I got high and ended up in a bathroom stall with a guy I thought was a friend trying to get me to suck his dick. I said no and he was pretty angry.
I'm so sad now. In the 6th cocsa happened with my best friend, and I feel like it's a pattern now. Like obviously the guys now aren't like him. That was a different situation. I just want to have friends that are friends, and don't touch me, that don't think of me as a possible fuck buddy.
And I want a boyfriend who loves me, and thinks I'm pretty, and is around for more then just sex or head, and I can't find either.