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@dotlightful
dot; 20 | side blog to @dotalicious
my most lurkful dotlings will be rewarded access to my vents and other things
made so i’d stop spamming my main blog with non fics (not very effective)
hikarii was first to find this
unless something is really triggering, i probably will not tw anything you are warned
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it has been a bit since ive vented bc this acc is . locked away on my other gmail LOL i may have to switch it over but like
why am i getting such a sense of dread over tumblr? i feel like everyone hates me…
i genuinely want a boyfriend so bad like i want to feel the rough hands of a boy in mine feel a hug from behind hear his voice rumble in my ear see the way his nose scrunches when i say something silly have him kiss the crown of my head like. i want a romantic pursuit now PLEASE!
i like boys so much like the way people like puppies too bad they are evil
Hi dot!!! I saw your post about your blog getting a mature tag, and Idk why but all of a sudden almost every single blog that I follow has a mature tag. I think it's a new Tumblr thing update that's literally putting a mature tag on almost every single blog (there's even a blog about Pinterest that I follow that got a mature tag on wth!!!)
Like... some of them are literally not 18+ content and they still get tagged mature!?!?
Like WTF Tumblr???
(there used to be a blog that rights some juicy bomb ass bakugou fics man that also got this mature tag and recently got taken down for some reason 😭😭🥲)
Sooo yeah!!!
Drink your water, eat the sun, and let your soul breathe in the soft, golden stillness of 5:00 PM light. You are a garden in progress, be patient with your blooming and gentle with your rest. Fuel your body like you’re nourishing a masterpiece and remember that you deserve to feel as vibrant as the stars look. Stay soft, stay hydrated, and keep chasing the version of you that feels like coming home.
LOVE YOU DOT💞💞💞
aw thank you dear WAHHH
i recently just appealed again so lets see what the hell is gonna go one....
do u guys think my mature tag is bc im in a state where access to porn nerds to be id verrified or thats too crazy a theory
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why does my mom hate me
I HATE MY MOM SO BAD
ARGHHHHHHH
I HATE MY MOM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I HATE MY MOM
u ever feel like ur lvl 5 woke while someone else is lvl 3 woke or am i just crazy
i really am jealous of people who have a good relationship with their mom bc its so hard to tell yourself youre not the problem and that theres just somethjng psychological wrong with her yet try to see her sidr of things knwoing she will never give you the same grace like what is so fundamentally wrong with me that i deserve to have a mother who genuinely hates me. like what did i do
why is tumblr so stressful
shudders
theres too much negativity in the air
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if my next fic doesn’t do well i will assume my engagement has been killed by Big Shadowban and if tumblr doesn’t accept my appeal to unmark my blog as mature i might just have to make a new account 😞 so sad!! i liked having a lot of followers… i think for a new account i should start fresh with taglists and mutuals just in case anyone has been wanting to opt out (i have this fear everyone hates me) but i am sad that the badges maki bought me will be gone if i make this change…
i dunno… i also dont know how i should repost my fics… like with the typical tags? is that clogging up tags if i reupload things?
when i was younger (teenager) i used to take the bdsm test and when that question of like “would you give up your life to be a 24/7 sex slave to someone else” came up i’d be like omg no i wanna be independent i can’t just leave all my decisions up to somebody else! but now with every passing year into adulthood i’m like. what if i never had to Decide again and could be a Living Doll
am i suppose to answer asks if i’m on hiatus
i dont feel ready to write but i miss dotlings already
how to hiatus
tumblr make me feel miserable but i don’t actually have much to do other than video games and homework and friends .
to my dutiful 8 dotlings on this sideblog
because of the way i handle things in all aspects of life, i let writing and blog life affect me and my mental health bc im a perfectionist and Crazy
i am going on hiatus... but in truth, i haven't really liked writing since january... maybe even before that
i never planned to be popular and i definitely wasn't prepared for some parts of it
if i feel really inspired, i may write under a different name but there are more things in life to indulge in and i am just out of ideas
could be long hiatus could be short
goodbye...
also i deleted tumblr on my phone so if you want to text me errrm ask for my discord and ill get to it eventually... (mutuals)
im feeling really insercure about my writing 😞 i hate having a lot of followers sometimes bc i feel like it creates an expectation from me to write a certain quality in order to get notes and then i feel like people have an expectation that i write a certain style and
😞 i know its just a hobby i just feel bad… i was excited about this story but 😞
should i keep. writing it? does anyone car… should i just delete tumblr….
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ive been holding it in but i feel very lonely on tumblr to the point that it acts as a deterrent to writing… not that anyone is mean to me but i don’t have that many collaborative mutuals? like no one really comes to me to just talk about writing and idk if im just too nd to understand or if its the way i present myself… is it because of the way where i don’t speak unless spoken to? why does no one wanna be my friend?
and whenbit comes to dotlings and anons it’s a bit stranger bc it feels like people put me on this pedestal and therefore are scared of talking to me naturally… 😞
to touch on the deterrent to writing, it’s like… i get a lot of interaction AFTER i post a fic… so in my mind im like oh i have to write to get friends… and then i get stressed out when i dont get a lot of interaction and i feel a pressure to write and… explodes… i wanna be chill about it but im mentally ill….
😞 my chud life i wish i didnt care so much…
of course im thankful for yall here tho… my frens…
lowkey im washed st this writing thing
i reblogged this on the wrong acc that was embarrassing now my bent has less oomph……
LOL BUT ARGH I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP AND EVERYONE FORGETTING ME WAHHHHH