(image originally posted by u/hypnodiapersub on Reddit)
A little bit about what this blog is.
Some of my kinks are too much even for my other kinky mutuals. My main blog, @lobotomyxdoll, is more focused on different kinds of humiliation, degradation, and dehumanization, and features more details about my irl kink dynamic with my beloved Master. I thought I would create a new blog that features my more polarizing kinks (read: the ones I'm more deeply embarrassed about). Be aware: this is a bear of a pinned post.
Everything that turns me on does so due to its aspects of humiliation, degradation, and/or dehumanization. Through the long hours I have spent gooning and chatting with strangers on Reddit and Tumblr, I have realized that what I am searching for, in some way or another, is obliteration. Ego destruction. For the longest time, I have been ambivalent towards both misogynistic and ab/dl themes. There are aspects of them I find genuinely disgusting. But I think that's why forced regression in service of maintaining men's elevated status is so intriguing. It's an ultimate invalidation, annihilation of identity.
IRL I am a self-sufficient, queer, leftist feminist with a Masters degree.
Although my blogs are always queer-friendly spaces, please be aware that this blog will particularly replicate the toxic ideology of a fantasy patriarchal dystopia (you know, in contrast to the one we are currently living in). There will be themes of chauvinism, misogyny, male supremacy / female inferiority, and general grossness of the gender essentialist, heteronormative nature. Part of the reason I've made a different blog is so that folx who don't want to see that stuff won't be surprised by it on their feed because they're following me to see some bald slaves in shackles. This is also not a world for littles or caregivers who find joy and safety in regression or ageplay. The regression of this world is dark, meant to humiliate and destroy the intellect, rather than to provide a sense of being safe and cared for. There is no "littlespace" to be found; but rather the dull, slow stirrings of a mind so emptied of knowledge it cannot even hold its bladder. An empty mind, ready to be filled with all kinds of new learning.
My hope is that some want to join me in this fantasy dystopia every now and then. The world in my head is not fully fleshed out- I'm open to any ideas. Asks are open for questions as well as post submissions of relevant content. I would love for interested parties to co-create this world with me.
The dystopia.
(Heavily influenced by the work of Ray Oslow (Dark Fantasy Press) and u/AllTheseRoadworks)
In this world, women cunts are completely subjugated by Men. Arranged marriage is common. Cunts have limited job options, and even fewer if they are unowned. Men hold all positions of influence in both the public and private sectors. Only Men are allowed to attend university. Dumb cunts stay home and are essentially trophy wives, unless their Husbands/Owners have different plans for them (e.g. turn them into pets, livestock, maybe even permanently regress them). They may be allowed to work as a barista or a maid, or some other occupation that requires little to no critical thinking.
Of course, not all cunts are content with being kept and controlled. Some of them are resistant. Some of them may even pose a threat to the patriarchal world order. These are the ones identified for re-education. Once identified, they are apprehended and sent to "regression school" to be broken down completely and rebuilt as good girls.
Their minds will be taken from them through a mix of hypnosis, operant and respondent conditioning (including edging and/or forced orgasms), and possibly medical intervention. They will be forcibly diapered and unpotty trained while they are still aware. They will feel the shame and humiliation-- first of being forced to fill their diapers-- and then, later, of realizing that they have already filled their diapers without noticing. They are gaslit and talked down to, and mansplained to constantly. Technology is leveraged to undo basic skills like reading, spelling, and math. They are made to be completely dependent on Men. Some of these cunts may "graduate" and be trained for other roles (as mentioned above). The worst offenders, or any deemed "untrainable" are kept in the permanent Regression Ward.
Key concepts of their regression training: Acceptance that cunts are too stupid to be independent. Dumb girls need diapers because they can't be trusted to control themselves. Men make the rules and are in charge. Men decide when to change girls' diapers. Sucking feels good and makes girls' brains bubbly and happy, so girls should suck on their pacis (which may very well actually be a penis gag). Understanding that humiliation is very very good for girls (and even arouses them), so if any of this humiliates them, that is for the best.
My place in this world.
I was once a resistor. Now I break for authoritative Men who teach me lessons about why I should be kept in diapers. I now understand that my humiliation is appropriate. And at the same time, I also crave to be so deeply regressed I forget who I once was and what I've been reduced to. I fight against the diapers every time, and every time, I find myself sinking, becoming more soft and submissive, more turned on when I wet myself, more humiliated and desperate, until I am thanking the Man who so wisely diapered me and took control.
