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The Bad Batch
Multi:
Top That!- One-shot
Explicit, g/n reader- Alcohol, slight somnophilia
Crosshair and Wrecker have a bet over who can make you cum the most.
Exile- One-shot
Teen, readers gender unspecified- fistfights, head injury
When you and the squad return to Kamino for Hunter, Crosshair realizes how close you’ve gotten to his brother.
Turning Red- one-shot
Safe, reader has periods and an IUD-
Omega gets her first period and the guys panic. (No pairings/platonic)
You and the sniper get into an argument about following orders, so you teach him a lesson about discipline.
1 2 3
An Art (w/fem anon) 🌶 ️
An Art (solo) 🌶️
Uncrossed Paths- one-shot
Explicit, female reader- smut with feelings, breakups
(Same Heart Alternate Timeline)
Echo decides to return to the 501st, and you go with him, but not before saying goodbye.
Going Back -multipart, ongoing
Explicit, g/n reader- post season one finale
(Entirely separate from Same Heart)
After leaving him behind on Kamino, you give in to your guilt and go back for Crosshair, the others be damned.
1 2 3 4 5
Rain - one-shot
Explicit, female reader- season three spoilers, makeouts, oral, sex outdoors
You and Crosshair find shelter from a storm on Pabu.
Blessed, cursed one shot
Safe, Tantiss, death, birth
Nail-biter headcanon
Damn Woman one shot(?)
Teen, blood, injuries, stitches, hypothermia
Set in the Same Heart timeline, between chapters 13 and 14. OC perspective. Early into her reassignment with Clone Force 99, Ionne Caresh and Crosshair partner for a mission that goes wrong.
The Game one shot
Explicit, alcohol, groping, rough sex, semi public sex, choking, possessiveness
Written as a companion piece to this post. You toy with the sniper at 79’s.
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i imagine zabrak males go through a kind of “teething” phase when their horns start erupting. the older nightbrothers will massage their heads to help ease the pain, and sometimes the babies will nuzzle for the pressure
so what im saying is: maul melts when you massage around his horns and he has a nuzzle instinct. do with that what you will
Bc I always imagine the Nightbrother village with a handful of young boys running around and even fewer babies being looked after - and they’re super protective of them
Just imagine a tiny hut specifically for the babes I’m gonna melt and cry and throw up and eat my phone
Their lil horns poking through and whichever Nightbrother is looking after them is so patient and soothes them (don’t even get me started on when they get their first tattoos I’m gonna start screaming)
And imagine a younger Nightbrother running around and bumping into Brother Viscus’ legs - he’s SO SOFT FOR THEM AJANSLSKKAJSOXLZ
Do you think (depending on Maul’s canon backstory) the village grew quiet when Maul was taken? Do you think they showed extra support for Savage now that all he had was Feral?
I love headcanons with Nightbrother’s horns, specifically Maul. He’d be ranting and getting himself worked up with another monologue and he’s instantly diffused when the base of his horns get massaged (bonus points if he starts to purr)
Ugh and laying down with his head on your chest/belly and he grunts when he wants his horns to be rubbed because he’d never be caught dead asking for it
OKAY OKAY ONE MORE MAUL REQUEST BECAUSE IM GREEDY OKAY HEAR ME OUT!!! Maul x reader fic where reader realizes exactly how jealous he gets and (very irresponsibly) decides to test it a little like harmless teasing, letting someone flirt, calling him just a friend. and eventually Maul decides he’s had enough of being tested 💀 OR OR OR! one of his men keeps openly flirting with reader (or being overly familiar in a playful way), and reader is friendly back and laughing, not realizing how it looks from the outside. later, when they’re alone, he finally asks something like if reader enjoys that kind of attention…if they like being looked at, touched, entertained by others like that. gets spicy really quick from there. BASICALLY I JUST WANT FERAL POSSESSIVE MAUL TOO BECAUSE I NEED THIS MAN TO TAKE ME OVER AND CONSUME ME!!! Do whatever you want with this ask because I can’t control myself right now and I know whatever you do will be the most beautiful thing I’ve ever read like always!!! SORRY FOR THE LONG ASK LOL 😩😩😩
(this is definitely not the last you will see of my maul requests lmfao 🤌🤌🤌)
Indulgence
Maul x fem reader
description: Smut. One of Maul's men flirts with you, and Maul isn't happy about it.
warnings: NSFW 18+
One of the Mandalorians had been getting far too close to you lately, especially today. Leaning in, a heavy hand resting just a little too close to your hip on the console, tossing out some quip that had you laughing without thinking twice.
