⌞ i am the ball-jointed director of unstable universe.⌝

hello, my name is wifies, or the director. i use he/it/doll/snow pronouns, and i am apart of a system. i am both a ball jointed doll and a snow leopard kemonomimi. you may also call me doll.

i belong to my dearest king. aka, property of parrot.

current links : prns.cc (also includes boundaries a little bit)

i will block "doubles" or generally people that believe they are the same as me, yes i hate you.

i am always happy to receive asks/questions, but do be warned, i have very low social drive and skill. i am not good at expressing myself sometimes, but i can be silly(?) maybe.

i am not a paraphile, but i do feel fascination towards paraphilias, so feel free to ask my opinion on them. i am a contact stanceless doll, and id prefer not to be involved in discourse about that, as itd be a waste of my precious time.

i consider myself to be pan-disordered, but my autism, szpd and aspd affect me the most. that being said, please do not use tone tags on me, i understand tone well enough and i do not like them.

anywho, thank you for reading, if you did, that is. the director is very pleased to meet you.

anyway, my birthday is coming up soon, and its making me increasingly more agitated. me, as an alter, does not have an age. i am ageless. but the body i reside in at the moment does, and it makes me feel. . . upset? angry? ive been having a lot of mental health problems lately and i assume that its because of my fear of growing older.

im not really sure how to describe it actually. its not a fear, more of. . . the purest form of disgust and hatred that one can have in their soul. mhm. . . the idea of getting older disgusts me. the only way a doll like me technically can get 'old' would be to simply rot away on a shelf covered in dust, or being left outside to become a new host of mold and disease. either of those im fine with, actually.

meow. animal jam den decorating. oops all green.

I want it

hi hi, meow, you can have it! its called kindergarten by geronimo font studios iirc, its on da-font (/ =ω=)/

thankfully i remembered what it was since i typically forget what fonts i use whenever i make things like that (the banner, i mean). also, i believe i adjusted it a little on ibis paint (mostly the letter spacing) if it looks more spread out on your end. hopefully this is helpful, mrow!

i am so sleepy. literally all the time, especially lately. i could sleep whenever and probably forever but then id miss my birdie and then i would die from missing him too much.

im also feeling very, unable to socialize today. im typing now, yes, but otherwise, it feels difficult to actually talk to others. i wish others could understand my meowing but i dont think anyone i know understands the difference between well, meow, and. . . meow. i suppose i cant blame people for not understanding the difference.