Drama Lama

my gender envy has reached a whole new level. it physically hurts.

living in a dictatorship is so surreal because why are we afraid to even say the president's name? the craziest shit keeps happening. some guy got taken to court because people thought he insulted the president? the funniest part is that he was literally just speaking japanese lmao. the worst part is feeling like there's nothing you can do.

My age regression has gotten to the point where NaruSasu is the center of my life again. Happy birthday to me, I'm 12 all over again.

Man, some Hindus piss me the fuck off. No, Buddhism isn't part of your religion. We don't believe in the caste system. Everyone is equal. The gods aren't even the focus of our religion, because they're trapped in samsara just like everyone else. And no, the Buddha wasn't a god. He was an enlightened teacher that even the gods learned from. Even our understanding of rebirth is different bro. Shut uuuuuup.

There hasn’t been a single morning where death didn’t cross my mind. I keep waking up with the same feeling: I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to be here.

I keep asking myself where I came from and where I’m going. There’s a kind of pain you hide so well that even you forget where it started. Maybe losing yourself is just another way of trying to find who you are.