Maul had been standing at the far end of the room, arms crossed, just…watching. He hadn't interrupted. He just observed the way you smiled, the way you didn't pull away, dissecting the interaction with an unnerving coldness.
Now, the heavy doors had sealed shut and left the two of you alone, sealing out any other noise. The silence that followed was immediate and a little too heavy to be anything but tense. You glanced at Maul, suddenly realizing that something was wrong, but he didn't look at you. He turned away, clasping his hands behind his back.
"You lack discipline," he said, voice low, devoid of anything but a sort of heavy, grating friction.
You blinked, caught off guard. "What? I--what did I do?"
"That…Mandalorian." He turned to look at you, his eyes a little narrowed, but his tone was disconcertingly calm. "You allow him a familiarity that borders on subordination. You laugh at his trivialities. You permit his proximity."
Your breath caught a little as realization spread through you. "He…it wasn't like that, Maul. It was just…friendly," you said, defensive but careful. "It was harmless."
Maul took a step forward. He didn't look threatened, or even really angry; more annoyed, like this was an inconvenience he was frustrated he had to address. "Harmless," he repeated, the word sour on his tongue. "And do you enjoy that kind of attention? Do you find satisfaction in being looked at like a prize? In being touched, entertained, sought after by others?"
"No," you muttered, your throat dry. "It wasn't like that."
"Then do not invite it," he snapped irritably. "It is an unnecessary distraction."
You frowned a little, defensiveness flaring again. "For me, or for you?"
Silence settled for a second as Maul went very still, a muscle in his jaw jumping at the directness of the question. "…Do not flatter yourself," he said after a moment, his tone an odd mix of forced calmness and disdain. "Any distraction in my ranks is a flaw. I will not tolerate…frivolity, and I certainly will not tolerate my subordinates mistaking your indulgence for permission."
He stepped closer, closing the remaining distance between you. His hand rose to cup the side of your jaw, thumb pressing firmly into your cheek as he tilted your head to look at him directly. For all the command in the touch, though, it wasn't rough; it was almost unnervingly gentle.
"You think this is a game of sentiments," Maul murmured, his eyes flicking over your face. "It is not. If you require entertainment, if you require stimulation, you will seek it here. Where it serves a purpose."
You exhaled shakily, torn between the desire to lean into the gentle touch, and to pull away just to escape the tension. "…Purpose?" you asked, voice thick.
He didn't answer. His gaze dropped to your mouth, his thumb shifting slightly to tilt your chin higher. For a moment, you actually thought that there was a possibility that he might kiss you; instead, he just backed you up against the edge of the console. He leaned into your space, his other hand sliding down to grip your hip, his breath hot against your lips as he exhaled.
"Stay quiet now," he muttered against your mouth. And then he sank down to one knee between your thighs, pushing you more securely onto the console as he parted your legs. You barely had time to process before he was pulling your clothes out of the way. The fabric of your underwear was yanked aside with an impatient tug, and before you could shiver from the cool air, the heat of his face was right there.
Maul didn't ease into it. The first stroke of his tongue was broad and wet, dragging from the very bottom of your opening all the way up to your clit in a heavy swipe. You gasped, gripping the edge of the console for balance as you spread your thighs wide to avoid his horns. He gave you no time to adjust to the sensation; he shamelessly buried his face in your crotch, sucking your clit into his mouth and swirling his tongue around it until you were whimpering, your hips twitching against the metal of the console.
