You are not my target audience. <- the constraints of "target audience" when it comes to this blog are extremely loose, but good lord I don't wanna talk about mature topics around kids.
!!! If you don't reference an age on your blog (definite or approximate; e.g. "18+," "Adult," etc.) I may assume you're a minor and block you. Sorry.
Hi I'm Lucifer and by pronouns are he/him.
I'm a 21-year-old digital artist, aspiring writer, SFM-dabbler, and professional rambler.
Favorite video game ever for the past ~7 years is TEAM FORTRESS 2.
It has inspired me far more than you could ever imagine.
I also enjoy Ultrakill, Baldur's Gate 3 + D&D, and The Witcher. I've yet to finish the third Witcher game and yet to get past "The Last Wish" in reading... But I'll get around to it one day.
I don't post often. I'm a little more active on my main blog, @lucifer-the-fetus-eater. I don't really post art over there, just general hijinks, rambling, and reblogging stuff.
Though, I'm going to start rambling more over here regarding Original Works and maybe even Forgotten Realms lore... because I've been looking into that a lot recently.
I'm DMing a campaign (Fledgling DM!), and I may or may not post about that. If I do, you're only getting stuff my players already know for the most part lmao.
!! General Content Warnings !!
My posts MAY include themes of and references to ... Violence and Weapon use, Blood and Gore, Body Horror, Injury, Self-Harm, Medical Trauma, Artistic Nudity, Suggestive Content, Suggestive Poses, Smoking, Drinking, Hard Substance Use, Foul Language, Crude Humor, Slurs (Reclaimed), Religion, Existentialism, and Eldritch Horror.
... I will do my best to tag posts with the appropriate trigger warnings, but let it be known that discretion is advised.
!! This post is subject to change will be updated as time goes on !!
Below the cut, I've described some blog-specific tags I'll use to organize posts about Original Characters & Content.
Blog-specific Tags
#the magic renaissance, #TMR - This is the brainchild most forefront in my thoughts at any given time. It's been slow-cooking over the course of the past 7-8 years or so. (It mostly started to become its own thing circa 2018.)
It's an urban fantasy setting with a lore-history spanning tens of billions of years. There are six main characters each tied to their own stories that all overlap at a point in time (Earth's 21st Century.)
#Heinz, #Franz, #infernal emperors - The story of the first "Nephilim," a tale of forbidden love between creatures created by different gods who would be struck down by their creators and abandoned to die. They would come to rise again, phoenix from the ash, with flame all their own independent of celestial light.
#Adrik, #harbringer of winter - Adrik was one of many beings over the years "destined" to thwart the mighty Infernal Archemperors. Unfortunately for two of his creators, he would be unleashed upon the Earth far earlier than planned.
#Ritter, #Winnifred, #twin seraphim - Ritter and Winnifred were conjoined twins born to a Seraph who consorted with a human woman. As is the way of angelology, the twins are a form of Nephilim. However, their father's Goddess has plans for them; eternal atonement for being angels born with sin.
#Connor, #son of creation - Connor is the child of a being who has existed since before the present universe. Unbeknownst to him, he exists purely for entertainment. God's Court Jester, so-to-speak. More accurately, God's Gladiator.
#coarse gravel, #CG - A universe based from the lore of TF2 that I've been playing around with since ~2023. The basic premise of my thoughts surrounding it were "What if the Gravel Wars actually happened, and Valve conspired with the US Government to cover it up?" (By turning its namesake into a silly video game.)
The world of Coarse Gravel serves as a more disturbing, fleshed out look into the horrors behind the implications of a war made endless through life-extension and "respawning." There are fates worse than death, such as life made eternal. There are also heavy themes surrounding medical experimentation, super-soldier ingenuity, and different views of "human evolution." (Biology vs Biomechanics vs Mechanics.)
