I just wanna be a good passenger-
💥 synopsis ! メ being a pro-hero didn't mean you could always save everyone, you could only try. sometimes there are battles you will unwillingly lose and Bakugou had just lost one. he comes back home from work, his mind filled with dread and guilt gnawing at him for being unable to save everyone. all he wants and needs is you, he wants to do one thing right today.
💥 note ! メ i just finished watching arcane.. and the song "Fantastic" from the show has been stuck in my head on repeat. so i decided to write this piece inspired by the song.. listen to the song while reading for a better experience :)
warnings ; adult content/smut if you will, adult pro-hero Bakugou x fem reader.
You were in the kitchen humming to one of your favourite songs, about to get started on dinner. Your husband had texted you earlier assuring you that he will come home a bit later tonight as duty calls which meant you started cooking later than usual.
You hear the front door slam shut and you smile to yourself knowing Katsuki is finally home. You rush to the front door to greet him—his blonde hair was a mess and frankly so was he. You watched as he dropped his gear lifelessly onto the ground—hard. Harder than usual.
He was quiet, dead silent. His face more tired than usual, crimson eyes staring ahead but devoid of any emotion.
Usually when Katsuki was home he made sure you knew it, he made sure his presence was known. "I'm home" he'd grunt slamming the door and rushing to find you. But right now he didn't look like he wanted to be found.
You cocked your head at him, "Katsuki?" you asked softly, a simple call but it was more than enough to get his eyes to settle onto you. He doesn't say anything, you watch as he walks towards you with slow careful steps, and without saying a word his hands immediately pull you in for a rough kiss.
You don't move, you don't pull away, you just let him kiss you deeply gasping into his mouth as you melt into him.
When he pulls away to catch his breath, you quickly ask— "what's going on-", "I need you" he breathes out, his voice desperate, rough and shaky.
You look into his red eyes, wanting to understand but you know Bakugou doesn't want to talk right now. Clearly something happened and he needs you, he needs you to ground him. You could tell by the way his hands move shakily in circles against your hips that he needs to know you're there, that you're real.
"I'm yours all baby" you whisper and that's all he needed for his lips to crash right back onto yours.
Katsuki was usually rough, but tonight he was rougher.
It didn't seem like he meant it, his bigger hands roaming all over your body—pressing into your curves hard enough to mark. This wasn't him trying to be dominant, it was him assuring himself that you're really here, with him.
His lips crashed against yours, his tongue searching your mouth, desperately trying to get drunk off of your lips. Hands desperately roaming all over your body as his lips swallowed you whole.
You let out a gasp, gripping his broad shoulders when he started kissing his way down your throat.
"Katsuki-" you whine and you could hear him groan in response against your neck. He then pulls away and your face gently slams against his chest, your legs dangling over his arms as he carries you towards the bedroom.
He tosses you onto the bed, hovering above you as you lay there looking up at him. He notices the question in your eyes and exhales sharply, jaw tightening. “Don’t,” he mutters. “Please. I don’t wanna talk.”
He walks towards your speakers, which were now playing "Fantastic by King princess"— he desperately turns the volume up, his hands lousily slipping slightly against the buttons before turning to face you again.
Mm, you believe that I'm in pain
Help me disassociate ♫
Then, quieter, almost ashamed— “I just wanna make you feel good.”
He doesn’t wait for you to answer.
He sees that you understand, the way you look at him, he doesn't have to say a single word. You know he's carrying guilt he doesn’t know how to verbalize, you know this isn’t escapism—it’s grounding. He needs to feel real again. He needs to feel you. He needs to do something right.
Katsuki moves to the bed, his movements slower now, like the closer he gets the heavier his body feels. He's hovering over you. Your back against the headboard—the music thrums through the room, low and steady, bass vibrating beneath your skin.
When he reaches you, he doesn’t kiss you right away. Instead, he presses his forehead to yours, eyes shut tight, breath uneven against your lips.
One of his hands slides down your side, fingers curling into the fabric of your clothes, grounding himself in the warmth of you. The other braces beside your head, knuckles white.
