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hello i stole this from my dear friend @septicegos-by-ez but here is a lil pronoun chart thing for me, the admin!
and hereās the clean !!
Give me Vampire Batte Egos head canons please!
Vampire Battle egos, eh? You got it baby.
Phantom
-Magical vampire man
-Yes, he does drink human blood HOWEVER he's smart about it. He doesn't just drain any random person.
-He will drink from those who try to break his deals, or people who are just bad for business.
-He does hire people as regular 'blood fountains' as he calls them. They're humans that linger around for the sole purpose of feeding. It's all consensual and they sign a contract before hand; Don't worry, they are taken care of VERY well.
-Phantom will make sure they are taken care of; he keeps the others in line and makes sure they take care of them too.
-He is the most controlled out of all the egos, of course.
Natemare
-Unlike his brother, hes more unhinged, so to speak.
-Lures his victims in with his voice, obviously.
-If he has the urge to feed then he just feeds.
-Hes careful with the 'blood fountains' though. Phantom will literally kill him if anything happens to them.
-Does not mean to drain people fully, but sometimes it just happens.
-Doesn't like to drink from blood bags or animals.
-"It's just not the same!!"
-Often sleeps with his prey. Woops.
Bones
-Hes extremely careful when it comes to his hunger. Considering the fact that he's too strong already; everything is fragile to him.
-His control over himself is basic; he can go a little bit without feeding but lord help him if he's deprived.
-Doesn't like feeding from humans, it makes him feel bad.
-Prefers blood bags over anything else. He'll drink from animals too, but he prefers not to.
-Hes like a bodyguard for the 'blood fountains'. Bones tends to keep the other egos/vampires in check so they don't over do it.
-Helps Phantom clean up Natemare's messes.
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I wasn't sure who else to include; I didn't do echo cause he's already an Android...imagine a vampire android lmao.
Everyone should know the international sign for Help Me. Letās make this famous!!
Interesting; I didnāt know this was a thing.
Itās apparently a thing, but itās a very new thing, so it may need some help being known.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Signal_for_Help
It works so im going to reblog it again
The 16-year-old girl used hand signals known "to represent violence at home ā I need help ā domestic violence," authorities said.
A signal like this becomes a thing when enough people know about it. Donāt just spread it on social media - share it with people you know who donāt use social media (especially the Boomers in your life)
For this to work in more cases it depends on the average person knowing it and knowing how to help.
Speaking of which, the video makes it seem like you immediately call emergency services, which is not whatās recommended by the Canadian Womenās Foundation that created and promoted the signal.
In some cases that may be the answer, such as if the person is being taken somewhere or has an obvious injury. But if you have the opportunity to talk to them, the recommendation is that you try to get more details about how you can help.
Helping may look like finding them a shelter (they may not want to google one on their phone or home computer if the abuser checks their history), calling someone for them, or even picking them up to take them somewhere safe. And yes, if they want you to you can call the police.
The signal was originally created for use in video calls. If you see someone use it in that context and you know theyāre wearing headphones (aka the abuser canāt hear what theyāre hearing, but may be able to hear what theyāre saying), you can ask āyes or noā questions to get more details. You can also ask if they have a different method of communication that the abuser canāt access.
Hereās their page with more info:
Signal For Help The social isolation measures necessitated by the COVID-19 pandemic are making it more difficult for those who are at risk
A rundown of the human core's names, per my PERSONAL headcanon
Morality, Anger, Info, Curiosity, Space, Fact, Adventure, Wheatley, and Glados herself.
All started as humans. Credence Matthews, Ares Hedon, Mathilda āTillyā Dumphis, Brooke Haverty, Venus Halley Magellan, Thomas Estem, Rick Kitche, Oliver Wheatley, and Caroline, respectively.
And now, after the events of Portal 2, [SPOILERS], Wheatley and the Space core were retrieved from the moon, Glados has decided to put them and all the cores back into their human bodies, and has crafted an android body for herself as well. Together they rebuild the Aperture Empire. Now with the addition of the probability core, Prophet, whose original human name was struck from their file for angering Cave, found in Old Aperture.
Always seeking Test subjects⦠And maybe a certain Doug Rattmann will come out to play as well..? Try adding āBehind the panelsā to any ask or submission to get his attentionā¦

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"You're usually a pretty good liar, but you cannot make me believe you're not mad about Cave. I'm NOT saying that ANYTHING he did was right.... But you chose what to do with it. You let it kill your peace. And you cannot deny that YOU ended up doing horrible things because of that. THAT'S what makes you the monster, Thomas. You took Cave's actions and used them as justification to kill thousands of innocents who were only following his orders out of the same fear you had." Doug snapped.
