Stephen couldnât help the sympathetic smile that spread across his face at the sight of Doyle looking so frustrated. There were bigger threats ahead of them now than the Hellstroms and his throne, but he wasnât sure that he wanted to put that on the younger boyâs plate right now.
He could conjure a memory spell and attempt to restore Doyleâs consciousness, but it was risky and not something he could do alone. And he didnât have enough memories alone with Doyle yet to share his own mind like heâd done with Clea.Â
It was conflicting, having memories from both Battleworld and their prior reality at battle in his head, and he had to remind himself that this oddly paternal protectiveness he felt for the boy wasnât real. Not in his reality, at least. And yet he still felt the urge to stand up and pull Doyle into a hug, to try and reassure him that he would be ready when the time came to claim his birthright.Â
Swallowing, he shrugged at Doyleâs response. âIâm gonna go with the honest one, if thatâs alright with you. You can always be honest with me.â
looking up at the other, doyle shrugged as well, eyes watery with unshed tears. he wasnât going to cry in front of strange, no way.
but god was it hard not to.
âiâm not - i donât ââ â he stuttered, swiping a hand across his face in a feeble attempt to wipe away any stray moisture, snot, whatever. it didnât matter;Â he was not crying.
â - iâm not ready,â he finally admitted, voice small.
why was it all up to him? the weight of the world seemed to be on his shoulders, and doyle was not particularly well versed in being able to handle it. magic was one thing. his skills were quickly growing and improving, he was learning more each and every day.
his confidence, however, was lower than ever.
âwhat if i canât do it? what if weâre better off with the hellstroms in charge? iâm not a king, baron, whatever. iâm just some stupid kid, born into a stupid family, stuck in this stupid place ââ stupid, stupid, stupid!â he kicked at the table leg in frustration, the chair beside him scooting across the floor a few feet as he stumbled back into it.