amati.

I have died every day waiting for you...

Why am I aliiiiivveeeee?????????????

It's so easy and beautiful to get lost in destructive thoughts.

So many times my biggest wish was just to disappear because this life really isn't made for me. And I mean it honestly. It's not for me. So I ask god to just let me disappear, like I was never here and no one ever knew me. I love this imagination and for one moment I feel free. I'm so done with myself in this world.

Right now I just wanna die, without anyone being sad about it.

Man ist wie paralysiert, weil man zu viel analysiert.

Do you know that feeling when your heart is about to close?

Mi viene il vomito che tu non mi capisci

Drowning in my own tears.