THOMASās head snapped towards Doug with anger clouding his eyes. ā..Youāre right, I am still mad.. and i did use it as justification.. But you have NO IDEA what this man put me through, Doug⦠No fucking clue!ā
He took a step towards him, shaking with rage. āThis man hurt and abused me.. He stole me away from my brother, he used me for my body and his gain, he did.. unspeakable.. things to me! They all let it happen! Every single one of them! They all knew!! YOU EVEN KNEW, DOUG!ā He shouted, tears brimming his different colored eyes. ā..Even you knew.. I was a child, not even 20 when this.. this man more than half my aged groomed me.. you all knew, all sat by and watched as i grew fragile and sick from his mistreatment.. So you know what?ā
He took a deep breath, dried his eyes and stood up straight. āIn my mind? Theyāre all guilty. They all deserved what was coming to them.. they heard me sobbing in the living quarters every night⦠They stood on the wayside and let it happen. Iām not sorry. I donāt care, they deserved it.ā
"Every Initiative experiment he ever thought up, do you think those subjects actually volunteered? Thomas, they were DRAFTED! I saw people be demoted to test subject for the most horrific tests a human mind could think up, for neglecting to laugh at a joke he made! For spilling his coffee! For asking for a raise! I know he's evil, but what the hell have you done to break that cycle? If anything you're giving him what he wanted, an immortal legacy of science through TERROR! YOU'VE BECOME A TYRANT, THOMAS! And every core born from the Personality Upload Initiative deserves to know everything that really happened, no more skewing facts from ANY SIDE OF THE STORY!" Doug stood his ground.
"Think of Chell! Bring your daughter to work day, all those years ago. He may not have hurt her in the same ways as you, but she was a pawn to him, just like you. She chose to spite it, defeat you, TWICE-- and now she's on the surface, living a life. Where are you? Miles underground, using neurotoxin as aromatherapy and sarcasm to cope!"
THOMAS stood silently for a minute, before he began to shake and dropped to his knees. He sobbed softly, curling up and pulling his knees to his chest. ā..It hurts Doug.. He hurt me so much.. I know iām not good, iām not doing good.. I donāt know what to do.. I canāt cope, iāve been here for 5000 years.. i feel horrible, i donāt want to hurt my friends.. i donāt know how to cope..ā He sobbed into his knees.
He wasnāt a good person, he knew it, so did everyone. But he was young, he was only 23 when Cave made him immortal, his brain not even fully developed. He didnāt want to be defended, just understood. Cave was his first love, his only love until Space core.
Doug knew, that regardless of harsh language and painful truths, his message had finally been heard. He was silent for a minute. "Would you let any of that happen to Venus..?" he finally asked, softly. He took a step closer, but didn't dare touch the AI he had considered an enemy all these decades. He knelt, sighing through his nose. "Disconnect, Thomas. Leave. It's simple psychology, if you're an alcoholic... don't stay in the bar. There's too many memories in here. Triggers. You look at anything in here, you're going to be reminded of him. Do you want the cores... do you want Venus to know you as a bitter, cruel, revenge-minded murderer for as long as your human bodies have left?" He leaned down, trying to catch Thomas's eye contact. "Take it from someone who developed incredible agoraphobia: I know better than anyone, outside is different. Scary. Difficult. But would you rather be... comfortably unhappy, or brave something that could be infinitely better for you and the ones you love? Take Venus stargazing. Anything to get you out of your own head."
ā..Leave..? F-For long..? What will become of this place if i donāt want to return..?ā He rubbed his eyes and looked up at Doug. āā¦I⦠I donāt want to hurt my friends.. Or you⦠We will leave tonight.ā He said.
He went to get up, before pausing. After a second, he hugged Doug. āThank you..ā He said, before silently running off to find Venus.
Doug stiffened, shocked. He didn't hug back, but he also didn't pull away. He watched him go, a nagging feeling in the back of his mind. He hoped to whatever higher power was paying attention that the mainframe hadn't poisoned his mind... the core corruption... the testing compulsion... If the man could live on the surface for twenty minutes without withdrawals from the ecstasy the AI felt whenever a puzzle was done, it would be a miracle. But, weirdly.... Doug was cheering for him. Venus and the other cores were exploring more blocked off areas of the facility recently opened, trying to find anything of use. Under the "careful, watchful eye" of Wheatley, but in all honestly they were mostly managing themselves. Rick the adventure core had Curiosity on his back as they searched ruined offices and test tracks, answering her every query.
āVenus!ā He shouted, chasing down after her. āVenus, my dear! Come here! I have something so very important to say tell you!ā He skitted to a stop in front of her and gently took her hand. āSo sorry but i have to borrow her!ā He pulled her away gently and out of prying ears.
