self fulfilled prophecy

i just really miss my best friend

since they got a significant other we just really grew apart and i know things happen and it’s not completely their fault and im probably just as guilty but it hurts and i miss them but im just tired of reaching out with little or no response. i guess it really doesn’t help that im not a huge fan of their significant other and many of their close friends aren’t a fan of me. 

but i dont know im just sad and i miss them i miss watching bridesmaids and crying and drinking wine and cuddling with their animals i just miss them 

sometimes i just want to call them but i dont even have their number anymore

i dont know 

hey hi hello i used to do more life update type things on here so here i am

i’ve had this blog for over 5 years

which is wild

this fall i started attending college and life became a lot

by a lot, i mean both good and bad

i made incredible friendships, fell in love (yeah that’s right folks sarah is in a healthy happy non-abusive relationship? biggest plot twist of 2016, i know), was incredibly drained physically and mentally by mental and physical illness, got hired at two amazing places, and made some cool art

with that, running my blog wasn’t a main priority. as much fun as reblogging pretty pictures and making color schemes is, i was overcome with the mess that going to art school is. 

am i back to running this blog?

eh? who knows?

if ya think i’m cool and want to hear more about me im on twitter and instagram almost constantly (ig @oh.sarah.lynn and twitter is @ohsleepysarah) 

thats all

thanks for being cool