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YOU - "Stop being a b--"

REACTION SPEED [Challenging: Success] - Wait a minute.

DRAMA - Sire, the word you're about to use is historically feminine! Applying it to your transgender child is tantamount to misgendering him.

1. [Suggestion - Legendary 14] Think of a masculine equivalent to "bitch."

This is so STUPID. Why am I suddenly so scared of getting hurt??? I have a new crush and it feels like it could be something real but I'm now suddenly scared of a million and one things. For context we've only been talking so we don't know names, faces, and voices. So I'm scared that

What if I'm not attracted to him and I lose the crush

What if I am attracted to him but he's not attracted to me?

What if he doesn't even like me now and I'm being delusional

What if he does like me but gets scared off because of his issues

What if we both like each other and are attracted to each other but he simply does not want a long distance relationship

That last one is my main one. Because like there's this fear in me that he's actually really hot which means that despite his anxiety and constant avoidance of acting on people hitting on him, he can still get laid, and he currently is a sexual guy. And while I know I can give him the world and I'm a catch, what if the world's not enough for him if it's a little too inconvenient? God I just want this to work out. I haven't been this scared before. I'm so worried and I'm so anxious. Please god please I want him to like me back. I haven't felt this way since fucking freshman year or something. For a long time I've just kind of known if someone likes me or not.