Oct 20, 2018
I don't think I've ever felt more alone and I really fucking hate this feeling. It sucks because I know I'm not but my brain is telling me that I'm deliberately not invited, but low key. And I know it's just my depression and it makes it worse because then people out of sympathy start asking you to go places and then you sit and think more that they probably don't want you there. Or when you have to work and you're the one friend that can't show up because you live too far and can't get time off to spend with the people you care about most. I just feel like alone.