For all his insistence, though, he wasn't rushing. He used his tongue to completely consume your focus, and maybe to drown out the noise in his own head. He drank in the sounds you were making, his breathing deep and harsh against your skin. He lapped up your slick as it started to flow, his tongue flicking inside you to drag your moisture back up over your clit.
Overwhelmed, one of your hands came down to his head, sliding along the bases of his horns. Maul let out an involuntary groan, his breathing coming in even harsher against you. You kept your hand there, rubbing along the sensitive bases. Maul's body went rigid for a moment before he renewed his efforts almost aggressively, his tongue flicking relentlessly against your clit as he nipped at the soft folds surrounding it, sucking you so hard you thought you might faint.
"Maul--please," you cried out, thighs shaking against the console. He groaned again, his face pushing against you so hard that your slick smeared across his cheeks and jaw. He sucked your clit hard and licked upwards roughly, and your release hit. Your back arched, your hand gripping one of his horns tight as you sobbed his name.
Maul kept his mouth on you, his tongue pressing hard against your pulsing clit to absorb every last tremor until you didn't even have the strength to hold your legs apart for him anymore. As your breathing finally began to slow, he eased back, resting his forehead against your thigh for a long, quiet moment. His shoulders rose and fell with a deep, heavy breath, the restless edge to him from earlier completely gone and replaced by an almost sullen, exhausted quiet.
He stood up, wiping his mouth with his hand as his gaze roamed over your shaking, tired body. "There," he said quietly, he voice softer and raspier than you usually heard it. "Remember who deserves your attention."
And then, without another word, he turned and walked out of the room, doors sliding shut behind him, leaving you alone in the quiet.
Hello and good morning to you all, and welcome once again to another Fandom Friday. As always, this is your host Coffeelorian or if you prefer, just plain Coffee, back with another update from around the vast fandom that is Star Wars.
Before we begin, however, I wonder if I might ask you all a somewhat silly question:
Are people not interacting with fanfiction any more, or is it just my imagination…?
I only ask this because I’ve seen long form stories get little to no attention whatsoever, whereas (depending on the audience) the one-shots can get anywhere from 20 notes in total to well over one hundred plus…so perhaps this leads me to my next question of the day:
What areas of the Star Wars Fanfiction world could use more attention as far as readership goes?
Feel free to drop some hints in the comments or reblogs, and perhaps if I have the time, I can start adding a few more to my fandom recs tag!
Until then, however…here are my picks of the week.
THE PREQUELS
“Where The Dust Settles”, by @holy-kenobi.
“Bonded”, by @rosesloveletters.
THE BAD BATCH
“Cargo”, by @scribblesofshadow.
“Sunlight”, by @nonooos-stuff.
MAUL: SHADOW LORD
“Adagio”, by @donniesgaptooth.
“Storm”, by @maulsdear.
ANDOR
“What Will We Leave Behind?”, by
“Parachutes And Lost Faith”, by @mylovelies-docx.
THE MANDALORIAN
“By His Side”, by @din-cognito.
“No Matter What”, by @beloved-by-the-moon.
In conclusion, as part of my mission to poke around the Star Wars fandom and highlight those creators who might otherwise go unnoticed…I hope you will check out the links I have included for yourselves and like, comment on, and reblog them, as well as also giving the writers a few more followers to their Tumblr pages.
Please also like and reblog this latest installment so that these links can be spread around to as many other fans as possible, just in case not all of them can tune in at the same time.
An additional thank you goes to @djarrex for making the divider I used earlier in this post, but still want to give credit for.
If anybody likes what they see here AND would enjoy seeing more posts like this; please drop the rock star emoji (👩🎤) into the comments or reblogs, and I’ll be sure to tag you when the next update comes.
And finally, so that I do not forget…thank you to my friends, thank you to this fandom, and above all else, please stay safe out there.
