Nothing Was The Same

Well we've reached the end of 2023 and it's been a wild ride. So much has happened, even within the last month of when I last posted, and tbh I'm not in as good of a spot as I would like to be. I'm trying to drive the change that i've been wanting for myself, but in all reality, it's been really overwhelming for me. I just want to feel the way I was expecting to feel by making these major life changes. But instead i'm just all over the place, and I have to do it all by myself. It's rough. Hoping 2024 treats me well.

So much is happening, I’m feeling every kind of emotions and I can’t sleep. I just want things to work out in some way, even if it’s not how I’m expecting. How can things seem so good and bad at the same time? It would be nice to just not think and feel so hard. It’s a blessing and a curse!