Dollie 🥛

It scares me, just a bit, but I know I will be more at peace. I will be able to finally live how I want, eat how I want, decorate the space how I want. Nobody will annoy me on purpose and then act offended that Im not talking to them for the rest of the day. I won't have to get dressed just to stay in home all day, just be naked and comfortable. Nobody will bring useless and ugly stuff in and then store it in my room, because "guest don't come to my room". Can't. Wait.

I try my best to get closer to any boy Im interested in, but failed miserably so many times. Most of them turned out to have girlfriends, one was just playing with my feelings and one turned out to be gay. Im so desperate I feel like a whore, but Im geniuenly just lonely. Everybody keeps telling me I'll get a boyfriend in uni, but maybe it's something wrong with me that I don't know of.

It was so hot, but at least I looked pretty, even with slightly messy hair.

Last week in dorm is killing me.