ā..venus, we are leaving. Tonight. We are going to go to the surface, we are going to live a life up there.. together.. we will see the stars, my love..ā He smiled wide at her. ā..Letās go, letās get our things.. I want a new life with you, for the rest of our livesā¦ā He kissed her forehead. āā¦Are you in..?ā
She was immediately confused, as he was speaking so quickly. "I... Thomas, I--" She couldn't get a word in. When he finally paused for her answer, she cupped his face. "I... I want to, but what about everyone else? Brooke, and Rick, and Credence and Wheatley and everyone? What about... what about Doug...? What about the tests and the facility? It'll self destruct without us." She shifted her feet uncomfortably. "What about all the humans in cryo-storage.... a-and everything we haven't found yet...?" She gestured back towards where the others were laughing at something Wheatley had just said. She wanted nothing more than a life with Thomas, somewhere they could see the night sky. That was literally her dream life, had been since she'd gotten to know him. But there were just so many loose ends.
He thought for a moment. ā..Honestly..? Iām not sure.. I think Doug will, and the other cores will help.. Theyāve survived before while i slept, and they can again.. Just.. everything here reminds me of Him, Venus.. I need out, and i want you with me..ā
Thomas sighed. ā..I donāt know what will happen, I just know I need you with me and to leave⦠I want to see the world, see the stars.. I want to move to the forest with you where the stars are the clearest and get a dog with you and live forever⦠I donāt know if iāll be able to survive up there.. but iāll never know if i donāt try.. I donāt want to live eternity down here thinking about what could have been.. So please?ā
"Are you going to tell the others? Or just go?" She looked back towards them. "They're our friends.... I thought." She seemed like she was thinking really hard about it. Like something was keeping her from saying yes. "I want to at least say goodbye." She looked back at him.
āWe can say bye, yes, while we gather our things.. they are our friends butā¦ā He paused. āā¦Venus.. Do you not want to go..? I-I know itās sudden but.. i donāt think i can spend much more time here⦠This place holds so much pain for me.. I wanna make a new happy life with you..ā Thomas whispered
"You're usually a pretty good liar, but you cannot make me believe you're not mad about Cave. I'm NOT saying that ANYTHING he did was right.... But you chose what to do with it. You let it kill your peace. And you cannot deny that YOU ended up doing horrible things because of that. THAT'S what makes you the monster, Thomas. You took Cave's actions and used them as justification to kill thousands of innocents who were only following his orders out of the same fear you had." Doug snapped.
THOMASās head snapped towards Doug with anger clouding his eyes. ā..Youāre right, I am still mad.. and i did use it as justification.. But you have NO IDEA what this man put me through, Doug⦠No fucking clue!ā
He took a step towards him, shaking with rage. āThis man hurt and abused me.. He stole me away from my brother, he used me for my body and his gain, he did.. unspeakable.. things to me! They all let it happen! Every single one of them! They all knew!! YOU EVEN KNEW, DOUG!ā He shouted, tears brimming his different colored eyes. ā..Even you knew.. I was a child, not even 20 when this.. this man more than half my aged groomed me.. you all knew, all sat by and watched as i grew fragile and sick from his mistreatment.. So you know what?ā
He took a deep breath, dried his eyes and stood up straight. āIn my mind? Theyāre all guilty. They all deserved what was coming to them.. they heard me sobbing in the living quarters every night⦠They stood on the wayside and let it happen. Iām not sorry. I donāt care, they deserved it.ā
"Every Initiative experiment he ever thought up, do you think those subjects actually volunteered? Thomas, they were DRAFTED! I saw people be demoted to test subject for the most horrific tests a human mind could think up, for neglecting to laugh at a joke he made! For spilling his coffee! For asking for a raise! I know he's evil, but what the hell have you done to break that cycle? If anything you're giving him what he wanted, an immortal legacy of science through TERROR! YOU'VE BECOME A TYRANT, THOMAS! And every core born from the Personality Upload Initiative deserves to know everything that really happened, no more skewing facts from ANY SIDE OF THE STORY!" Doug stood his ground.
"Think of Chell! Bring your daughter to work day, all those years ago. He may not have hurt her in the same ways as you, but she was a pawn to him, just like you. She chose to spite it, defeat you, TWICE-- and now she's on the surface, living a life. Where are you? Miles underground, using neurotoxin as aromatherapy and sarcasm to cope!"
THOMAS stood silently for a minute, before he began to shake and dropped to his knees. He sobbed softly, curling up and pulling his knees to his chest. ā..It hurts Doug.. He hurt me so much.. I know iām not good, iām not doing good.. I donāt know what to do.. I canāt cope, iāve been here for 5000 years.. i feel horrible, i donāt want to hurt my friends.. i donāt know how to cope..ā He sobbed into his knees.