The meat of the story takes place deep in the Rocky Mountains, focusing on the conflict between the RED team D.A.C.S (Defense Area Control Squadron) and the BLU team S.H.A.U (Specialized Heavy Assault Unit.) The prior is a group led by Teamleader Alexander Feldspar to provide defenses for a research laboratory. The latter, led by Teamleader Dr. Gabriel Vauquelin, leads other teams in assault of the laboratory. Hijinks and horror ensue.
#depths of the sea, #DotS - This is what I call the D&D Campaign I'm running for my friends. If I end up talking about it or referencing it while talking about Forgotten Realms lore, I'll use this tag.
#salem: supernatural reckoning, #S:SR - I still haven't started posting about this one. It's another TF2-based story in a timeline where the respawn machine's creation was made possible by the involvement of an entity known as Samael, the first and now fallen angel of death. He uses the machine to feed off of the souls trapped within its belly, allowing him to roam the Earth.
The presiding angel of death, Azrael, leads a team of his chosen disciples in search of the machine's origin with the purpose of shutting it down and freeing the souls without setting all of them loose as ghosts. He is frequently thwarted by a demonic creature known as "Mercury" (Samael) and his unholy followers.
When I made this one, it was sort of a tool to satisfy my internal 12-year-old self who reveled in edginess, tf2, and the supernatural. It got out of hand. It maybe kick-started an extreme fixation on biblical and Abrahamic myth.
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it came to me in a delusion (I think ive been awake for 24 hours or almost 24 hours i cant tell... but i was on a mission to finish this.)
why doesnt the big one just eat the smaller one are they stupid
Bonus ducks
[Transcript]
(Doc and Chevy scuffling in the background):
Doc: Let me go!
Chevy: Quit kneein' me in the face! HEY! GET YOUR HAND OUTA MY PANTS!
*click*
Chevy: HEY! DID YOU JUST TAKE MY GUN!?
Doc: Uh-huh. Put me down or I'll blow the kidney right out your back.
Chevy: FUCK YOU!
(Greg and Ross* in the foreground):
Greg: I knew it!
Ross: Shut up, man.
Greg: You owe me 15 bucks!
Ross: You kidding? They're fighting, not fu-
[Beatrice and Fred are also in the foreground but they are just watching, probably trying to determine if they should step in before somebody gets the wrong kind of backshot.]
*normal and not pedos as implied by that-one-comic-panel-i-dont-accept-as-canon-because-it-is-just-that-stupid™ (i unfortuantely feel like this is necessary to include whenever i bring them up. so. sorry.)
ok theres an eyelash in my eye and im going to go seethe and mald about it and then i am going to go lie down for 30 years ok? ok goodnight
theres an eyelash in my eyeball because i'm being punished by god but like this idea has been stewing in my head for weeks-- I MEAN WEEKS MAYBE A MONTH OR A FEW I CAN'T REMEMBER-- to do this SERIOUSLY IT HAS BEEN ON MY MIND AND I HAVE FINALLY LOST IT!!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMROE!!!
I'm mad at him so I turned him into peter griffin as a punishment. this is his prison. his own prison. like creed song shoulda been dæd on a sunday mornin bangin mah hæd no tyme for mournin, ain got no taime
[Science fiction. I'm not a doctor. or a biologist. I'm an outsider/hobbyist artist. Don't... put slime mold in your wounds.]
Not graphic per say, but perhaps uncomfortable for some...? Anyway.
i have not posted in a while [lisa cuddy reference?] (I keep making WIPs and not fucking finishing them so here's an unrefined, first pass thing that would probably be cooler in character but whatever)
Realism? Nice try buddy I only know... puttign words together that dont belong together. for example "slime mold" and "wound care."
I wanna make this more refined as like-- an actual instruction manual but this is the basic idea I have.
[Transcription:]
[anything in brackets is not written on the page.]
Add "The Stuff"
(mixture of sugar, saline, & opium)
Introduce Mold
[blue text:]
-- Funnel to feed & sustain its population
-- Mold containment vessel
Observe.
"The Stuff" accelerates growth.
Mold fills wound searching for sustenance.