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thinking about clones who miss the GAR. what then. dishwashing in the shadows of a 3rd tier city on a mid rim moon wondering how freedom is supposed to taste like bills and grocery lists instead of that final second watching the glowing half-in-orbit horizon from an open LAAT-I ramp before the halo jump. and if it ever will
Our story began when Clone Commando Gregor was presumed lost after his courageous sacrifice on Abafar. I had recently been assigned as a medic to the 104th battalion. And when a faint signal indicated his survival, I knew I had to intervene—no matter the cost.
Written by MAE || Illustrated by LEENA
Warnings: Descriptions of injuries
He sighed again. Since the moment Callie stepped into his sterile and meticulously organized office aboard the Venator, Commander Wolffe had let out seven audible sighs, each more irritated than the last. She had been keeping track. Better to silently count than speak up and risk all out war. This latest exhale, heavy and sharp, twisted his mouth into a sneer and his brow into a deeper scowl. It also brought the count to eight.
“Commander-”
“Silence,” he snapped, voice low and edged like durasteel.
He didn’t look up from the data tablet in his hand. The report he reviewed cast a dim glow in the sterile lighting, lines of tactical information scrolling under the rapid scan of his mismatched eyes. The cybernetic one moved in quick, unnatural flicks —faster than the human eye beside it. The effect was… unsettling. Disjointed. Like watching a clock ticking out of rhythm with itself.
It explained the constant tension in Wolffe’s brow, the deep-set crease that never seemed to leave his face. He needed a recalibration, that much was obvious. Callie suspected it was the source of the tension headaches he refused to acknowledge. She could do it in minutes. But the odds of Wolffe letting her — or anyone — near his prosthetic were slim to none. He was fiercely private about it. Possessive, even.
“But-”
“Don’t test my patience. It’s already worn thinner than ration-paper, Lieutenant,” Wolffe growled.
Then he reached without ceremony for the steaming cup of caf she’d placed on the corner of his desk. He didn’t thank her, of course. He never did. The fact that he reached for it at all said enough. Callie had learned quickly: never show up to his office empty-handed. He drank the caf in long, scalding gulps like a man at war with his own exhaustion. The burning fluid, his munitions. His scalded throat, the collateral damage.
Callie’s jaw snapped shut with a click. She hadn’t realized she’d been gaping until that moment, frozen in place as her eyes locked on the Commander’s weathered, tan hands gripping the pen like it had personally offended him. The silence in the room stretched taut, broken only by the scratch of the stylist against flimsi. Every controlled movement he made radiated barely restrained fury.
She’d been summoned the moment she exited the intensive care unit. No time to clean up, her uniform still dirty. Report immediately. Do not delay. The trooper who escorted her — Sinker — hadn’t said a word the entire walk to Wolffe’s office. His gaze avoided hers with deliberate effort. He kept glancing toward the hallway’s corners, the walls, anywhere but at her. That, more than anything, told her just how bad this was.
They hadn’t cuffed her, not yet at least, but it felt close. The silence, the unsaid weight in the air, the precision with which the escort was arranged, it wasn’t protocol. It was prelude. She knew what she’d done. It had been a calculated risk. One she’d made under pressure, with lives on the line and instinct screaming louder than protocol. But defying a direct order, defying his order, that wasn’t the kind of thing that got swept under the durasteel floor of a starship. Especially not when the entire fleet had witnessed it. Not when high-ranking officers were present.
Now, sitting rigid under his scrutiny, she was about to face whatever consequences a man like Wolffe, one of the most respected commanders in the entire Grand Army of the Republic, deemed appropriate. Her throat felt dry, but she didn’t dare swallow. Not yet. The silence between them was razor-thin, stretched to its breaking point. Finally, Wolffe exhaled, not another sigh of frustration, but something heavier.
“At least tell me he’s stable,” he muttered, low and gravelly.
His eyes finally lifted to meet hers, still hard as durasteel but the edge had dulled. Not quite soft, but no longer sharpened to cut. It wasn’t a truce. Nor was it mercy. A crack had formed in his wall.
Callie opened her mouth, hesitant. “Sir-”
“I asked you a question, Lieutenant Kestral,” he cut in, sharper again. Formal. Cold.