He wasnāt a good person, he knew it, so did everyone. But he was young, he was only 23 when Cave made him immortal, his brain not even fully developed. He didnāt want to be defended, just understood. Cave was his first love, his only love until Space core.
Doug knew, that regardless of harsh language and painful truths, his message had finally been heard. He was silent for a minute. "Would you let any of that happen to Venus..?" he finally asked, softly. He took a step closer, but didn't dare touch the AI he had considered an enemy all these decades. He knelt, sighing through his nose. "Disconnect, Thomas. Leave. It's simple psychology, if you're an alcoholic... don't stay in the bar. There's too many memories in here. Triggers. You look at anything in here, you're going to be reminded of him. Do you want the cores... do you want Venus to know you as a bitter, cruel, revenge-minded murderer for as long as your human bodies have left?" He leaned down, trying to catch Thomas's eye contact. "Take it from someone who developed incredible agoraphobia: I know better than anyone, outside is different. Scary. Difficult. But would you rather be... comfortably unhappy, or brave something that could be infinitely better for you and the ones you love? Take Venus stargazing. Anything to get you out of your own head."
ā..Leave..? F-For long..? What will become of this place if i donāt want to return..?ā He rubbed his eyes and looked up at Doug. āā¦I⦠I donāt want to hurt my friends.. Or you⦠We will leave tonight.ā He said.
He went to get up, before pausing. After a second, he hugged Doug. āThank you..ā He said, before silently running off to find Venus.
Doug stiffened, shocked. He didn't hug back, but he also didn't pull away. He watched him go, a nagging feeling in the back of his mind. He hoped to whatever higher power was paying attention that the mainframe hadn't poisoned his mind... the core corruption... the testing compulsion... If the man could live on the surface for twenty minutes without withdrawals from the ecstasy the AI felt whenever a puzzle was done, it would be a miracle. But, weirdly.... Doug was cheering for him. Venus and the other cores were exploring more blocked off areas of the facility recently opened, trying to find anything of use. Under the "careful, watchful eye" of Wheatley, but in all honestly they were mostly managing themselves. Rick the adventure core had Curiosity on his back as they searched ruined offices and test tracks, answering her every query.
āVenus!ā He shouted, chasing down after her. āVenus, my dear! Come here! I have something so very important to say tell you!ā He skitted to a stop in front of her and gently took her hand. āSo sorry but i have to borrow her!ā He pulled her away gently and out of prying ears.
ā..venus, we are leaving. Tonight. We are going to go to the surface, we are going to live a life up there.. together.. we will see the stars, my love..ā He smiled wide at her. ā..Letās go, letās get our things.. I want a new life with you, for the rest of our livesā¦ā He kissed her forehead. āā¦Are you in..?ā
She was immediately confused, as he was speaking so quickly. "I... Thomas, I--" She couldn't get a word in. When he finally paused for her answer, she cupped his face. "I... I want to, but what about everyone else? Brooke, and Rick, and Credence and Wheatley and everyone? What about... what about Doug...? What about the tests and the facility? It'll self destruct without us." She shifted her feet uncomfortably. "What about all the humans in cryo-storage.... a-and everything we haven't found yet...?" She gestured back towards where the others were laughing at something Wheatley had just said. She wanted nothing more than a life with Thomas, somewhere they could see the night sky. That was literally her dream life, had been since she'd gotten to know him. But there were just so many loose ends.
He thought for a moment. ā..Honestly..? Iām not sure.. I think Doug will, and the other cores will help.. Theyāve survived before while i slept, and they can again.. Just.. everything here reminds me of Him, Venus.. I need out, and i want you with me..ā
Thomas sighed. ā..I donāt know what will happen, I just know I need you with me and to leave⦠I want to see the world, see the stars.. I want to move to the forest with you where the stars are the clearest and get a dog with you and live forever⦠I donāt know if iāll be able to survive up there.. but iāll never know if i donāt try.. I donāt want to live eternity down here thinking about what could have been.. So please?ā
"You're usually a pretty good liar, but you cannot make me believe you're not mad about Cave. I'm NOT saying that ANYTHING he did was right.... But you chose what to do with it. You let it kill your peace. And you cannot deny that YOU ended up doing horrible things because of that. THAT'S what makes you the monster, Thomas. You took Cave's actions and used them as justification to kill thousands of innocents who were only following his orders out of the same fear you had." Doug snapped.
