there is something i need you to know.
not an eating disorder or self-harm blog. iām serious.
this blog used to be an eating disorder blog. it is no longer so, but many posts remain up.Ā i no longer post about active eating disorders, and i never will again. i no longer have an active eating disorder and there is no need to. even with its past, this blog never contained and never will contain graphic images depicting sick bodies. the past is the past, and i can promise not to let it repeat. nonetheless, please proceed with caution.
if your blog actively posts graphic descriptions or depictions of eating disorders or self-harm, please keep your distance. i never want to be on the same road as you ever again.
that being said, i do want to clarify: i do not contribute to the growth of disordered eating and deliberate self injury as expressions of distress. do not harm yourself. do not fucking harm yourself. it is not fun. it is not pretty. it is addictive and deadly.
this is not a cry for help.
this blog is an intentionally ominous piece of media full of vague-vents and strange, over-complicated language. this is all done intentionally to paint the best picture i can of what a lifetime of sickness leaves behind in the mind of an unwell child who became an unwell adult.
i am already receiving help. i will survive, i promise.


















