π« Benny StarShine || toy soldier || doll/dollself π« we really mean it when we say if you have a no minors rule dni. we dont want to see your cintent please. we understand why you have that rule
Hi my name is Ben. Im a toy soldier doll! I tend to post things on my system and my special interests. I tend to be dollfluid in the realm of my species
bodily adultβ being adult
i am a tgirl. but as my species. not my gender i am a nutcracker. my gender is tgirl futch.
I am a permakid chronosian kid. I suggest adults who dont want to interact with children block me. I am a childrens toy and i tend to talk abt veyr sfw things. NSFW and kink is not allowed on this blog and will be blocked no exceptions.
Ive been in discourse in the past. i do not that do that anymore ti a large extent and will oost my doll thoughts on subject matter sometimes
i am a sapphic polyam polyromantic aroace.
white passing BIPOC
AuDHD, GAD, Schizoaffective
DID Traumagenic endocoded system (>400, i am pro endo)
do not post things when replying ir asking to us that are eye straining ti us. bright colors yeah
we have muscle issues so we type like crap and are very slow
please phrase things for us well and dont get mad when yiu winder we cant understand you
im not a perfect doll. im not always in the best mood bc bipolar. i have ways finding joy as a doll with bipolar. while this is a agere blog it may not come off friendly as i have a more quieter way of apporaching toyness and agere being a alterhuman toy. do not be taken aback by it
if you see a post tagged [name]post that is the being who wrote the post.. but visual experience is available on the pronouns.cc
we do not follow fandom only activities as it tends ti be bad faith usually. discussing this as a critique of us will get you blocked
dni is block freely, however radqueers i deem problematic will be blocked. you are warned
extra:
bipolar episode key: https://rentry.co/8c24vu5u current: not active enought to give current episode
a extra look into us possibly https://pronouns.cc/@arcticdreambox
pinned posts:
my gender experience (im going to unpin this probably
the defintion redefine of a ken
while the empire falls
the bad question
my other blogs:
transformers posting blog
identityhoard blog
a pretty defintive tex ton me, ben
possibly will use this alt blog
resources: @nutcrackercore is atleast a affirmation blog if not s king blog too
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YO I WAS JUST READING A THREAD ABOUT THIS PERSON WHO TRIED TO TRACK DOWN THE ORIGINAL IMAGE OF HEROBRINE AND COULDN'T FIND IT, BUT HE FOUND SOMETHING ELSE
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Sometimes being objectkin or an object alter/headmate/etc is being in awe of being able to move. The joy of the freedom it brings you to think and speak and be heard.
Other times it's the opposite. Why do I have this body? It's so different. Why do I have thoughts? They're so noisy. Why do I have emotions? They're so messy.
yk ive been freaking out a bit in ppls dms abt my realization im just a helmethead(term i use being a toy soldier but like my brain is my helmet/hat). bc ive had some things happen to me that me in a object state. but then i give all this doll affection to others and it feels less unusual im a doll. im not patient enough to let the anxiety pass
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I've had a few folks ask me to do a Rainbow Raven sticker based on the therian flag/symbol, but decided to make it an entirely new design since the theta-delta didn't fit the raven template too well. This design was a little bit of a challenge, but I think the results are awesome!!
I've got stickers of this design too, if you want 'em!!
A matte sticker of a formline take on the therian symbol, aka the interlocked delta-theta symbols. Within the design are a combination of an
Internalized ableism will really have you believing "if someone is also autistic but good at something I struggle with, that means I am weak and pathetic and an embarrassing failure" and "if someone is also autistic but struggles with something I'm good at, that means I'm not really and truly disabled by it and don't deserve support at all" simultaneously
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to clear up something. my dollkin is toy soldier. i just lacked the healthy engagement and fun with it i denied i was. im still a nutcracker but its better if i said im a toy soldier instead. i also dont think i cant use masc dollkin to describe me anymore. it looks that way, yeah. but in the end its abinary to me.
anyone who tells our toy army we look like masculine individuals are part of the problem. idrc if you are but the reason we couldnβt figure this out bc the current climate for this discussion is horrible for talking abt this. the online queer communitys landscape cares abt how a trans person passing determines theyre rights and privilege. while that is mostly disapproven once we finally got into our skin and happy. we realized that entire conversation wasnβt helpful in the end. and why oppression doesnt work like they think it does
i would still say im a girl. im definitely transfeminine someway. mostly thru transition. i am kinda girly its not tha tnoticable. but i feel like its minsinformation to say im feminine at this rate as my gender is based on me being a toy and thats it really. i just wish i was respected that i am a girl and not labelled with a demeanor that doesnt recongize im a girl. im not mentioning what these things are bc i dont want anyone to search them
that said you might see alot of toy soldier content upcoming(that is very kid friendly) if that triggers you can unfollow me. we very much understand
update on this. we dont consider ourselves a girl anymore. there was alot of held backs that made me fear abt saying it. bc of constant traumatic bullying and policingi faced regarding myself. i like princely and girly things but girl just doesnt describe me in the end. note i di not like being called a enby. you can refer to me as a toy or a doll. as that is what i am π
i am still transfem. it is atleast apart of my process so i still am transfem indeed
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