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t shirt that says “i used to be worse”

To abandon the dream is a brokenness that I cannot put into words. It lingers and feels as death. I am no longer whole because I have to bury that which was, for so long, a part of me. To bury it ripped at my soul and I felt, in that moment, that I would cease to exist. There was no getting up. No resurrection. I quietly waited for my heart to stop beating. What is a world in which that I cannot love? ~ B.T.

Men who can pick you up and fuck you are very very important

Obedient to you like a dog, like a hound, like something with teeth, teeth that you will never feel, teeth that were made to protect you, not to harm you. Subservient like a knight, like a guard, like someone who dreams of dying if it’s for you. Docile with blood in my mouth, on my hands, open to your kiss, holding you gentle and close, because this is not your blood, and it never will be, because I will keep you safe, because I am capable of great harm but not against you. Never, ever against you.