The sudden shift back to protocol hit harder than a slap. She straightened instinctively, spine stiffening as though bracing for impact. The use of her rank wasn’t just a reminder of the chain of command, it was a warning. A boundary being reasserted.
“He is stable,” she replied, voice clipped but steady.
The words lingered in the air between them, more fragile than she’d intended. Because despite her answer, they both knew ‘stable’ didn’t mean ‘safe.’ It didn’t mean ‘out of the woods.’ It just meant not dead. Not yet. From the look in Wolffe’s eyes as he looked away, she knew he understood it.
Wolffe was silent again. The kind of silence that made the skin between her shoulder blades itch and the hair on the back of her neck raised. He didn’t look down at the report this time. Instead, he slowly set the stylus aside with care, then placed the tablet on the desk in front of him face down. The gesture was small, but felt significant. His gaze, sharp and unwavering, locked onto her like targeting coordinates settling on a mark. Not hostile but intense enough to make her pulse quicken.
“Why?” he asked at last.
Just one word, which carried with it more weight than the drawn out reprimand she’d been expecting. No rank this time. No barking orders. Just a raw, quiet demand for truth. Callie felt the air leave her lungs in a slow, cautious breath. Her throat was still tight, but she forced herself to meet his eyes. The cybernetic one flickered slightly, adjusting focus. The dark human one narrowed, waiting.
“I made a judgment call. I had intel you didn’t. Real-time updates. If I’d waited for permission we would’ve lost him.” she said evenly, but her voice betrayed a trace of something she hadn’t had time to process. She noticed his jaw tighten. So she added, “I didn’t do it to undermine you, I did it because his sacrifice saved all our lives.”
A long, heavy silence settled between them. Wolffe didn’t speak, didn’t move. For a moment, she couldn’t tell if she’d made things better or worse. Then, he leaned back in his chair, eyes still fixed on her like he was trying to read past the surface and down into the core of her.
“You broke rank,” Wolffe said.
“I know,” Callie replied.
“In front of my men. In front of senior officers.” He said.
“I know,” she repeated, her voice barely above a whisper now.
He didn’t raise his voice. Didn’t lash out. He didn’t need to. His silence was louder than shouting. And still, she stood her ground. Because no matter how much trouble she was in now, she’d make the same call again.
“We have rules. Structure. Protocol. Order. I can’t have medics deploying themselves on instinct and a prayer, hoping to save one man.” Wolffe said, his voice quiet but unwavering. His tone steady. Each word landed with the force of something carved in stone.
Then Wolffe picked up the tablet again, posture returning to rigid formality, but the moment of focus--of almost human connection--still lingered in the air between them. She tensed, expecting the worst. A formal dismissal from her post. No, a disciplinary removal. The Grand Army didn’t tend to tolerate insubordination, especially not when it happened in front of witnesses. Instead, he read from the screen, voice neutral and clinical.
“You will receive a formal mark of disciplinary action on your service record. You will be suspended from field deployment for thirty standard rotations. You will undergo an updated psychological evaluation before you are cleared for independent medical operations. And—” he paused, briefly glancing up at her “—you will attend continued leadership debriefings to determine if you will be permanently reassigned.”
Callie blinked. That was it? No demotion? No official permanent reassignment? Not even a formal tribunal? In GAR terms, it was barely more than a slap on the wrist. Maybe a firm talking-to. Her mind scrambled to make sense of it. This wasn’t what she'd expected. It wasn’t even close.
“But sir-“
“I advise you to think very carefully before you finish that sentence, Callie,” Wolffe said, cutting her off with a groan as he rubbed the bridge of his nose.
He didn’t even look up. She froze at the use of her first name. Callie, not Lieutenant Kestral. It wasn’t an accident. It wasn’t protocol. It was personal.
“That seems like... a light punishment,” she said cautiously.
He looked up sharply, the edge of his cybernetic eye catching the overhead light. “Do you want me to increase it?” he snapped.
