ta reine

i guess we are meant to be friends

Weird to see and feel all my friendships slowly fade. I know a phone goes both ways, and effort is meant to be made, but when all my effort is made and I am shown nothing in return then I don’t really feel like reaching out. I mean, we are all on our phones half the time, it won’t kill you to respond to my message. Also, yeah, it hurts to always be the one to reach out because it’s like I’m only here when I show myself, otherwise I’m not a thought in your mind. I have to remind myself though that we are all adulting right now so people are focused on themselves, bettering themselves, and I know that requires isolation, but damn

I’m surrounded by everything that once brought me happiness but now it feels fake