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@duellicae

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good morning, lightning called me
how dead / alive is the ff fandom cus i miiiight remake this blog
iâm tempted to return to this blog. i miss her :(
not me popping up on here again because i miss writing lightning
ââ quotes i found on pinterest sentence starters pt. one ââ
â iâve polished this anger and now itâs a knife. âÂ
â iâm fine, iâve had worse. â
â death too must be earned. â
â how do you destroy a monster without becoming one ? â
â am i a bad person ? â
â family isnât who youâre born with, itâs who youâd die for. âÂ
â are you flirting or starting a fight ? â
â iâll survive, somehow i always do. â
â um.. thatâs my emotional support knife collection. â
â tell me; would you kill to save a life ? â
â i am someone who did not die when they should of. â
â iâve never been good at emotional stuff. except anger. iâm good at anger. â
â you canât protect everyone ! â
â i have to try. â
â turn the pain into power. âÂ
â what doesnât kill me better run. â
â are monster born or created ? â
â chin up kid, theyâd kill to see you fall. â
â if he puts his hands on you, cut them off. â
â i could keep you safe. theyâre all afraid of me. â
â donât play games with me. donât ever think youâre capable of that. â
â the question isnât who is going to let me; itâs who is going to stop me. â
â something had made your eyes go cold. â
â you havenât even seen my bad side yet. â
â everybody knows that iâm a mess. â
â iâm sorry i let you down. â
â well, if it isnât the feeling i was trying to avoid. â
â you are not your father. â
â even on your bad days, be kind. â
â you donât want me and i need to accept that. â
â stay gentle. everyone is at war. â
â the risk i took was calculated. but clearly i am bad at maths. â
â i wonder which will get you killed faster, your loyalty or your stubbornness ? â
â always be a little kinder than necessary. â
â kind words cost nothing. â
â i am being perfectly fucking civil. â
â weâll never be those kids again. â
â iâm the original family disappointment. â
â if karma doesnât hit you, i fucking will. â
â if you canât be happy, at least you can be drunk. â
â you can talk to me, or not talk to me, but iâm here. â
â guess youâll just have to fight me. â
â i never asked to be like this. â
â wow. youâre a dick. â

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iâve been working on my google doc for light + actually worked out a vii & xv verse for her so --- iâve been somewhat productive these past two days ??Â
iâll be tending to starters tomorrow !!
starter call ! iâll be easing myself back into writing, so itâll be capped at 5 for now.
what if.... i returned to this blog.... đ„șđđ
tap the little ⥠& iâll write you a starter . length may vary , may drop in your imâs to plot a bit !
I could help you, if thatâs what you want. Dammit! What kind of answer is that?

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tap the little ⥠& iâll write you a starter . length may vary , may drop in your imâs to plot a bit !
i want to write, but also not get to my drafts or asks,,,
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                                  VELD        RUFUS SHINRA
                                  CID HIGHWIND        + 1 OC Â
PERSONALS PLEASE DO NOT INTERACT . THIS IS A DASH ONLY ROLEPLAY BLOG . MUTUALS ONLY . INDIE . FINAL FANTASY VII ORIGINAL + REMAKE MULTIMUSE
              â humans  are  suspicious  and  jealous  creatures.            when  they  see  something  perfect,  they  want  to  find  a  flaw. â
          independent, private, selective multimuse â loved by mia !!  ©
are you interested in roleplaying with a cloud strife from final fantasy vii ?? please like ⥠ or reblog âș if youâre interested !! written by ryn .

