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I feel so upset with myself idk

Too embarrassed to even show my face

Too embarrassed to show up in livechat that I just basically lurking

After saw an update, I lost my will to make another fanart of him knowing my art is sooooo wrong and not accurate.

I mean, what I love about drawing him was his brown (well not anymore hahahhahahhahhahahhahahahhahahhahahhahah) skin. Like, its his 'skin' charm. Uh.

Now my art look like a joke, laughing stock, who are you? Uh, its pinch my heart a little and its hurt (????).

Idk, now I want to delete all of my fanart. Its painfull to look at them right now. Idk how to describe this feeling but holy shit I don't want to draw him anymore??????????? Ah.

Malas

Malas

Males bgt

Hah, gmn ya. Bingung jg jujur. Jd gk mood.

Gk gambar apa-apa dulu deh.

Aku jg jd gk pgn ikut kontes. Males.

Sometimes I forget how white he is.

I honestly don't like how he responds to this situation. Uh, rude?

Eh, maybe he doesn't even deserve fanart.

I'm retiring, maybe.