Add sugar to keep mold growing until it can establish 'angiosynthesis'-- The mold generates structures for blood to flow through, delivering itself nutrients. [Like tumor angiogenesis, but instead of making new capillaries out of YOUR cells, it fills in what you lost with its own.]
Cauterize the mold.
-- The mold is extremely vulnerable to fire. Once it forms an expansive enough "scab", carefullly burn the large sections until "crisp". Cell death caused by this will start a chain reaction, causing the rest of the mold to die.
-- You'll know when it's done because the mold will have become desaturated and taken on a brownish or tan hue.
[Next to the skull/crossbones:]
a. Do not neglect step 5 unless you would like to have to immolate your comrade.
b. Do not attempt to remove the scab; depending on location, trying may result in disembowelment, massive blood loss, or a combination of the 'three'. [two. I meant two. I thought I put a secret third thing but i guess not.]
[End Transcription.]
If you're chilling in the trench and your medic starts playing with god's spice drawer in a dugout... maybe... maybe that's not a great sign...
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C-Heavy: I hate this. You want it?
C-Med: "Here, this is disgusting, try it." Why the fuck do you think I'd want that?? Especially after you already took a bite out of it???
C-Heavy: I dunno. I'd give it to Greg, but he's in respawn right now.
C-Med: Why would you pack that if you don't even fuckin' like it??
C-Heavy: Oh, it's not mine.
C-Med: What do you mean it's not yours???
C-Heavy: Found it.
C-Med: ...You found it.
C-Heavy: I guess the guy I killed was on his way to lunch.
C-Med: You looted a dead guy... for his lunch.
C-Heavy: I mean... I didn't know he had this... but I kill people, Doc, I don't waste a perfectly good meal.
C-Med: You said you hated it!
C-Heavy: I can't really help that I don't like tuna salad.
heavies and medics and their sandwiches or something
Chevy: So how old are you exactly? What, like, 40?
CMed: I'm 36.
Chevy:
Chevy: Yeah so, like, 40.
i like to imagine Chevy pussyfooted around hiring a medic and eventually management was like "if you don't put a fucking medic on your team we will do it for you. and you will lose your teamleader privileges"
and this culminated on the stupidest interview ever.
I call it the illusion of choice (rhymes with grug) because little does he know management actually sent this guy.
still kind of workshopping this but it will have something to do with respawn-integration.
I think it would be cool if it was a double-blind scenario where CMed just thought he was gonna get to do some field work instead of being bored at his desk job.
Surprise! You get to scan, upload, kill, and resurrect 8 people who already have little reason to trust you. Good luck!
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i did some like, traditional sketches trying to surmise what in the fresh stinkin hell is going on with TFC medic's armor because i have to dissect him like a frog
laid em out in my drawing program and idk how detailed imma get but what i do have is scaring me
worst strip tease ever (hour 3 and you finally see skin but you're not even there to see it because you died of super mega ultra tuberculosis 2 and a half hours earlier)
I might put those front/back thingies there in A-pose instead of that weird like 3/4 position and do the R/L sides w/o the arms or something. I don't know how focused I can get on seeing this to completion but I guess we'll see? ? ?
now if i could just focus on learning how to 3d model...
idk why this ended up higher quality than the other one. nvm i do know it's bc i struggled to draw them for some reason so i actually used references and retraced my sketch several times lmfao
Lore:
Everybody on their team (and the enemy team) believe these two despise each other. If seen together, chances are they're bickering over this, that, and the other; or they're making snide remarks and pushing each other around. Yet one doesn't usually go far without the other.
Chevy didn't want to hire a medic for a long time because "No 'doctor' in this line of work is gonna be anything but a quack-and-a-half." He caved eventually after the powers that be (upper management) got on his ass about it.
He lucked out with Doc, the only applicant who could not only shoot straight, but had a resume that wasn't just a criminal record. Doc also promised, under threat of a fate worse than death, that he wouldn't test anything on them that he wouldn't first try on himself. Chevy decided that was preferable to the freak with an eyeball collection, or the poor medical student that didn't realize what he was applying for.