“Just—” he exhales, voice rough. “Let me.”
You nod immediately, hands coming up to cup his face. Your thumbs brush beneath his eyes, gentle, reassuring. “Okay,” you murmur. “I’m here.”
That seems to be what breaks him.
And just like that, his mouth finds its way onto your neck again—his hands, all over you.
Your hands grasp onto his muscular arms as he sucks onto that sweet spot on your neck—he pulls away for a second to shakily remove his hero gloves with his teeth, tossing them on the floor before his warm hands made their way under your shirt.
He roams your warm flush skin before pulling your shirt above your head.
Which is then tossed on the floor— "fuckin' pretty", his hands and mouth instantly making their way towards marking your bare chest. Your breathing is heavier by the second, all Katsuki wants to do is please and God. Is he pleasing you alright.
Katsuki shifts down the bed, kissing his way down your body—movements deliberate, almost reverent. He takes his sweet time, making sure every inch of your naked skin has been properly attended to.
When he finally settles between your thighs, he looks up at you. You're breathing heavily, chest rising as you make contact with your blonde.
He doesn't cut the eye contact, his eyes looking at yours—desperate, begging—as if asking for permission. You could feel the warmth in your core amplify with the way he's looking at you right now.
You give him a subtle nod, your eyes pleading. You want him just as much—and that's all he needed.
He kisses the curve of your lower stomach, just above your waistband before he pulls it down—taking your underwear down with it and he tosses it aside without a second thought.
For a moment, he just looks at you.
Katsuki’s pupils dilate instantly, dark and blown wide as his gaze drags over you, slow and unashamed. Like he’s memorizing you. Like he’s grounding himself in the sight of you laid out beneath him. His jaw tightens, a quiet breath leaving his nose as if seeing you like this has knocked the air from his lungs.
You shift beneath his stare, a soft squirm betraying you before you can stop it. Heat curls low in your stomach, your body already reacting to the intensity of his attention. You feel exposed under his eyes—seen, and it only makes the ache between your thighs worse.
He notices.
His gaze flicks down, sharp and knowing, lingering where you’re already wet, already aching for him. The corner of his mouth twitches—not quite a smirk, but something darker. Hungrier.
“So fuckin’ responsive,” he mutters, voice low and rough, more to himself than to you.
One of his hands slides down your thigh, thumb brushing just close enough to make you gasp. He doesn’t touch you where you want him to—not yet. He just watches the way you react, the way your hips tilt up without thinking.
Like knowing he can still make you feel like this is the only thing keeping him steady.
He leans in against your thigh, kissing dangerously close to where you need him most. You groan in want as he teases you—lips and teeth exploring your inner thighs, making your core soak by the second.
"Please" you whimper—and fuck Katsuki can't take it. He loves it when you beg for him, he can't tease any longer.
I just want to be a good passenger ♫
The song swells in the background as he focuses entirely on you, like the rest of the world has narrowed to the way you sound, the way your body reacts beneath his hands. He stays close, grounded, one hand gripping your thigh like an anchor, the other smoothing up your stomach in slow, repetitive motions—as he leans in, he exhales against your aching cunt which causes you to grip his hair—whining at the teasing.
He chuckles deeply at your reaction before finally giving in, parting your thighs more deliberately, and lowers himself fully between your legs. The heat of him against your wetness makes him groan low, muffled against your skin, and you shiver, fingers tightening in his hair.
His tongue glides over you slowly at first, dragging through your folds with careful, deliberate strokes, testing, tasting. The sound of your whines, of your hips pressing into his face, draws a growl from him—rough, throaty, unrestrained. “Fuck…so wet for me,” he rasps, lifting his head just long enough to catch your eyes, pupils dark and blown wide.
He dives back in, more eager now, letting his tongue probe deeper, flicking and circling with precision. Every gasp, every trembling whine from you drives him further, like he’s trying to imprint himself on your body, trying to prove—through the way you melt under him—that he can still make you feel this good.
You grip his hair tighter, murmuring, “You’re doing good…always do…” Your words are soft, steady, grounding him as much as they ground you. And he needs that—needs to hear it—needs to know that he’s still enough, that he can still do one thing right today.