THOMASās head snapped towards Doug with anger clouding his eyes. ā..Youāre right, I am still mad.. and i did use it as justification.. But you have NO IDEA what this man put me through, Doug⦠No fucking clue!ā
He took a step towards him, shaking with rage. āThis man hurt and abused me.. He stole me away from my brother, he used me for my body and his gain, he did.. unspeakable.. things to me! They all let it happen! Every single one of them! They all knew!! YOU EVEN KNEW, DOUG!ā He shouted, tears brimming his different colored eyes. ā..Even you knew.. I was a child, not even 20 when this.. this man more than half my aged groomed me.. you all knew, all sat by and watched as i grew fragile and sick from his mistreatment.. So you know what?ā
He took a deep breath, dried his eyes and stood up straight. āIn my mind? Theyāre all guilty. They all deserved what was coming to them.. they heard me sobbing in the living quarters every night⦠They stood on the wayside and let it happen. Iām not sorry. I donāt care, they deserved it.ā
"Every Initiative experiment he ever thought up, do you think those subjects actually volunteered? Thomas, they were DRAFTED! I saw people be demoted to test subject for the most horrific tests a human mind could think up, for neglecting to laugh at a joke he made! For spilling his coffee! For asking for a raise! I know he's evil, but what the hell have you done to break that cycle? If anything you're giving him what he wanted, an immortal legacy of science through TERROR! YOU'VE BECOME A TYRANT, THOMAS! And every core born from the Personality Upload Initiative deserves to know everything that really happened, no more skewing facts from ANY SIDE OF THE STORY!" Doug stood his ground.
"Think of Chell! Bring your daughter to work day, all those years ago. He may not have hurt her in the same ways as you, but she was a pawn to him, just like you. She chose to spite it, defeat you, TWICE-- and now she's on the surface, living a life. Where are you? Miles underground, using neurotoxin as aromatherapy and sarcasm to cope!"
THOMAS stood silently for a minute, before he began to shake and dropped to his knees. He sobbed softly, curling up and pulling his knees to his chest. ā..It hurts Doug.. He hurt me so much.. I know iām not good, iām not doing good.. I donāt know what to do.. I canāt cope, iāve been here for 5000 years.. i feel horrible, i donāt want to hurt my friends.. i donāt know how to cope..ā He sobbed into his knees.
He wasnāt a good person, he knew it, so did everyone. But he was young, he was only 23 when Cave made him immortal, his brain not even fully developed. He didnāt want to be defended, just understood. Cave was his first love, his only love until Space core.
Doug knew, that regardless of harsh language and painful truths, his message had finally been heard. He was silent for a minute. "Would you let any of that happen to Venus..?" he finally asked, softly. He took a step closer, but didn't dare touch the AI he had considered an enemy all these decades. He knelt, sighing through his nose. "Disconnect, Thomas. Leave. It's simple psychology, if you're an alcoholic... don't stay in the bar. There's too many memories in here. Triggers. You look at anything in here, you're going to be reminded of him. Do you want the cores... do you want Venus to know you as a bitter, cruel, revenge-minded murderer for as long as your human bodies have left?" He leaned down, trying to catch Thomas's eye contact. "Take it from someone who developed incredible agoraphobia: I know better than anyone, outside is different. Scary. Difficult. But would you rather be... comfortably unhappy, or brave something that could be infinitely better for you and the ones you love? Take Venus stargazing. Anything to get you out of your own head."
ā..Leave..? F-For long..? What will become of this place if i donāt want to return..?ā He rubbed his eyes and looked up at Doug. āā¦I⦠I donāt want to hurt my friends.. Or you⦠We will leave tonight.ā He said.
He went to get up, before pausing. After a second, he hugged Doug. āThank you..ā He said, before silently running off to find Venus.
Doug stiffened, shocked. He didn't hug back, but he also didn't pull away. He watched him go, a nagging feeling in the back of his mind. He hoped to whatever higher power was paying attention that the mainframe hadn't poisoned his mind... the core corruption... the testing compulsion... If the man could live on the surface for twenty minutes without withdrawals from the ecstasy the AI felt whenever a puzzle was done, it would be a miracle. But, weirdly.... Doug was cheering for him. Venus and the other cores were exploring more blocked off areas of the facility recently opened, trying to find anything of use. Under the "careful, watchful eye" of Wheatley, but in all honestly they were mostly managing themselves. Rick the adventure core had Curiosity on his back as they searched ruined offices and test tracks, answering her every query.
āVenus!ā He shouted, chasing down after her. āVenus, my dear! Come here! I have something so very important to say tell you!ā He skitted to a stop in front of her and gently took her hand. āSo sorry but i have to borrow her!ā He pulled her away gently and out of prying ears.
ā..venus, we are leaving. Tonight. We are going to go to the surface, we are going to live a life up there.. together.. we will see the stars, my love..ā He smiled wide at her. ā..Letās go, letās get our things.. I want a new life with you, for the rest of our livesā¦ā He kissed her forehead. āā¦Are you in..?ā
"You're usually a pretty good liar, but you cannot make me believe you're not mad about Cave. I'm NOT saying that ANYTHING he did was right.... But you chose what to do with it. You let it kill your peace. And you cannot deny that YOU ended up doing horrible things because of that. THAT'S what makes you the monster, Thomas. You took Cave's actions and used them as justification to kill thousands of innocents who were only following his orders out of the same fear you had." Doug snapped.
