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𝐀𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐞:

𝐒𝐡𝐞/𝐡𝐞𝐫

𝐁𝐫𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧

𝐁𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥, 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧

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𝐖𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐭, 𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐭, 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐧𝐨/𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲, 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐦 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠/𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲

𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞𝐧, 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐫𝐲

𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬, 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐱

𝐈'𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝟏𝟎𝟎% 𝐟𝐥𝐮𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡, 𝐬𝐨 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐛𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭

So another post about the 32 year old woman i´m seeing cuz i think i reached flow state lol

Last post i said i enjoyed eating pussy more than i enjoy sucking dick and maybe i gave the impression that i´ve been having good sex. Well... physically I am but not emotionally or psychologically.

The thing is: i have a complicated relationship with my body, i think that what I´m doing is not making her horny or wet like me, I keep thinking I should do more, I think about my smell or taste, and when we start making out, all these thoughts just take control and i can´t relax

And...maybe we´re just not compatible enough cuz i want someone that will make my mind shut up, is that possible? did you, reader, ever been with someone that made you feel like this?

Other thing that can´t make me relax is that i´m always thinking just about her pleasure, about things that i can do to get to be as turned on as i am but the thing is that i get turned on so easily ( really, she pinch my nipples for 3 minutes and i am dripping wet) BUT i´m an insecured 19 old girl who started having sex last month am i supposed to know everything? or even how to get someone so experienced turned on quickly? my mind say yes

For me lately sex is not being completely enjoyable and i don´t know what to do

SO in the last post i said that i´ve been with this 32 woman for about 2 months but i didn´t mention she is the first person that i keep being in a situationship for that long or that she´s the first woman i had sex with or just sex in general, the men i´ve been with were just so disappointing i can´t even consider

anyway, my point is that omg making out with another woman is just so mind blowing lol let me be cringe okay? until last month i haven´t even touched boobs before!!!

Everything is just soooooooo good and it made me realise something: everytime i would go down on a man it was just because i new he would enjoy and the feeling of making someone feel good is validating BUT sucking dick is so stressful LOL i´ve never enjoyed doing it like the task itself.

hii, it´s been so long since my last post but i´m still alive, okay? alive and still not okay in the head.

I´ve been in a situationship with this 32 old woman for about 2 months and it´s making me discover things about me that i only suspected. For exemple how desperate for love that i am.

What i mean is that i want someone to love me deeply, to be obsessed with me, to crave me, desire me. I don´t think i wanna have someone at my mercy or to be cruel or anything like that, i just need this type of obsessive love, this connection, i wanna feel totally safe to be myself and i want the other person to still love me.

It´s foolish and naive to want this and maybe abit sick, even, but that´s just me speaking what i feel and i´m also not projecting this on this woman or pressuring her, it is just something that i´ve come into realising about myself

Like, i look around and i see everyone seeing people and talking about someone they fucked or about a partner and just stand there like 🧍‍♀️