Chevy would prod at him a lot, and Doc would respond by matching his energy. Chevy was looking for any excuse to fire him, but Doc never gave him that. It was like he knew.
Eventually, Doc decided to humor him and started pushing back. Chevy was surprised, but he wasn't about to be bested at his own game.
That weird relationship became beneficial at some point. Unlike everybody else, Doc didn't pussyfoot around while pointing out flaws in the boss's ideas. He said only exactly what he thought, and it turned out that was his golden quality in Chevy's eyes.
oh, and then they made out sloppy style but that's a story for another time.
Guys what is wrong with my medic why does he fucking look like that
Dynamics time:
I established in my previous post that my RED CMedic is fucked up and evil... I don't know what made me decide that but. Here we are?
I like to imagine he desperately wants to impress his boss so he spends a lot of time making his chemical bombs and using the enemy team as test subjects.
His boss desperately wants him to just be a normal fucking doctor and stop throwing chemicals at the enemy team, but won't say those words out loud because he's genuinely terrified of the little guy. Like, meet the pyro short levels of fear.
I alluded to the fact both the BLU CMed and RED CHeavy served in WWI and might've been in the same place at the same time. Regardless of whether or not that's true and whether or not Rusty would realize that, he's pissed BLU CMed isn't on his team. (He has also wrongly assessed that Doc is the teamleader and believes BLU CHeavy has a skull made of lead)
I have this idea that maybe he sees them arguing all the time and thinks he can convince the BLU CMed to defect...
lemme clear up the bullet points now that i am sentient and can read my own handwriting again [plus comments i have that aren't written. i will put those in brackets like this]
"Chevy"
- From Bristol, Rhode Island
- His real government name is Chelsey because his parents couldn't spell Chesley. [Either way he was gonna hate his name.]
- Prefers just to be called 'Boss'
- Former mob associate, starting from age 14
- Lied for a long time about Italian heritage [to climb the ranks.] He's Portuguese [Portugal]
- [Skill relatively balanced between using guns and brute force, but he's slightly better with brute force.]
- 29-30 years old
"Rusty"
- From Boston, Massachusetts
- Unclear if Rusty is his nickname or a real name.
- WWI Veteran. Well-seasoned in tactical combat.
- [Better with guns than with brute force.]
- [Constantly underestimates Chevy. It has given Chevy a horrible complex. Given the chance, Chevy would kill Rusty permanently just to prove he could.]
- [Deathly terrified of his own team's medic. From a distance, he thinks "Doc" is extremely sane and blames RED Classic's losses on the BLU Medic's tactical decisions (he takes Chevy for second-in-command.)]
- About 42
"Doc"
- From somewhere in Connecticut.
- Yale graduate. [He could be from New Haven, but shit if anyone knows. He definitely has a doctorate, though he won't tell anyone what for because they might find his real name.]
- Served as a medic in WWI. [I have an idea it's possible he worked with Rusty at some point, though Rusty might not recognize him now.]
- Specialized in biological warfare.
- Consistently keeps his face hidden. [He keeps the mask on very tight and it has left permanent indents.]
- Somewhere between 30-32 years old. [May be as old as 35 but no older.]
"Conroy"
- From somewhere in Ireland.
- He's been a field medic and a nurse. He was fired from nursing for 'angel of death' behavior.
- 'Closet' sadist. He acts very sweet. [Extremely unsuspecting. I mean he's just a little angel. But, you know, really the aforementioned kind.]
- Specialized in chemical warfare.
- Despite his actions, he's a devout catholic. [Part of it is really just the routine, but he grew up in a very superstitious household. When I say devout, I mean he adheres to the routines like clockwork regardless of time and place.]
- Around 28 years old or so.
again these might change later but I like thinking about them. Both RED and BLU. I think they're neat. I do tend to fixate on the BLU ones, tho.
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