THOMASās head snapped towards Doug with anger clouding his eyes. ā..Youāre right, I am still mad.. and i did use it as justification.. But you have NO IDEA what this man put me through, Doug⦠No fucking clue!ā
He took a step towards him, shaking with rage. āThis man hurt and abused me.. He stole me away from my brother, he used me for my body and his gain, he did.. unspeakable.. things to me! They all let it happen! Every single one of them! They all knew!! YOU EVEN KNEW, DOUG!ā He shouted, tears brimming his different colored eyes. ā..Even you knew.. I was a child, not even 20 when this.. this man more than half my aged groomed me.. you all knew, all sat by and watched as i grew fragile and sick from his mistreatment.. So you know what?ā
He took a deep breath, dried his eyes and stood up straight. āIn my mind? Theyāre all guilty. They all deserved what was coming to them.. they heard me sobbing in the living quarters every night⦠They stood on the wayside and let it happen. Iām not sorry. I donāt care, they deserved it.ā
"Every Initiative experiment he ever thought up, do you think those subjects actually volunteered? Thomas, they were DRAFTED! I saw people be demoted to test subject for the most horrific tests a human mind could think up, for neglecting to laugh at a joke he made! For spilling his coffee! For asking for a raise! I know he's evil, but what the hell have you done to break that cycle? If anything you're giving him what he wanted, an immortal legacy of science through TERROR! YOU'VE BECOME A TYRANT, THOMAS! And every core born from the Personality Upload Initiative deserves to know everything that really happened, no more skewing facts from ANY SIDE OF THE STORY!" Doug stood his ground.
"Think of Chell! Bring your daughter to work day, all those years ago. He may not have hurt her in the same ways as you, but she was a pawn to him, just like you. She chose to spite it, defeat you, TWICE-- and now she's on the surface, living a life. Where are you? Miles underground, using neurotoxin as aromatherapy and sarcasm to cope!"
THOMAS stood silently for a minute, before he began to shake and dropped to his knees. He sobbed softly, curling up and pulling his knees to his chest. ā..It hurts Doug.. He hurt me so much.. I know iām not good, iām not doing good.. I donāt know what to do.. I canāt cope, iāve been here for 5000 years.. i feel horrible, i donāt want to hurt my friends.. i donāt know how to cope..ā He sobbed into his knees.
He wasnāt a good person, he knew it, so did everyone. But he was young, he was only 23 when Cave made him immortal, his brain not even fully developed. He didnāt want to be defended, just understood. Cave was his first love, his only love until Space core.
Doug knew, that regardless of harsh language and painful truths, his message had finally been heard. He was silent for a minute. "Would you let any of that happen to Venus..?" he finally asked, softly. He took a step closer, but didn't dare touch the AI he had considered an enemy all these decades. He knelt, sighing through his nose. "Disconnect, Thomas. Leave. It's simple psychology, if you're an alcoholic... don't stay in the bar. There's too many memories in here. Triggers. You look at anything in here, you're going to be reminded of him. Do you want the cores... do you want Venus to know you as a bitter, cruel, revenge-minded murderer for as long as your human bodies have left?" He leaned down, trying to catch Thomas's eye contact. "Take it from someone who developed incredible agoraphobia: I know better than anyone, outside is different. Scary. Difficult. But would you rather be... comfortably unhappy, or brave something that could be infinitely better for you and the ones you love? Take Venus stargazing. Anything to get you out of your own head."
ā..Leave..? F-For long..? What will become of this place if i donāt want to return..?ā He rubbed his eyes and looked up at Doug. āā¦I⦠I donāt want to hurt my friends.. Or you⦠We will leave tonight.ā He said.
He went to get up, before pausing. After a second, he hugged Doug. āThank you..ā He said, before silently running off to find Venus.
"You're usually a pretty good liar, but you cannot make me believe you're not mad about Cave. I'm NOT saying that ANYTHING he did was right.... But you chose what to do with it. You let it kill your peace. And you cannot deny that YOU ended up doing horrible things because of that. THAT'S what makes you the monster, Thomas. You took Cave's actions and used them as justification to kill thousands of innocents who were only following his orders out of the same fear you had." Doug snapped.
