A Dragon’s Life

I put my self in situations where I always en up hurt. Why is that?

Outside today getting money. Delivering food and smoking... today is chill for me.

Okay so today has to be a new day for me. I can’t be held on him. I need to be good for myself... so her is to getting up out of bed and doing shit...

Living with a sister who has emotions out of control is a plus to my life. I didn’t put her food in the microwave after getting my food heated up. I’m sorry. Well I’ve been told I say that a lot. I forgot to put it.

Reading my journal entries I did at the beginning of this month got me sorting things out. I am bad at communicating. That is somthing I lack in strongly. I suppress my feelings and wait until the last moment. I don’t share them. I just bury them and make them more dense until they can’t float. I hate it. I was always told not just stuff them down. But yet I still do. I’m learning. Figuring things out everyday. The things I always keep deep down come up in more ways that is not healthy and good for my life. I will change myself and get stronger starting by taking this step. First things first is how I should be getting started.