to all the people who told me that being skinny wouldn't make me happy, fuck you. I'm the happiest I've been in so many years bc I feel good in my own skin and i like what j see in the mirror, and yes, it's bc i lost sm weight

I know it’s hard. I know you feel like giving up. It is because you are getting closer and closer. Everyday. Dont give up now. Don’t be scared of your potential. It’s getting harder because it’s getting real. It’s getting harder because it’s working. It’s getting harder because if it was easy, anyone would do it. Don’t rob yourself of your potential. You can do it.

Why don't other people find life as hard as I do? I think about death everyday. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is sooo hard. I don't know if I really want to die or if I just can't live. I want someone or something to strip me of all my responsibilities, all the pressure. If that is death then so be it.