“No, sir. I just…” She hesitated, studying his face, trying to read the thoughts behind his expression. “I’m just… confused.”
Wolffe didn’t reply. His gaze held hers for a moment longer, and then dropped back to the tablet. Not a dismissal, not quite. The silence pressed in again, dense, uncertain. Then Wolffe spoke, his tone clipped, all business. “If anyone asks, you were granted retroactive permission under Tactical Protective Directive 0-9.”
Callie blinked. “What?”
“He survived,” Wolffe replied. His gaze remained fixed on the tablet and his voice grew more deliberate. “If Separatist intelligence had caught wind of that, he’d have been marked as a high-value target. A liability. You have been retroactively granted authority to intervene, on the grounds of protecting a compromised asset.”
He paused, then looked up, waiting until her eyes met his. That same sharp stare, softened only by the gravity behind it. “But don’t ever do it again,” his voice dropped a notch, call and cold. “You’ll be out of here faster than you can say kriff. Got it?”
Callie swallowed. “Yes, sir,” she said, her nod slow and deliberate.
“You’re dismissed. Report back to your patient. I expect a full medical workup on his progress before end-of-cycle.” He said.
She hesitated. “I thought we were transferring him to an Outer Rim med facility and redeploying with the fleet?”
“We are,” Wolffe replied, setting the tablet aside once more. “You are staying with the trooper.”
Her breath caught. “Sir?”
“Not my call,” he said, already looking back down at the screen. “Orders came in while you were en route to my office. You're to remain at the station and oversee his treatment personally.”
Callie’s thoughts raced, the implications slamming into her one after another. If she stayed behind, she’d be cut off from her team. From the front. From the war.
Wolffe continued, eyes still fixed on the screen in front of him, “You’ll rejoin us once he reaches Recovery Level Three. Until then, station duty.”
Callie stood frozen for a breath too long, the words settling in her mind like dust. She wasn’t sure how to respond. She wasn’t even sure what response would be appropriate. Eventually, she managed a small nod. “Thank you, Commander.” She said.
“Don’t thank me,” he responded.
“But, sir--”
Wolffe finally glanced up, his gaze steady. “Look. You went out of your way to help one of us. That matters, even if you went about it the wrong way.” A beat passed. His lips twitched, not quite a smile, more like a grim acknowledgment. “We’ll call it even. Alright?”
Callie blinked. For a man like Wolffe, that was the closest thing to forgiveness she was ever going to get.
“Okay,” she said softly.
“You’re dismissed.” He said.
Callie nodded again and then turned before he could change his mind. Her boots echoed lightly against the polished floor as she crossed the room and reached the door. She didn’t look back. If she did, she might start asking questions neither of them had answers to.
Once she was through the threshold, the tension she’d been carrying finally began to crack. This last rotation — everything from the mission, to the medbay, to now — settled on her. The weight of it slumped her shoulders, hunched her back. Why? Why did she do it? What was she thinking? And what would happen now?
It felt like the galaxy had shifted a few degrees out of alignment and she had to make sense of it. Station duty. Isolation from yet another legion she’d grown closer to. She’d be on her own again. Except, that wasn’t true…
The trooper.
He would have died on Abafar. If not for her that is. Her mind drifted. Her thoughts focused on the moments after the explosion.
The ship trembled from the aftershock of the explosion when it happened. Sirens faded. The chaos had quieted just enough for reality to set in, but Callie hadn’t even gotten that far. She was standing in a corridor outside the medbay, dazed, when the little WAC droid had bounded up to her, his small mechanical limbs clicking with urgency.
“Medic!” he chirped, almost cheerfully, as if he were announcing a victory and not a disaster. “A clone saved us! Quite the heroic display, really!”
Callie barely heard him over the rush in her ears. Her mind had snagged on two words: saved us. Her stomach twisted. She’d assumed, maybe even hoped, that someone had already responded. That recovery teams were already mobilizing. That comms were relaying coordinates. That someone was doing something. But no.
