Dreamer

INDEPENDENT CANON DIVERGENT H.ELAENA T.ARGARYEN FROM ASOIAF & HBO'S H.OTD

The  only  thing  that  kept  him  was  his  sister.  He  couldn't  trust  the  Greens  with  Violet's  life,  much  to  his  weariness. Especially  Aegon,  who  was  trying  to  convince  them  to  use  both  of  their  dragons  against  the  Blacks.  And  his  refusal  left  him  demoted  to  this,  a  babysitter.  His  mouth  twisted  slightly  for  a  few  seconds  before  going  flat. Breathing  out  impatiently,  he  wanted  to  go  back  to  his  chambers.  He  returned  his  attention  reluctantly  to  Helaena,  seeing  her  bent  down  urging  a  beetle  to  go  in  a  box.  She  couldn't  get  any  odder,  he  thought.  "Why  don't  you  leave  if  you  are  unhappy?"

Helaena sighed softly. "I cannot leave. I am the Queen. My mother tells me that it is my duty to stay." She frowned. "Aemond tells me it is my duty to fight with Dreamfyre and Aegon tells me it is my duty to tend to his needs. Everyone wants something from me. All I want is to be with my bugs and my children. I wish I could go. I cannot." Her head shakes.

"You do not wish to be here." She said when she stands. "I understand. You are not the first guard to be board of me." She said softly. "It is why I am alone most of the time." Helaena eyes Anakin.

"I know more than most. People just never listen."

Look how beautiful you are. It's unbelievable.

If you do, I'll leave you.

Do you love me? Is that all?

When do I see you next?

I have to tell you something but you won't like it.

You shouldn't do that.

I've made up my mind.

You'll regret it your whole life.

You should hold on to it.

I thought we were going to meet this week.

Did you go out every night?

Why do you go to those parties rather than see me?

I don't want to become too dependent.

You know how tough it is to sleep without you?

I can't live without you.

Why do you never believe me?

Don't be jealous. It's ridiculous.

I spend my life waiting for you.

You don't give a shit.

Why do you want to fight?

I was so happy to see you and you spoil everything!

Pull yourself together. Stop moping.

I told you I was happy.

I'm allowed to be sad sometimes.

All [name] does is make you cry.

You were full of life before you met [name].

Don't get worked up over someone who doesn't care about you.

I thought I'd never see you again.

You disappeared again. You could have called.

You don't deserve it.

You won't get off this easily!

Let's make the most of our youth.

I can't trust you. I don't want you to go.

What will I do without you?

You have to live your life as well.

I'll never get bored.

I'm going to do something good, to work, to learn… to become a real person.

I mean nothing to you?

You're everything to me.

When you say that, it really makes me want to leave you.

I'm sick of your tears.

You drive me crazy. Say it again and it's really over!

It's not the end of the world.

Hearing you without touching you is hard enough, but your tears and reproaches break my heart.

Each time we speak I feel so awful afterwards, and I imagine it's the same for you.

My long silences annoy you.

How can I tell you about my trip if each detail hurts and you take everything as an insult?

I love you with all my soul and this love is the most precious thing I have.

Every day I feel further from my life in [name place] from the people I knew.

I'm lost in search of a possibly utopian peace.

You follow me wherever I go. I look for you while kissing others.

I think I love you, but I want you to disappear.

I don't want to mean anything to you.

It's a reason to live. Isn't that enormous?

The problem is you seem to take light for granted.

Places affect me and I need to get a hold on them.

I feel like I understand their language.

It's the only thing I could move mountains for.

Solitude isn't weighing me down for once. The clouds seem to be parting.

What do you want to do?

I'm making up for lost time.

You never talk about yourself.

I don't want to bore you with my stuff.

It's the last thing I want to think about with you.

I feel no nostalgia. Only the future counts.

These past years, up until we met, were nothing, a void.

You shouldn't reason like that.

Life is never what you expect.

Your fantasy version of the world is doomed to failure.

It's up to you to create one that's deeper, more… real. That's how you become yourself.

I don't care. I can't stand it any more.

I didn't come for you.

In [name place] I never felt like I fitted in. It depresses me here.

What did you think I'd become?

Have you been together long?

I love [him/her/them] as much as I loved you, but differently.

Our relationship changed me. It gave me strength.

Sorry I hurt you so much. You wanted to stay free.

It seems so far away now. It was another person, another life.

Are you seeing anyone?

It hurts to hear you say that. You can't imagine.

I didn't mean to hurt you. I was just talking…

You have time. You're young enough.

I'm so lucky I found you.

You're the light of my life.

Thank you for staying for me.

Why are you here?

Maybe I won't be strong enough.

I don't understand you.

I don't even want to discuss it.

I see you still have a monopoly on sensitivity.

We have no common taste. But we agree on the essential.

It doesn't stop me from loving you.

I'll always love you and never know why.

As if I wanted to leave… It's your fault if you leave.

I thought about you all week. I just want to be with you.

what about after? What happens then?

How could we have stayed apart so long?

You left me. Did you forget?

I never stopped loving you. Not for a minute, not for a second.

I have you inside me like a disease.

We'd have to have rebuilt it, rewire everything, break the screed. We don't have time.

My heart is still as pure. But you're unfaithful.

I'm so happy to see you again.

Don't start crying.

I want to live with you.

When will you be back?

I'm alive again.

I dreamt about you while in bed with someone else.

How can I stop thinking about it?

I'm leaving you because it's too late or too soon to start again.

You're far from me and I'm already in enough pain.

I don't know how to love you with this love I can't control.

The ties that bind us are stronger than time.

INDEPENDENT CANON DIVERGENT H.ELAENA T.ARGARYEN FROM ASOIAF & HBO'S H.OTD

"Yes, of course you." Rigby did not care for the wants of anyone else, not even himself. He agreed that it was not great timing, even more so now that everyone in the Red Keep watched them with sharp eyes. "I will do everything to keep you and your little ones safe." He had vowed it many times, but now there were more. "I will find a way to get some remedies for that. Back home we had mint tea to help."

He offered a halfhearted smile, "I trust your visions." Every thought she'd had was written down by the Embers. Her words had meaning. "Him? They're a son? Does he look happy?" His eyes met hers. "You do not have to feel guilty, your grace." He said. "Love." Rigby repeated with a small nod. "So you do not regret it.."

"It's kind of you to ask." She tells him. "I appreciate you and your family taking care of the them while I am not able to.” She said biting her lip. “You have. I want you to know that ever since you and your family came into my life I have felt protected.” She nodded. “There is mint in the garden. Perhaps when I allowed out next I can gather some.”

“You were the first person to trust them. Everyone else thinks I am odd.” Helaena admitted. “I believe so yes.” She stepped forward, reaching her hand out to pull his towards her stomach. “Here.” She smiled pressing his hand to a spot where she felt what she thought to be a foot. “He is quite active, and the first time felt a kick was when someone was playing music.” Her eyes met his. “Perhaps he will take after you. I do hope he does, I want him to take your family name. They will give him the name Waters here, but I refuse it.”