ebony

Have you ever talked to some one... you muster up enough strength and make the decision to speak up. When you finally let the words come out of your mouth.. can we talk? You thought you had the strength you needed to say what you needed. But all of a sudden you lose your train of thought. You look in the persons eyes and it all goes away. You can see the hurt, the pain, so you think. So you forgot what you were going to say and just spit something out. Something to even the playing field. But instead, they dismiss you, they look through you and not at you. Your left feeling defeated, confused, disappointed, and you can’t help but feel like nothing. Like you don’t matter... like your time, energy, and love meant nothing. You feel a empty feeling inside, you don’t know what happened. You thought there would still be some love but it seems there is none left. There is nothing.