dean winchester is bisexual.

thinking about jackles calling dean's purgatory prayer his confession i guess i won't be sleeping tonight 🙃

okay so in my mind cas realizes he loves dean in the man who would be king. but he pushes it down because he’s come so far he has to ignore his newfound feelings, focus on the plan, always the plan. and then it all goes to shit and he’s god and he’s dead and he’s an amnesiac and he’s crazy. and maybe he processes some of it in purgatory but he’s running from dean to protect dean and all the while attempting some sort of penance. and then he’s out and then he’s brainwashed and then he’s on the run from heaven and then the angels are falling and suddenly he’s HUMAN and then when he’s finally there in the bunker and maybe finally lets himself hope. he’s told he can’t stay.

dean loving the magic fingers is so telling. how often is he touched with any care? if anyone ever rubbed dean’s shoulders he would black out

cas would touch him with so much love all the time if they were together

WHY did they have Anna put her hand on thee handprint while her and Dean were fucking. WHAT did they think they were getting across with that. WHY indirectly bring Cas into the scene like that. They either knew exactly what they were doing or they had no idea what they were doing, and I honestly don't know which is worse

i like the headcanon that every time the handprint is touched, cas is able to feel it. so when anna touched the handprint, he could feel what dean was feeling at that moment. what do i do with this information