Sadie

It’s been too long, little bug! I hope you’ve been okay. I am in LA of course I am, I don’t go anywhere. Bold of you to assume I have a life, you cutie. What are you doing in LA?

I’ve been okay just a lot of work going on so I’m finally getting some down time. I call bull on that you must have some stuff going on, I feel like you try to make me think you don’t have things going on so that I’ll come spend time with you more, or to keep me innocent or something I’m not sure which, maybe it’s a blend of both. I just felt like I was missing out in New York recently everyone I love is in LA most the time and I felt like I was unintentionally isolating myself, that and I wanted to get to go to the beach more often and not be freezing when doing so.

Okay its been far too long and I miss you, and I probably should have told you im in LA at the moment. Which knowing my luck means youre probably somewhere else entirely just because the universe seems to love keeping us apart for some reason.

Maybe not a pro, but you’ll love it and you’ll enjoy it, it’s much more fun sucking with friends who’ll cover for you and make sure you don’t get killed. Mocktails and scary movies, and before that, my birthday! Please do, I may be going to Chicago next week, but we can totally figure something out.

Does this mean you would be introducing me to your streaming friends if I got involved or is it just you that would be covering and saving my ass in these gaming situation. I know oh my God your birthday is getting so close now. Do you have anything planned or do you want to plan anything because we can totally get on this there is time to make it amazing. Unless you're staying out there for your birthday. What you heading out for.

Noni: As if I could find a single non-lovely thing to say about you.

Noni: I'm glad you love it, you deserve every word. I hope you're having a great time.

Sadie: You know you are far too kind I adore you to the heavens and back, I don't there is anyone I look up to more.

Sadie: You're amazing, I had a really good time just staying in LA for a bit now.

Hunter: Ooohhh, okay. She's international. ~ A beauty in every country. ~ Did you have fun?

Hunter: That makes you my favorite kind of people but I hope you knew that already. It kinda is, yeah. He did something pretty awful in the past to her current boy friend so there's bad blood/tension between them and z doesn't really trust him much because of it. It's awkward to say the least. But we're all adults and z is my platonic soulmate so of course we're just trying our best to see our way through things.

Hunter: I'm sorry. I know everyone gets sick of me insulting myself so I'm just gonna be quiet this time. :x

Hunter: It's a lot of fun but now back to work! Milan then berlin then...who the fuck knows at this point, I'm just going with it now. Hahaha.

Sadie: Ha that's one way of putting it, it was a lot of fun but i'm glad tol be back in the states and to chill for a bit.

Sadie: You're my fav too Hunter which you should know by now too you're amazing. Oh ouch i'm assuming he's grown since then but the fact it happened is still a sore topic no matter what. It might take time but if they see things are different maybe it will be okay.

Sadie: I just wish you would see yourself like we see you I'm more mad knowing you actually feel that way about yourself then the fack you express it.

Nat where are you at the moment I know it's barely been a week but I already miss you. Plus I'm still debating whether to head back to New York or stay in LA a bit longer.

Imy: Hey there Darling. I haven't heard from you in a bit, so I figured I'd check in. How have you been? What have you been doing?

Noni: Morning reminder that I love you and am incredibly proud of you :) And that portrait picture is absolutely stunning

Sadie: Youre an angel you know. I adore you. I can't believe how lovely what you wrote was.

I’m not so great with surprises? I always feel like I expect them and then don’t get one, but then there’s times where I don’t see it coming, and then I completely freak out because it was very unexpected. Tv I can at least control that. I like doing puzzles, at least. He doesn’t honestly. But he watches so many weird things that they all just kinda get cobbled together after a while. Like he watches a lot of kung fu movies, and he’s able to get through a lot of them pretty quickly. He also watches a lot of these things by himself so that he can fast forward. I do! I just love physical media. I still get magazines just for funsies sometimes. Those I do recycle and don’t keep, but still. It’s fun to be able to like…hold something and consume its content. Yeah, they’re like USB attachments I think. We should do that! That would be fun, hopefully I don’t let him down.

So is there any films you was watch without checking got twists and spoilers im really intrigued by this now, is it the same for you with big twists. Because I can understand checking for deaths or bad things but if it's a film where the whole time you believe one thing and there is a big reveal that makes you want to rewatch and see how the actor chose to give hints through the first half to the twist do you spoil those for yourself too or is that one kind of surprise you embrace. He sounds like someone who really appreciates a lot of different cinema. You still get magazines I love that, even if you don't keep them. Are you the type to prefer books over ebooks so you can have the actual physical book. Well im in LA for a while so depending where you are we should get together have a chess night even if we're not great it would be a laugh.

how did the festival end up going for you, doll? i saw your dress and you looked gorgeous, of course – did you end up having a good time? and i’m always going to suggest a spa trip to someone, it’s one of the best things for relaxing. it sounds like you ended up having a good time, regardless, and as long as you’re doing what you love when you’re on vacation, that’s all that matters, right? i’m glad you’re having a good time in la – and that you’re being social; we can’t have you locking yourself away in your apartment again! i’m in paris right now; george is filming here, so we’re just staying at our apartment here. and i’m thankfully not starting work again until after the twins are born – so i’m just soaking up the time off and enjoying myself.

It was amazing and doing the Toronto festival after was so much fun I really enjoyed promoting Whale because the project has such a special place in my heart. Thank you so much, that dress was a dream to wear my stylist spent ages organising everything for that dress but it still was only finished with tailoring the day of the premiere which is insane to think about. I absolutely adored Venice though I would love to go again maybe in a non-work way. No, I totally agree we’re all different some of us want to relax others find the wildest adventurous things to do. As long as you’re doing something that makes you happy and recharges you that’s what matters on a vacation. No more locking myself in my apartment, it helps that I have a lot of my friends in LA so I’m getting myself out more and enjoying the weather too. Paris oh my gosh that sounds amazing. Are you exploring while he’s working? How’s the pregnancy going?

You’d be a total pro in no time, babe, I promise. Plus, it’s so much fun, and it’s a great way to connect with your followers and have a bit more of a special bond to them, you know? It’s so much fun. Scary movies are always a must, and I guess we can drink mocktails for six more months. I do agree we gotta go on more fun trips, for sure. Are you gonna be busy the next few months?

Oh god in a lot of ways I doubt that I will be a pro at any time soon or at all but I love the confidence you have in me it’s amazing to know you have even a slither. Wait do you mean with the twitch thing because I can tell you now I can not go live with you for a long time people will just laugh at how bad I am and I am not ready for that kind of situation just yet, lets train me up a bit before we revisit that idea please. Well the Halloween season is coming maybe we need to get some movie nights planned as a lead up. Mocktails are fine for now there are ways to make them taste good and we can dress them up with umbrellas still or some shit. I’m not doing anything at the moment but I do have some potential projects in the near future so I will keep you posted on when things change, but for now I’m free any time