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do you ever take a look in your drafts.... and realize that some of them are months old and you feel so bad for keeping people wait that long ??? bc wow mood
noctis.
     âA-alright, Iâll tryâ, he said, letting out a chuckle as a slight heat rose to his cheeks at the mention of him being pretty. âCostumes, huh? Letâs hope theyâre not making us look ridiculous.â After all, Lightning was supposed to play the savior ( oh, the irony ), wasnât she? Noctis wouldnât be surprised if theyâd put her in some pompous over the top outfit that would be horribly inconvenient in battle â which made him wonder if theyâd have the chance to slip back into their current clothes or if theyâre gonna have to crash the palace all dressed up.
   When the time came for them to get ready, Noctis was already nervous. Heâd never been in a play before, never performed in front of an audience before â he had no idea what to do at all, and if it wasnât for Lightning he wouldnât even be doing this. But here he was, in his very own dressing room ( which actually seemed to be a storage room for props ), surprised at the fact that it was a plain black suit and some shoulder armor that he was supposed to wear, which was thankfully far from the crazy outfits he was picturing inside his head when he first heard about the whole idea. He eyed it for a moment before he began to undress himself as necessary to put it on.
   After Noctis had finished putting everything on, including the armor, he looked around the prop boxes to try and see if there was anything he could decorate his sword with, to make it look less real and more like a theater prop, to keep up the whole disguise. Through all the noise he made by going through those boxes, he didnât even hear the knock on the door until his own name echoed in his ears, causing him to turn his head in the doorâs direction.
     âYeah?â, he called, leaving the prop he held in his hand in the box to approach the door, opening it quickly. His eyes fell on Lightning, who stood before him in quite the fancy, almost classy looking dress. Lips parted at the rare sight, she looked stunning despite it not quite fitting her personality. âUh, so, come in?â, he finally said after just standing there gazing at her for what felt a few second too long. After closing the door behind her he went ahead, out to the balcony, giving an overview of the whole plaza.
      âLook, theyâre almost done setting everything up. I, uh⊠canât help but feel⊠yâknow, with all those people watching. But I also know Iâm not alone. Iâll give it my best shot to match with what youâre doing. Who knows, maybe itâll be over faster than we think.â A slight, nervous smile crept up on his lips as he returned his eyes to Lightning after looking down at the last few preparations the staff was making. It was⊠strange. The way she made him feel inside despite everything thatâs changed about her, or should he say, was missing about her? Though, after the time theyâve spent together in Yusnaan until now⊠she was already different from the Lightning he met in Luxerion. Still not entirely the Lightning he grew to love but⊠warmer. And it seemed with each passing moment, she was returning to herself more and more. So it was only a matter of time, wasnât it? That and being around her, reminding her of the past memories theyâve shared. it made him determined to stick with her no matter what, no matter where sheâd go next after they got to Snow.
   He wanted to tell her, let her know that from what he had observed, she had already changed, regained some of her old self, but he wasnât sure how to word it. His gaze drifted away from her, his features growing thoughtful as he was reaching for words inside his mind. But it was something in one of the prop boxes stacked near the balcony, right behind Lightningâs form, that suddenly caught his eye. Something that shone in the faint light coming in. Hesitant, he reached out, taking it from the box and into his hands, eyeing it for a moment until he gently placed it on Lightningâs head, a tiara befitting a queen â the queen of his heart.
following him inside & to the balcony to gaze over at their stage , lightning glanced back over to him once he began to talk . â just keep your eyes on me if itâs too much . â light smile upon her lips to reassure him , before she focused once more upon the preparations the staff was making .
noctisâ action wasnât one she expected , at all . brows rose lightly , savior turning around to face the male . â what is this for ? â she asks , eyes lingering on his . itâs for a moment she feels her heart beat faster â sheâs not too sure why . but it causes her to take in his costume , finding him rather handsome in a suit . why does she think so ? why does she feel this way ?
it prompts her to slowly raise a hand , almost hesitantly , to softly cup his cheek . a familiar feeling , nostalgic even .  her thumb lightly brushes over his stubble â a new sensation , something that doesnât fit with the nostalgic feeling . yet at the same time her heart seems to beat faster , it hurts . she isnât certain why ; her past , normal self would describe it as guilt .Â
lips part to say something â but she diverts her gaze , away from the man she knew she loved back then . she focuses back onto the stage outside , hand slowly dropping from his visage . â looks like itâs time . â she merely says before she moves away from him , outside of his room ; waiting for him to join her . with a small halt at her own room to pick up her sword ( with a terrible attempt at decorating it ) , the couple slowly makes their way outside â going backstage to wait until their cue to perform was given .
â you donât have to do this if youâd rather not . â she reassures him as music starts to play â meaning the dancers on the ground started their part & that their turn would be in less than two minutes , giving them more than enough time to take place on the platform .
just like the director of the show had told her , once it was her turn , lightning had a dialogue as the savior with god ; memorized sentences leaving her lips . itâs only when sword was alight & she lit the candles , does she turn towards noctis ; hand extending , inviting him to a dance a their platform started to rise , slowly , towards the next one .
itâs when he takes her hand she slowly pulls him closer , allowing the two to dance together . their first time dancing , wasnât it ? movements were on the rhythmn of the music ; letting him spin her around , simply moving on the music â with the usual extra movements for the show . itâs only when theyâre nearing the end that a smirk curls upon her lips , a soft â trust me . â leaving her lips ; letting noctis dip before pulling him back against her .
in that moment , something seems to change inside of her . they were closer ( physically , atleast ) than they had been before . eyes seemed glued to his , fingers lightly gripping into the fabric of his suit . for a moment , she forgets what they were doing & where they were ; hands reaching up to tenderly cup his cheeks .  â noctis . â she whispers , as if it had been ages since she last said his name â since she had last loved him . itâs almost as if in that moment , she remembers her love & adoration for the man in front of her .
she leans closer , eyes fluttering close as she presses lips against his ; a kiss filled with lost passion & love , conveying all the emotions she thought she had lost . it lasts only for a short moment as she slowly breaks away , lips lightly brushing against his before hands slowly drop â resting on his chest as she gazes back up at him . her heart is beating rapidly & sheâs speechless ; feeling like sheâd have to apologize for doing such a reckless thing â but she doesnât regret it .