ i bet you regret making an enemy out of me ’
‘ you can hate me forever if that’s what you really want ’
‘ hurting others is a choice ’
‘ you can have my forgiveness but you can’t have me ’
‘ please believe me when i say revenge was never my intention ’
‘ i am strong enough for anything ’
‘ i am so glad we were born during the same lifetime ’
‘ i may not believe in fate , but i believe in you ’
‘ i am allowed to live my life ’
‘ do not waste a minute mourning me ’
‘ maybe you should start treating people better for a change ’
‘ it is a fucking tragedy when the world does not stop for you when you give it every last drop of your blood ’
‘ your failures are just what happened — they don’t have to be who you are ’
‘ you have to keep moving forward ’
‘ don’t allow the world to take your kindness ’
‘ you owe no one your forgiveness ’
‘ love is never a weakness ’
Breaks between the seasons of the Apex Games were always welcome. Even though Natalie had found a home in the games and a home withing the other legends, she found that the constant bloodbath that the games seemed to be could be tiresome. But, she couldn't complain. It gave her a chance to relax, well- that was when she wasn't working on projects for the commissioners of the games. Things to improve them, much like how she had worked on the ring for them. It wasn't something she minded, she enjoyed her field. She understood it more than she understood others, it was like her safe space.
Even if the time between seasons were short, maybe a few weeks if the legends were lucky. It gave her a chance to continue that work, continue her studying. And perhaps she would be able to make another great innovation... maybe she would be able to make her papa proud of her; wherever he was. That was her goal in the games, and out of them. She just wanted to live up to his legacy.
It felt a bit weird walking around in her full gear outside of the games. It made her easily recognizable, and she wasn't really one for attention. Social situations made her feel awkward. But that was how she always had been, as a child and even as she got her degree in Electrical Engineering at a young age. She always found it easier to connect through electrical currents- rather than words! Or... well... she found it easier to connect with others who she had common ground with, but alas most people weren't in her field, or similar ones.
That’s why she was excited when she heard that she would be actually working with someone today rather than alone. She wasn't sure who it was that she would be working with in the labs, but it was exciting! Hopefully she would get along with whomever it was. Natalie already had herself established in the lab space, the project relating to creating a new type of weapon that could make the games more exciting. It wasn't really her field, but she figured that she could put her own twist on it.
Gaze flickered when she heard the door open to the lab space, and her eyes would light up when it was a face she somewhat recognized. She had bumped into him a few times beforehand in her past, before she joined the games. They weren't super close acquaintances but he looked kind of familiar. She figured introductions were in order though.
❝ Hello! ❞ She seemed to perk up a bit and would give a small smile and wave. ❝ I'm excited to be working with you, I'm Natalie Paquette. ❞
thumb coaxes the knob , scope honing in on the figure down below . they are clueless , rummaging through a corpse blind to death . vultures seem to always forget that the reaper comes for them too , far too comfortable in it’s presence to notice the blade around their neck . the shot is perfect , lined up down to the hair & a digit presses .
you are not safe here .
longbow is dropped down , weight shifted on her heels . a glint rested on the tracks some distance away & panic welled . every once of her being was forced forward , her body colliding with the blonde’s . violet light engulfed the both of them , voices & ethereal bodies moving surround them , pavement hit hard & fast , natalia’s full mass landing upon her . lungs felt crushed , bones crackling louder than the portal above their head’s .
Clueless to it all, Natalie had been preparing to engage in a fight— biding time as she waited for her partner to take a shot. Wraith was always aware- the electrical engineer knew this. While she did not understand how she got her intuition, Natalie knew that she was reliable. She felt SAFE when around her. Granted, thats how she felt around most of the other legends.
But oh how she had not expected that sudden movement. A small gasp leaving her as she felt a body colliding with hers & air would hitch in her chest. It took her a moment. She felt a bit DAZED. Out of it. The crackling of the portal & the sickening sound of what she assumed were bones rang through the stagnant air.
It felt like a charge of electricity hanging there — waiting to activate.
Snapping to her senses, Natalie would take in a deep, shaky breath. Gaze flickering down to the woman beneath her. Eyes widened. Oh no- this wasn't good. The situation they were in wasn't good.
❝ Wraith-❞ her voice was quiet as she slipped off from her and got on her feet, trying to stay low. She was frantic— looking around for any signs of danger. ❝ Are you hurt? ❞
CONCERNED. Worried for her squadmate. Eyes darting between the raven haired woman and where they had been moments before. Her hands would scramble to get a grip on her gun, prepared for anything in this moment.
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