Body hygiene, shaving my body, taking care of my feet, getting my laser hair removal, white clean teeth, a brown lift, buy nice clothes new shoes new bags

I want to look clean, brand new, effortless, I want to smell good and fresh all the time

Losing the weight is a small part, I’m working on a better version of myself

Tell me what else I can do ?

My mood shifted, I retrieved, more quiet and more at ease, in this familiar place I longed to be.

But the tiredness you carry, adding to the sleepless night of a new mother, feeling behind at work, behind at home and the guilt of losing your patience with this precious being, lacking as a wife as a mother as a sister as a daughter.

Failing where so many other women succeeded is a different kind of heartbreak that you carry everyday

Guilt always guilt, feeling like a clown juggling to entertain but the only fool they are laughing at is you, and life laughs the loudest.

My fitness app better be under 1000 kcal

My Fitbit at those sweet 10,ooo steps

And my fridge full of Coke Zero

After having a C section and a beautiful little boy, but also gaining 22lbs and now wanting to lose 44 lbs. LETS GOOO !!!