THOMASās head snapped towards Doug with anger clouding his eyes. ā..Youāre right, I am still mad.. and i did use it as justification.. But you have NO IDEA what this man put me through, Doug⦠No fucking clue!ā
He took a step towards him, shaking with rage. āThis man hurt and abused me.. He stole me away from my brother, he used me for my body and his gain, he did.. unspeakable.. things to me! They all let it happen! Every single one of them! They all knew!! YOU EVEN KNEW, DOUG!ā He shouted, tears brimming his different colored eyes. ā..Even you knew.. I was a child, not even 20 when this.. this man more than half my aged groomed me.. you all knew, all sat by and watched as i grew fragile and sick from his mistreatment.. So you know what?ā
He took a deep breath, dried his eyes and stood up straight. āIn my mind? Theyāre all guilty. They all deserved what was coming to them.. they heard me sobbing in the living quarters every night⦠They stood on the wayside and let it happen. Iām not sorry. I donāt care, they deserved it.ā
"Every Initiative experiment he ever thought up, do you think those subjects actually volunteered? Thomas, they were DRAFTED! I saw people be demoted to test subject for the most horrific tests a human mind could think up, for neglecting to laugh at a joke he made! For spilling his coffee! For asking for a raise! I know he's evil, but what the hell have you done to break that cycle? If anything you're giving him what he wanted, an immortal legacy of science through TERROR! YOU'VE BECOME A TYRANT, THOMAS! And every core born from the Personality Upload Initiative deserves to know everything that really happened, no more skewing facts from ANY SIDE OF THE STORY!" Doug stood his ground.
"Think of Chell! Bring your daughter to work day, all those years ago. He may not have hurt her in the same ways as you, but she was a pawn to him, just like you. She chose to spite it, defeat you, TWICE-- and now she's on the surface, living a life. Where are you? Miles underground, using neurotoxin as aromatherapy and sarcasm to cope!"
THOMAS stood silently for a minute, before he began to shake and dropped to his knees. He sobbed softly, curling up and pulling his knees to his chest. ā..It hurts Doug.. He hurt me so much.. I know iām not good, iām not doing good.. I donāt know what to do.. I canāt cope, iāve been here for 5000 years.. i feel horrible, i donāt want to hurt my friends.. i donāt know how to cope..ā He sobbed into his knees.
He wasnāt a good person, he knew it, so did everyone. But he was young, he was only 23 when Cave made him immortal, his brain not even fully developed. He didnāt want to be defended, just understood. Cave was his first love, his only love until Space core.

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"You're usually a pretty good liar, but you cannot make me believe you're not mad about Cave. I'm NOT saying that ANYTHING he did was right.... But you chose what to do with it. You let it kill your peace. And you cannot deny that YOU ended up doing horrible things because of that. THAT'S what makes you the monster, Thomas. You took Cave's actions and used them as justification to kill thousands of innocents who were only following his orders out of the same fear you had." Doug snapped.
THOMASās head snapped towards Doug with anger clouding his eyes. ā..Youāre right, I am still mad.. and i did use it as justification.. But you have NO IDEA what this man put me through, Doug⦠No fucking clue!ā
He took a step towards him, shaking with rage. āThis man hurt and abused me.. He stole me away from my brother, he used me for my body and his gain, he did.. unspeakable.. things to me! They all let it happen! Every single one of them! They all knew!! YOU EVEN KNEW, DOUG!ā He shouted, tears brimming his different colored eyes. ā..Even you knew.. I was a child, not even 20 when this.. this man more than half my aged groomed me.. you all knew, all sat by and watched as i grew fragile and sick from his mistreatment.. So you know what?ā
He took a deep breath, dried his eyes and stood up straight. āIn my mind? Theyāre all guilty. They all deserved what was coming to them.. they heard me sobbing in the living quarters every night⦠They stood on the wayside and let it happen. Iām not sorry. I donāt care, they deserved it.ā
Can someone make me a list of the battle egos telling me their names, where they are from, and the most basic of info on them? Just so I can know what the fuck yall talking about in these tags? š¤£
I know Phantom and Natemare but these other names have me like
I gotchu, fam š
Bones is the character Nate plays in the Bones music video. A lot of fans just accepted him as an ego and called him Bones at the start, but he was officially made an ego by @drunkanddying. For whatever reason, heās sort of cursed to feel some really bad pain whenever he moves, and he doesnāt have the best attitude because of that. He also has the ability to make people around him feel pain without doing anything to physically harm them.
Heathen is from Nateās cover of Heathens by Twenty One Pilots. I actuallyĀ canāt rememberĀ who made him an ego (possibly @cerberus-shadows?). What I do know is that he sometimes gets mashed together with Sharper, depending on who you ask.Ā
Sharper is from the All I See music video. Unfortunately, I canāt remember who made him, either (I think it was @justwritingscibbles but I canāt be sure, so sorry if Iām wrong). He looks human at first, but if he gets hurt (which is a lot, apparently) wires and various metal parts can be seen under his skin. The music video suggests that heāsĀ good with mechanics and engineering.Ā
Echo isnāt from any of Nateās videos (not to my knowledge, at least). He was made by the lovely @graveyard-melodies. Heās an android inspired by Alexa, programmed to answer questions and act as a companion. Basically one of the goodest bois, very soft.
