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*bleeds to death*

@t-is-tobi I think the letter T came alive and killed you.

[Uhhhh-]

School has got me in the nastiest headspace. I feel pathetic. I’m disappointed in myself. I’m angry and devastated about it all. I don’t feel proud of myself at all, not in any way, not even close. The self-deprecating thoughts are running wild. I had so much potential. I. HAD. SO. MUCH. POTENTIAL! I feel i’ve wasted so much time, other people’s time too. My mental health and physical health have taken so much from me. I used to be a straight a student. I was “gifted”. I was in advanced classes. I had everything lined up for me. Why did it have to go? Why can’t I do anything close to what I could then? Why have I gone from all A’s to practically all F’s? Why can’t I do better? I am trying. I do care. I want to do good. I want to do better. I want to do more than just pass classes. I want to do more than surviving and barely getting by. I want my life back.

@piercedpercy , I hope you make it through. I hope I make it through college too.

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