Thatâs Why I love You
Summary:Â âFriends with benefitsâ relationship takes a turn when Zion confesses his feelings.
A/N: I know this is EXTREMELY clichĂŠ and thereâs a scene that is HIGHLY dramatic but...bear with me people.Â
They had both promised to keep it casual.
She would go over when the boys were out, they would watch a bit of Netflix (without genuinely watching it), they would get it done and she would leave right after. And Vice-Versa. That was their established routine. Something they had both agreed on. They only called eachother when they needed a release, and their plan was completely functional and consistent at first. But it all came crumbling down when Zion realized something that scared him more than the 20 inch snake that sat in their living room. He wanted more.
The look of satisfaction washed over her face as she finished off before rolling onto her side and laying right next to him. No eye contact was made. The two sweat covered bodies layed in silence as they both stared up at the pale ceiling, only their breathing could be heard. There was always a brief silence after their activities, a moment of recovery some would say, but not one this long. It awakened a stress in the bottom of both of their pits, one none of them had felt before.
Melanie then turned her head to look at the caramel body of the young male beside her, her chocolate manicured hands tracing over his tattoos as he watched them intently. They traveled from his chest area, up his forearm, dragging the pads of her fingertips up his neck then finally settling them on his cheek as she watched him watch her.
âI want more.â He finally spoke after what felt like an eternity. He sat up, pulling the thin sheets over his lap as he rested his back against the headboard. One hand slightly brushing his dreadlocks away from his face. âI know our agreement. I know we said no feelings. I know we said no staying the night or no touching if you did or even no eye contact. But I want that. Â I want to be able to take you out for ice cream or pick you up from Uni when you get done with classes. I want to Netflix and chill, while you fall asleep in my arms and I caress your face. I want to cum to agree. I want more than just using you when I need to, and when you need to use me. I want to get to know you and not your body. I want you mentally and emotionally, not only physically.â
The young adult stared up blankly at the dark eyed boy, now laying on her stomach with her hands placed under her chin. Her eyes trailed down his chest and back up to his face as she let out a deep sigh- the only real sound he got out of her the whole night.
âI-â She started before letting out another fustrated sigh. âWe said no feelings.â She finally spoke in a soft voice, so soft that if Zion wasnât so close, he would have definitely missed what she said. His face dropped a bit but he covered it with a cough.
âI know that Mel, but-â
âSo why are you complicating things more than they already are?â She huffed, cutting him off completely as a hint of anger dripped from her voice. An uncomfortable silence filled the air as the two stared at eachother. She was waiting for an actual answer but when she didnât get one, she decided to speak up.
âIf this is gonna be a problem, maybe...maybe this should stop.â At this Zionâs head snapped up.
âSeriously?â He breathed out in disbelief as he watched her get up suddenly. Grabbing her white- T that was once on her naked body, the white sheet still draped on her lower naked half as she put it on swiftly.
âI knew it was gonna get to this point.â She huffed, mostly to herself, as she struggled to put on her blue skinny jeans over her white lace panties â a gift actually from Zion himself as a joke- who was currently stunned and simply speechless. He had just openly expressed his love to her and this was her way of reacting? Running away from it?
So he couldnât do anything except watch. Watch her put on her white t-shirt, her blue jeans with little rips on the knees, watch her pass by the mirror that hung on his wall opposite of the bed â the same one he would look at when she was ontop of him chasing her high- , watch her gather all her belongings including her phone. She placed her hands on the doorknob, opening the bedroom door when suddenly a hand pushed the door close. She felt the body heat radiate off of him, the strangely pleasant  smell of their recent affairs still stuck on  him (and her aswell she assumed).
âTell me you donât feel the same way then, and Iâll let you leave.â His warm minty breath flowed into the little space between their two bodies as she sighed in defeat. He could feel the hesitation flowing off her, despite her next words.
âI feel nothing for you.â She spat codly, attempting once again to pull the door open but only jumping when the door slammed once more. âCaleb.â She breathed out.
âTo my face Melanie.â He cut her off. She could feel the tears form in her eyes as  she exhaled deeply. âIâll let you go. Forget about you, and move on. Delete your number and even the few pictures I took of your nude body. All you have to do is tell me you donât love me to my face and freedom is yours for the taking.â He continued, one hand still on the door and the other by his side.
She breathed out, pushing back the tears and gulping down the burning ball that sat in her throat. It hurt yet she didnât care, she refused to let it loose. So she swallowed her pride and turned around, and she stared in awe at his appearance. He looked flustered. A hint of exhaustion sat upon his face, his dreads hung carelessly over his eyes, his pupils dilated causing his eyes to look darker than they already were. His upper half was bare, his tattoos fully on display contrary to his lower half that now was covered with boxers. His breathing was slow and steady despite his heart racing at 20 miles per second. A heart rate that would drive an older man to a certain heart attack. He looked at her patiently as she now rested her whole body against the door. And he watched as her body engulfed the defeat.
âWhat if you hurt me?â She breathed out finally, the ball returning to her throat causing her voice to crack. At this, Zion furrowed his eyebrows.
âWhat if this is just your desire talking and not what I think it is? what I actually want it to be? â She questioned again this time letting out a shakey breath. âIâm scared Zi.â
A chuckled escaped his mouth as a smile creeped on his lips, his hand coming in contact with her cheek as he pulled her closer to connect them with her own. The kiss was passionate, something none of them had actually endured before. It was different, and it made her knees buckle slightly. He pulled away and rested his forehead on hers.
âTrust me when I say this is real. I want this. But the question is: do you?â And for the very first time that night...she smiled.














