nasty

okay. im going in chronological order of my discoveries for the most part + adding headers for some organization, so sorry if this jumps around a lot. i wish tumblr let u add more pics to a post so this wouldn't be so all over the place...

new accounts:

one of the main strategies i used to find new content was going through the list of people following or followed by str. the first discovery i made was strs myspace account, which i found through looking through jin's myspace account...

https://myspace.com/999q (it won't let me make a pretty link for this)

(also im sorry i won't be censoring jin's last name anymore because i won't in my archive since it is everywhere and y'all probably know it anyway. obv don't do anything with it)

there is nothing interesting on this account (myspace was barely preserved, unfortunately. if anyone knows how to recover stuff, i would really appreciate it!). but i did find something interesting linked on his profile:

there was a page for hurra!! and thankfully it was archived!

don't know why he was lying about his age but he was LOL. (also i don't think south amboy is really a doxx.. he has said this (at least indirectly) on stream)

another instance of str using his last name :(.. + remember the kissing boys incident? even more proof that it was (somewhat) a freudian slip. because his aim would be a direct way for us to find out he was kissing boys lol

this made me sad :( a lot of his friends didn't even care about his gay little comic... :( thinking again about him saying that jin was his only friend..... :((((((

miscellaneous comments:

i found some new stuff looking through forum posts choob made, including this one. which is just silly to me. it's a bummer that he deleted all his journal posts on previous accounts bc he loved to yap ;(

boyfriend :(

more miscellany from choob's forum posts:

:( cute.. choob going on his religious society rants and jin being like :3 liar liar u love me so much!! :( cute

sigh... :( there will be more of this in my next posts but.. makes me so sad. it's so fucked up going thru these old posts knowing he's still in the closet literally twenty years after this... :(

im wondering how much german choob actually knew, or if this was just a bluff :P

choob username lore :).... female form.. ughhhhhh

now, here's a big one. i posted this previously (i think) but it's still........ arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

there's just. so so much. like, from jins bl reading + watching, i always assumed choob would be into it too, but we didn't have direct proof of it.. and then here's str being like yea i love yaoi but there needs to be more graphic porn! "being very gay" .... AUGHHHHH

much in this post!! so he has his friend keep his bl for him.. likely so mommy wouldn't find out :P but also she probably knew about jin, so... but it seems like the stuff he owned was pretty smutty lolol. also i love the implication that he's dropping out of school to pursue a career in table tennis LOL. i guess his real life career of playing video games on the internet sounds just as unattainable though lol

i wonder how much time he spent at hot topic :)

dad lore.. (the journal post is from freakresponse, which, as u can see, is one of his closest da friends + irl).. i love how genuine he's being here :(

i don't think i included this in previous posts since it wasn't relevant, but jin's sister died :( and it's really sweet and sad seeing choob call her his sister too... really emphasizes how close they were :( makes me so sad that his parents weren't supporting him then... ugh (more of this to come later as well!)

"go draw some sexually confused teens" is a great line

"i'm jealous of people, very" + using that jealousy as motivation to win.. :))))) im thinking about kim.. :)) and how weird he can get about monica lately. thinking thinking thinking...

:( he's the baby...

so depressed :(... :))))))) "i dont really want to be alive" ohghhh my beloved little emo boy :( cute. he gets so personal in this person's comments (same person as freakresponse + black-maple-path iirc) so they must have been really close.. :))

there are many instances of this that im leaving out, but he's such a bitch :D hehe. he's barely changed :P

another rword

just him being cute :3

other stuff:

i don't know why i never looked at this closely when i was first going through choob's account, but... this is in his favorites.

the most horrible thing about this is that it literally looks like. j and choob :( when they first met..... ughhhhhhhhhhh....... as if we needed more proof that he was strs type :agony: ....