Natelight isnāt from any of the videos, either. He was made by @justwritingscibbles. Heās a more angelic figure, sort of the opposite of Phantom and Natemare. His disposition is just as sweet as Echoās, but heās probably the only ego other than Phantom who actually uses one of the two brain cells between all of them.Ā
Mercer is a character @freckled-words made for her Count the Teeth series (go check it out, itās so well-written). Heās an ever-hungry vampire who likes terrorizing humans at night and seems to be at odds with Count Iplier and Marquess Septiceye (both made by @justwritingscibbles). Itās also with noting that Natemare really doesnāt like him and spends the entirety of Count the Teeth trying to kill him (then again, Natemare is kind of an asshole in that particular setting).
Natpai is the senpai character Nate played in Random Encounterās Yandere Simulator The Musical. He was made by @cerberus-shadows, who, sadly, isnāt active on Tumblr anymore. Heās a typical student who doesnāt seem to know why heās so popular on campus (he can be quite shy on account of stalkers and murderers. You know how it is).
NateWolf (or just Wolf) was inspired by The Wrecked and The Worried music video. He was made by @smolwash (and now has his own blog: @bigbadnatewolf). Based off of the videoās creepy cartoon aesthetic, heās basically a humanoid toon who can defy the laws of physics, shapeshift, and do pretty much anything considered a zany hijink (think Who Framed Roger Rabbit?). He also operates on a bit of a Jekyll & Hyde complex.
Last but not least is Noah Walker, sometimes called ReveNate. Heās a malevolent ghost (a banshee, to be specific. I nay humble opinion, at least)Ā from Random Encounterās Phasmophobia The Musical. (IĀ actually wrote a story about himĀ a while ago, check it out if you like.)
I think thatās all of them (aside from Nateās D&D characters, that is. I wouldāve put them on the list too, but Iām not quite sure they quality as āegosā).
Ā Hope this helps!
Jemma approached the open door of Phantomās office, knocking softly to announce herself.
She smiled brightly at the man, chuckling softly. āHow long has it been since youāve taken a break, Phantom?ā She asked. Jemma walked in, sitting lightly in the chair across from his desk.
(Responses will come from my RP account, Jemma-rose-loves)
Phantom sighed softly, peering up from his papers and over his glasses to look at Jemma. ā..Hm?ā He cocked an eyebrow, taking off his reading glasses to see her clearly.
āIf you must know, itās been far too long..ā He chuckled and shook his head. āBut why, darling? Why does it concern you if a demon such as my self rests often enough? Iād hope youād be more concerned with your own safety, itās dangerous to even be in a room with me donāt you know?ā He said, leaning back in his velvet throne like chair, his back popping softly.
Jemma hummed softly. āBecause everyone deserves a break every now and then.ā She laughed. āMy safety? That doesnāt concern me. Iāve stopped worrying about it a while ago. Are you trying to send me away?ā Jemma pouted.
She winced at the pops. āAnd anyway, if you arenāt going to at least rest your eyes, take some time to fix your posture. Demon may be, youāve still got bones and muscle like the rest of us.ā
āYou should care more about yourself.. and nono, of course not..ā He chuckled softly as he stood. āI suppose your right, my back is aching⦠But what would i do, if not work?ā He walked around his desk, leaning on the front end of it as he watched the girl.
āDid you have something in mind, hm?ā
Jemma approached the open door of Phantomās office, knocking softly to announce herself.
She smiled brightly at the man, chuckling softly. āHow long has it been since youāve taken a break, Phantom?ā She asked. Jemma walked in, sitting lightly in the chair across from his desk.
(Responses will come from my RP account, Jemma-rose-loves)
Phantom sighed softly, peering up from his papers and over his glasses to look at Jemma. ā..Hm?ā He cocked an eyebrow, taking off his reading glasses to see her clearly.
āIf you must know, itās been far too long..ā He chuckled and shook his head. āBut why, darling? Why does it concern you if a demon such as my self rests often enough? Iād hope youād be more concerned with your own safety, itās dangerous to even be in a room with me donāt you know?ā He said, leaning back in his velvet throne like chair, his back popping softly.
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ALSO HEY!! my ask box is open rn to phantom and mare so u can ask them anything!!!! pls do!!
iām writing headcanons for Mare and Phantom,,, but rlly in depth ones,,, like i even made a whole ass species of demon for them, which iām also working on