Limitless

“Ma chiunque abbia avuto un dolore così grande da piangerci fino a non avere più lacrime,sa bene che a un certo punto si arriva a una specie di tranquilla malinconia,una sorta di calma,quasi la certezza che non succederà più nulla.”

“My beloved body; I am so sorry I did not love you enough.”

“When I love you, I really fucking love you. There are no in betweens. I don’t know what grey is. My love is black and white.”

Sometimes the hardest person to love is yourself. I’ve suffered so much self hate and resentment. That I realized this war within me had to stop. So I glanced at the mirror smiling at the lovely woman staring back. And I admired her body with awe. So I told her that she is smart , kind ,beautiful and strong. While I vehemently chanted to every inch of her body ,as resilient and wonderful. So now her beauty is embedded within my thoughts. From that moment on I just knew it. After hating her for all these years….. I was finally loving her for the first time.