wanna complain about personal problems on here so bad lol

disappointed in myself. I bought tickets to a kurt vile show awhile ago, then sold them back recently because I feel too dead inside to do anything other than simply exist. I’m turning into a ghost of a person and I’m aware that I’m just letting it happen. What else is there to say

i might be moving into a house by the end of summer and all i feel is worry and fear. i didn't plan on renting a one bedroom apartment the rest of my life, but i love this little space and it's the first place that's felt like a home in many years

working a puzzle i haven't touched since before rusty passed and tbh it's kind of killing me. i miss him lying at my side