When she checked the mission logs, her numb fingers tapping through the data, there was nothing. No deployment orders. No medevac notice. No beacon signals sent planetside. No one had gone after him. That lack of action, more than the explosion or the droid’s rambling, was what broke her.
She didn’t remember making the decision. One minute she was staring at the screen in disbelief, the next she was in the hangar bay, climbing into one of the auxiliary transports. She had barely trained on the controls, and flew the damn thing running on pure instinct. Her hands shook as she keyed in a basic descent pattern, her breathing shallow and mechanical as she coaxed the vessel into launching. All she had was a vague approximation of where the squad had been last seen and a few topographic references from the WAC droid's rambling. It wasn’t much.
The surface of the planet was still scarred, still bleeding in its own way. Smoke curled from the remains of the skirmish, rising in slow tendrils that painted the horizon in shades of gray. Ash stuck to her boots as she moved through the outskirts of what barely qualified as a settlement, the air thick with the acrid sting of scorched metal and something worse, something human. And then she saw him. Collapsed amid the rubble and ruin, armor scorched and broken, but unmistakably alive.
The trooper wasn’t moving much, just the shallow rise and fall of his chest under the plastoid plates of his armor, a twitch of fingers that hadn’t yet given up. His helmet had been knocked off, and blood traced a dark line down the side of his face, mixing with soot. His eyes were glassy, unfocused, but open.
Callie dropped to her knees beside him without a second thought. Only the bare essentials in her med kit. No field support. Just her hands and her training and the raw, consuming instinct that she had to do something.
She did it because no one else had.
Because in a war where lives were tallied like numbers on a screen, someone had to remember that every number had a name.
And his, was Gregor.
✦ . ⁺ 卌 ⁺ . ✦
The world had tilted askew.
Or maybe he had.
It was hard to tell with the gray sky spinning like that.
The ground beneath him was uneven, cold through the ruined armor at his back. Ash stuck to his skin, to his throat, to his tongue, bitter and metallic. Every breath came thin and hot, like he was dragging air through smoke and glass. His ears rang. Constantly. Like something inside his head had burst and never stopped screaming. The last thing he remembered clearly was the explosion. Heat, a blinding and violent light, and then silence. Not the kind that comes from peace, but the kind that follows when everything else has been torn away.
And now there were fragments. Snatches of sensation. The pulse of pain in his ribs, sharp and hot. The weight in his chest could have been a collapsed lung, or could just be fear. He didn’t know. Couldn’t think straight. His vision swam whenever he opened his eyes, distorted by sweat and blood and concussion.
Light stabbed into his skull when he tried to move. His limbs felt disconnected, like he’d been unplugged and scattered. He couldn’t even remember if the mission had been a success. All he knew was that he was likely going to die here. He had planned to die. That last push, throwing himself between the droid squad and the blast radius, well, he knew he wouldn't survive it. He did it because there hadn’t been time to think. He had a mission. His last, as he saw it. Get those important out of the fray.
So when he heard the footsteps, quick and light across the shattered terrain, he thought maybe his brain was misfiring. A hallucination, the last dying spark conjuring images of a rescue he didn’t deserve. Then the steps kept coming. Closer. Real.
He tried to lift his head but only managed to twitch. The pain sharpened, and the world narrowed to a pulse behind his eyes. He gasped, at least he thought he did. It came out broken, more like a wheeze. He couldn’t call for help. Couldn’t warn them if the droids were still nearby.
A pair of hands landed on his chest, tentative but firm, pressing lightly against the cracked plates of his armor. Not searching for weapons. Not looting. Assessing. There was pressure along the line of his collarbone. Fingers slipped under his pauldron. They stopped at the side of his neck. Pulse check. The contact was clinical, but not cold. She was gentle, despite the urgency in her movements.
