yea its a yugioh url

i want 2 die but i feel guilty for feeling that way because i think about what i would be putting my friends and family through after im long gone

also sorry 2 anyone who still follows my blog, i only come on here to vent because my other social media has people who will actually ask me about my problems and try to make me feel better and idk.. i just dont wanna talk to anybody and i dont want people i know irl to know that side of me i guess

tbh most of the time im having fun living my life and having a good ol time, and then i remember the thing and im literally so afraid that thinking about killing myself seems comforting

((love it when my body aches from beating on myself to the point of keeping me awake))