I'm feeling fantastic, I'm fucking fantastic ♫
He hums against you at that, the sound low, almost broken. His grip tightens for a second before easing again.
“Mm…yeah? You like that?” he growls, licking up the sensitive skin and pausing to let the friction of your thighs against his face drive him insane. “Tell me you like it, say my name.”
“I-I do, Katsuki…you’re amazing…” you gasp, voice shaky, nails brushing his scalp. Your reassurances hit him like a tether, pulling him back from the edge of his own guilt and self-loathing.
He hums into you, low and satisfied, tongue sliding in slow circles as he lets your moans guide him, hands pressing into your thighs to hold you steady. “Good…so good for me…” he mutters again, between licks and quiet groans, voice rough and desperate. “…so fuckin' good for me…”
Every sound you make, every tiny movement of your hips, every whispered reassurance, is like a lifeline. He buries himself into you completely, eating you out with a mixture of feral need and careful devotion, grounding himself in the one thing that makes sense tonight: you.
The guilt doesn’t disappear—you can feel it in the way he pauses, the way his breathing stutters—but each quiet reassurance seems to ease it just a little. You murmur his name, over and over, grounding him the same way he’s grounding you.
I'm feeling amazing, I'm fucking amazing ♫
Just when you thought it couldn't feel any better, he thrusts two fingers inside of you while his mouth devours your clit.
Your back arches against him in a desperate moaning plea—your grip against his hair tightening as the sound of his fingers fucking your wet cunt fill the room.
"Suki- I'm close" you stutter as he sucks on your clit, fingers thrusting in and out of your dripping folds.
"Come" he groans against your clit, sending shivers down your spine. "Come in my fuckin' mouth."
And with that—your orgasm comes crashing down. Like a wave, hitting the shore, leaving your body with a gasp.
You just have to take it (Take it)
If you want someone crazy like me, babe ♫
Katsuki doesn't stop devouring you until your body stops shaking.
When your climax fully washes over you, he pulls his fingers out of you—earning a whiny sigh from you at the loss. He pulls his mouth away—but not before placing one sloppy kiss on your swollen, overstimulated clit causing your hips to buck slightly.
He doesn’t move to get up right away.
He stays there rested between your thighs. Laying his head against your thigh—he looks up at you. You're both breathing hard, your face flushed red, the afterglow of your orgasm filling your cheeks. His face wet with a mixture of his spit along with your juices.
Eventually, he wipes his face on his sleeve as he climbs back up beside you, heavy and warm, collapsing into your arms like he’s run out of fight entirely. His head finds your chest, one arm slung over your waist, possessive even in exhaustion.
You run your fingers through his hair, slow and rhythmic. His breathing evens out gradually, tension bleeding from his shoulders with every pass of your hand.
His lips press against your collarbone, and he exhales softly, a long shuddering breath that carries everything he’s been holding in all day. For a moment, he doesn’t speak—doesn’t move—just clings to you. You let him, holding him tightly, letting your warmth reassure him wordlessly.
You trace small circles on his back, feeling the tension melt with every pass of your fingers. Occasionally, his hand twitches against your waist, almost like he’s trying to memorize the feel of you, to imprint your presence into himself.
“…Stay,” he mutters sleepily, voice barely there.
“I’m not going anywhere,” you promise.
You lay like that for a while.
The music on repeat in the background—his head on your chest as you softly run your hands through his hair and trace circles on his back.
Eventually his breathing evens completely, slow and heavy, eyelids fluttering before closing fully. One last small sigh escapes him—a release, a surrender—and then he’s asleep, completely surrendered and trusting.
"I'm so proud of you" you whisper, placing a soft kiss against his forehead.
He murmurs something incoherent in his sleep, face nuzzled against you, and you can’t help the small, fond smile that tugs at your lips. In this moment, the world outside doesn’t exist. There’s just him, just you and the song playing in the background.
And I'm thinking of you
When I'm up here higher- ♫
long time no see, i haven't been dead just my motivation was gone for a while <3