He blinked, vision clearing for the briefest moment. Just long enough to see a blurred silhouette against the rising smoke, crouched over him like a shadow given shape. Light framed her from behind, haloing the figure in gold, though it was broken by the dark outline of her frame. Shorter than him. No helmet. He couldn’t make out her face. A voice reached him. Soft, then firmer. He couldn’t process the words, only the rhythm. Steady. Focused. Human. She was speaking to him. Or maybe to herself. Her voice cracked once, but it didn’t break.
Then he felt the sting of medspray against his side, the quick jerk of fabric as she tore open a sealed pack. Field dressing. She worked fast, sealing wounds, stabilizing where she could. Her hands trembled slightly when they touched bare skin. Nerves, probably. Still, she never stopped moving. She could’ve left. Could’ve waited for a real med team, waited for backup. She didn’t. She had come alone. The droid… the one with the round head and endless commentary, hadn’t he been on the ship? Had he told her? He couldn’t hold the thought long enough. It slipped away like oil through fingers.
He tried to move again, to say something, anything, but his mouth didn’t cooperate. His jaw worked, but only a rasp escaped. She looked down. She had noticed. Her hand gripped the strap of his chestplate, bracing him as she shifted. The angle gave him one last glimpse of her face, just a glimpse, but he caught the glint of something silver pinned to her collar. A medic’s badge. GAR. Her eyes, too. They were sharp and tired and burning with something that looked a lot like anger. Anger that he’d been left behind. Anger that no one else had come.
She had.
She wasn’t part of his squad. He didn’t know her name. He couldn’t even see her clearly. In that moment, as the world spun sideways again and his consciousness slipped into the dark, that didn't matter. Someone came back for him.
In a galaxy where soldiers were built to be expendable, that meant everything.
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But seriously, the way Omega's persistent kindness wore down two scared, angry creatures until they stopped lashing out and couldn't help but love her and want to protect her aahhhh this child is such a sweetheart, too precious for this world
This week, I read a fic that was around 20 years old, which had originally been posted on the author's personal website and which she added to AO3 a few years ago. She listed her email address with the fic, so after I finished reading, I sent her an email saying how much I enjoyed the story, how much I appreciated the work and effort she obviously put into it, and thanked her for uploading it to AO3. She responded the next day and thanked me for my message, then said she had a few more stories in the same series that she hadn't gotten around to uploading. I checked this morning--she added a 35,000 word novella and thanked me in the summary.
The prologue of my new fic, Silence in the Ghost, is now on AO3! I’ve been working on this one on and off for nearly a year, so I’m so excited to finally get this sci-fi/romance/thriller out into the world! Updates weekly.
Summary: Nothing in nineteen-year-old Hera's life is simple. Not her work with the rebellion, not her feelings for her handsome new copilot haunted by a mysterious past, and certainly not their current mission: tracking down a Corellian freighter that no one has seen or heard from in weeks. When their investigation leads them to a mysterious ghost ship drifting through space with no power, Hera and Kanan's relationship will be put to the test as they race to find answers before the air runs out.
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turning the safety catch on and off like i'm clicking a pen until everyone gets really mad at the noise but no one says anything because i have a gun and they don't
do you ever think about how lonely Echo is. how he felt so alone when he was rescued from Skako. how he can't be alone and spends all of him time with someone and following the batch around but probably aches for more but doesn't know what that is. can't place why his skin feels fuzzy and his bones feel empty and he just feels hungry. or how no one can ever truly understand what it is that he has gone through and how it haunts him every single day. how he won't talk about his feelings and keeps those locked down so tight no one can pry them away from him but then he just feels more isolated than before.
I think a lot about it. Even if I can make much sense of my thought about it.
Mostly when he is clearly stating to Omega that :
And then After plan 99, he stays alone in the Marauder to monitor the airway. Sure
Not at all hidding from the other and mourn somewhere no one could see him being...weak? Sad?
Look at this face.
That a man that try to not be broken by yet another terrible lost and yet fully feel the emptiness adding to the one he already feels.
The people he could maybe open up are either gone or have already so much on there plate. He can't add to that. He had to keep carrying on. Because giving up would be easy, but he never learns how and down want now.
Sorry if I am rambling